04-28-2010, 10:40 PM
I'm going to start a journal because I am not just the creator, I use these programs too. I think it would be revealing for you guys to hear what I experience, and would provide me with an outlet for my thoughts as well.
So... right now, I am using Become A Successful Wedding Photographer, which I created for myself, coupled with Ultra Success. I know I have the skill and experience necessary to get started as a wedding photographer and I have shot one wedding so far (which was done for free in exchange for experience, but they were so impressed that I got paid anyway), and I have more than ten years experience behind a camera and doing portraiture, artwork, legal photography, insurance photography, etc. but weddings has been something that has always triggered an anxiety response in me. And realistically, that's not a surprise: wedding photography is where you live or die by your mastery of the camera, but it's also where you have to deal with people. Lots of people. Lots of people who are overemotional, and sometimes inebriated, and sometimes unruly, and sometimes very rude. Brides who want it this way who have mothers who want it that way instead. And the competition is nothing if not fierce.
I don't claim to be the best photographer ever, but I am pretty damned good at what I do. Mainly because I am terrified of not being good enough, so I push myself to extremely high standards of excellence. Which, I suppose, is a good thing...
Anyway, the last of my social anxiety and my doubts about how to get started was finally breached this week, after a week of using BASWP and US and I got on the ball, finished drawing up the contract and started advertising. That is a major change... before it was always finding some excuse not to. Now it's feeling strong and confident in myself and my ability to do the job, do it to my own standards of excellence, and deliver more than is expected. I also expect to get hired and to succeed. It's very interesting what that has done to me... it's like I'm just waiting for the first job now. I should probably advertise in more places too. Very nice results, which grow stronger as time goes on and I use it more.
I am sorely tempted to start using MUWAS again, but I am not sure this is the right time. I feel like this will either be the best time, or the worst, but I'm not yet sure which. So for now, I'll just have to wait it out.
I also have been suddenly grabbed by the desire to start making video subliminals. I've managed to teach myself everything I need to know for doing that in the last two days but I have hit a snag in the software that has stopped me cold. It can't handle sub-second length text displays. I'm looking at alternative options which may include flashing multiple statements on the screen at once, using colors that produce low contrast text which is not readily noticed consciously, and finding a different software package. I also put in a feature request with the dev team.
So... right now, I am using Become A Successful Wedding Photographer, which I created for myself, coupled with Ultra Success. I know I have the skill and experience necessary to get started as a wedding photographer and I have shot one wedding so far (which was done for free in exchange for experience, but they were so impressed that I got paid anyway), and I have more than ten years experience behind a camera and doing portraiture, artwork, legal photography, insurance photography, etc. but weddings has been something that has always triggered an anxiety response in me. And realistically, that's not a surprise: wedding photography is where you live or die by your mastery of the camera, but it's also where you have to deal with people. Lots of people. Lots of people who are overemotional, and sometimes inebriated, and sometimes unruly, and sometimes very rude. Brides who want it this way who have mothers who want it that way instead. And the competition is nothing if not fierce.
I don't claim to be the best photographer ever, but I am pretty damned good at what I do. Mainly because I am terrified of not being good enough, so I push myself to extremely high standards of excellence. Which, I suppose, is a good thing...
Anyway, the last of my social anxiety and my doubts about how to get started was finally breached this week, after a week of using BASWP and US and I got on the ball, finished drawing up the contract and started advertising. That is a major change... before it was always finding some excuse not to. Now it's feeling strong and confident in myself and my ability to do the job, do it to my own standards of excellence, and deliver more than is expected. I also expect to get hired and to succeed. It's very interesting what that has done to me... it's like I'm just waiting for the first job now. I should probably advertise in more places too. Very nice results, which grow stronger as time goes on and I use it more.
I am sorely tempted to start using MUWAS again, but I am not sure this is the right time. I feel like this will either be the best time, or the worst, but I'm not yet sure which. So for now, I'll just have to wait it out.
I also have been suddenly grabbed by the desire to start making video subliminals. I've managed to teach myself everything I need to know for doing that in the last two days but I have hit a snag in the software that has stopped me cold. It can't handle sub-second length text displays. I'm looking at alternative options which may include flashing multiple statements on the screen at once, using colors that produce low contrast text which is not readily noticed consciously, and finding a different software package. I also put in a feature request with the dev team.
Subliminal Audio Specialist & Administrator
The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!