Jennie's Journal with Emotional Pain Relief and Healing Aid

[jennielee]

Days 59 & 60: there really is nothing new to report. I am noticing a few small habits i have that i am feeling the motivation to change all of the sudden, but nothing really too crazy. Been pretty busy trying to promote my business plus also help my boyfriend wherever i can to find some web design work to pay for the bus ticket out here. Its been a slow road on that front. But the more we talk every day the more i am certain he really is my perfect lover. We really are hoping for a break soon that will help fund the bus ticket.

[jennielee]

Days 61 & 62: ive been noticing quite a bit of mood swings the last couple days. Could be stress or something working itself out. In other news my request for some answers about something have gone unanswered. Seems i have been forgotten. Guess that sort of answers one question. Today has been sort of a down rainy depressing kinda day.

[jennielee]

Days 63-65: still nothing major to report. Its been a slow few days. The website design for my business is finally started and it is a fun project so far. My boyfriend is getting close to having the money for the bus ticket so if all goes well i should have him here soon :-). The other day i had a really weird dream where i ended up having the courage to tell a particular person off with no regrets and with confidence. I feel its a pretty good sign. Anyway thats it for now.

[jennielee]

Days 66-68: its been a rough few days and i got some news that has me a bit stressed out at the moment. I am trying to be strong but with everything seemingly going wrong lately im definately being pushed to the limits of what i can handle. My sleep has been drastically lacking and i have not been able to catch up. My business has been slow, although i did manage to sell a perfume sample the other day. I really hope business picks up soon. I am still finding things that are aggravating me in that area too.

[jennielee]

Day 75: well it been busy the last little bit. Alot has been going on and i haven't had much time to write here. I haven't noticed anything new at all from this sub as of late so im not sure how much longer ill be doing this one before i switch. I haven't decided what i want next, so i guess untill i do im just going to keep going with this one. Id love to do BASE next but i dont think.my financial situation is going to.let that happen right away. Im still struggling to undo my current mess. If all goes well though im hoping it wont be much longer.

[jennielee]

Day 77: yesterday was pretty rough. I had a pretty bad reaction to some statements that was made by my mom. It left me depressed for pretty much the whole day. Why it got to me i dont know. Somebody i know has suggested that perhaps the person who hypnotized me had left me with some "programming". I would hate to believe that its true, but i must admit to having some weird reactions to things. Well anyway aside from the lack of sleep today seems to be much better. I have several plans for stuff that needs to be done, i just need to prioritize and obtain the finances for it. In other news i had been dealing with a customer complaint regarding one of the products i carry that belongs to my ex. So as usual when i tried to get the information i need from him he doesn't answer. Well its his loss because if i get sick enough of it im going to point people his way and let it be his reputation instead that gets tarnished. Hopefully soon i wont have to carry his stuff. Im just working on getting the finances to fix everything and then i plan to pull them. If i cant get the info i need to stand behind the product then it doesn't need to be in my store. I have developed some new methods for managing micro orders that is really going to be more effective and cut costs. I am very excited to put it into use. Anything that saves time or money when you are a small business is good. Now if only i had the cash to do what i need to .. soon enough i hope.

[JackOfHearts]

Day 75: well it been busy the last little bit. Alot has been going on and i haven't had much time to write here. I haven't noticed anything new at all from this sub as of late so im not sure how much longer ill be doing this one before i switch. I haven't decided what i want next, so i guess untill i do im just going to keep going with this one. Id love to do BASE next but i dont think.my financial situation is going to.let that happen right away. Im still struggling to undo my current mess. If all goes well though im hoping it wont be much longer.

I would advise you ultra success 4G (23$) if the new BASE is too much for you. Read the Fonzy Thread for more info about it.

If you want a more general life improvement I would say LTU 5G (70$).

If you want to try a free one you may want to try ASC 5G (absolute self confidence). it's a really great Sub especially for you it would be great because you have already clear some GSF with EPHRA.

[jennielee]

Day 75: well it been busy the last little bit. Alot has been going on and i haven't had much time to write here. I haven't noticed anything new at all from this sub as of late so im not sure how much longer ill be doing this one before i switch. I haven't decided what i want next, so i guess untill i do im just going to keep going with this one. Id love to do BASE next but i dont think.my financial situation is going to.let that happen right away. Im still struggling to undo my current mess. If all goes well though im hoping it wont be much longer.

I would advise you ultra success 4G (23$) if the new BASE is too much for you. Read the Fonzy Thread for more info about it.

If you want a more general life improvement I would say LTU 5G (70$).

If you want to try a free one you may want to try ASC 5G (absolute self confidence). it's a really great Sub especially for you it would be great because you have already clear some GSF with EPHRA.

Yeah i was considering ASC next. But i also have to consider my boyfriend who will be living here soon. Whatever i choose will affect him too so we need to decide together. The ultra success does sound good too. I may actually do the 3g version of BASE while i can still buy it

[jennielee]

Day 78: nothing much to report. I have been having alot of trouble sleeping lately, but thats not related to the sub. I did have a weird experience yesterday where i was thinking about something and debating confronting someone (i wasn't really serious about it, just kinda daydreaming) when my daughter (3 years old) out of the blue mentions to leave them alone among other things. It was so weird that i decided to actually listen to her. It was way too creepy of a coincidence.

[jennielee]

Day 79: I have decided that this is the end of my EPRHA journey. I am now moving on to BASE 3G next. just FYI my day count is probably off because I restarted this sub about a month into it. so i have done in excess of the 90 day minimum.

EDIT: forgot to add my summary for this sub. I noticed that this sub cleared out and brought to the surface alot of old junk that was holding me back and messing with me. After this sub I find myself targeting fears and taking them out when they surface. I find that I am more aware of things inside of me than I used to be. I also am able to see outside of the box when it comes to making choices. I know stuff is possible, even if not readily apparent and I find myself on a continuous quest for finding out how to achieve what I want. I no longer am crippled by fear or by not seeing how things will work. I still notice some frustration and anxiety from time to time when stuff gets rough, but its not to the point it used to be, and I recognize it, then chip away at it through logic and reason. I have also found on this journey, that I don't have to accept being a certain way. I can choose who I become. I used to be defined by my fears and things that had happened to me, but now I am defined by how I desire to be. I find that If I'm not happy with something I dont' have to accept it. I have the power to change it.

[Red_Panda]

That is great to hear Congratulations with all of your improvements!
This is inspiring story you have there. I am Looking forward to see how this subs will affect me and hopefully change me to the better

[jennielee]

That is great to hear Congratulations with all of your improvements!
This is inspiring story you have there. I am Looking forward to see how this subs will affect me and hopefully change me to the better

It can be a rough ride, Shannon's subs aren't known to be gentle lol, but if you can ride through it, it will be worth it at the end.