Hey Guys,
On the 28th of December I downloaded USC and had a positive vibe as I listened to it for a few days.
I have always been a very real skeptic of subliminals as in they past they never did work for me (other companies' CDs, of course). However the slight positive vibe I got from USC made me start to re-evaluate my skepticism.
Based on that I ordered US. I would listen to it overnight as I slept (looping in my mp3 player) and then another couple of hours during the day.
Steadily I have been noticing a very deep depression descending upon me, with the following attributes:
1) Finding it impossible to motivate myself for work (I own a service business)
2) Feeling kind of hopeless like I can't do anything well
3) Feeling overwhelmed by my usual tasks and mentally confused when I try to address them
4) Feeling a general, overall depression but this is different from my occasional depressions... I tend toward depression a few times a year and always ride it out. During these I become so fatigued that I just want to sleep.
This depression, however, is a very "alert" depression... I find that I don't have that drive to just sleep and tune out. Even though I'm very alert during this one and don't desire to sleep the day away, I have little energy and motivation.
Last night I made a list of tasks that I want to accomplish every day. Today I woke up, took my shower on time (that was one of my tasks), and then ran on my treadmill (that was task #2). After I finished running it was time for breakfast, and deep depression descended upon me as described above. I found it impossible to do all but the most pressing tasks today after that. I think it's safe to say I've been experiencing a sort of mental confusion.
My question is, should I suspend use of this particular program for a while and try to go back to USC? Is there a different program that I should buy in order to address my reaction to US? Or should I continue with US but listen much less during the day?
Basically any insight into this experience would be most welcome. One thing's for sure... I'm no longer a skeptic about subliminals. I always wondered if the mind could really "hear" what is on there, but my reactions certainly indicate that I'm being affected by them, which indicates subconscious comprehension of the suggestions.
Also, would it be advisable to switch to AM?
Thanks for any insight. I'll try whatever needs to be done in order to attain positive results.
On the 28th of December I downloaded USC and had a positive vibe as I listened to it for a few days.
I have always been a very real skeptic of subliminals as in they past they never did work for me (other companies' CDs, of course). However the slight positive vibe I got from USC made me start to re-evaluate my skepticism.
Based on that I ordered US. I would listen to it overnight as I slept (looping in my mp3 player) and then another couple of hours during the day.
Steadily I have been noticing a very deep depression descending upon me, with the following attributes:
1) Finding it impossible to motivate myself for work (I own a service business)
2) Feeling kind of hopeless like I can't do anything well
3) Feeling overwhelmed by my usual tasks and mentally confused when I try to address them
4) Feeling a general, overall depression but this is different from my occasional depressions... I tend toward depression a few times a year and always ride it out. During these I become so fatigued that I just want to sleep.
This depression, however, is a very "alert" depression... I find that I don't have that drive to just sleep and tune out. Even though I'm very alert during this one and don't desire to sleep the day away, I have little energy and motivation.
Last night I made a list of tasks that I want to accomplish every day. Today I woke up, took my shower on time (that was one of my tasks), and then ran on my treadmill (that was task #2). After I finished running it was time for breakfast, and deep depression descended upon me as described above. I found it impossible to do all but the most pressing tasks today after that. I think it's safe to say I've been experiencing a sort of mental confusion.
My question is, should I suspend use of this particular program for a while and try to go back to USC? Is there a different program that I should buy in order to address my reaction to US? Or should I continue with US but listen much less during the day?
Basically any insight into this experience would be most welcome. One thing's for sure... I'm no longer a skeptic about subliminals. I always wondered if the mind could really "hear" what is on there, but my reactions certainly indicate that I'm being affected by them, which indicates subconscious comprehension of the suggestions.
Also, would it be advisable to switch to AM?
Thanks for any insight. I'll try whatever needs to be done in order to attain positive results.