08-26-2024, 08:21 AM
I want to journal, I really do, I just never stick to it. Some motivation is that this forum have literally no active maverick journal. So, heck I might start one.
Maverick is the the most expensive sub I paid, and I still have zero idea what it does, but heck why not.
I have run maverick for almost 8 month during release time, then I went to DMSI then went to competitor sub, and here I am back.
Why I am back to Maverick? Simply put, I am tired, I am tired and sick to pretend to be something the society expects me to be, I want to be naked, fully naked, I want to be myself, and full relaxed authentic self that I am when I am alone, why cant I be that perfect self with others?
It seems like I have built all sort of walls when I am around people, I know know the nagging voice you have “you shouldnt be running maverick”
Well guess what? I already paid for it, might as well have a second run.
I am not going to expect anything from Maverick nor from any future sub, I will set up semi automated run, and forget about.
Another warning is that I will be married in 2 months. Yes I and will be using maverick.
The real reason why I feel I deserve a dose of maverick is that I feel I am stuck in my thinking and mindset, it seems I am more rational than anyone around me, yet I am stuck to achieve freedom of finance, freedom of time, freedom of expectations, freedom of acting.
I just want act the way I want 100% of time all the time, period.
I still didnt start my 2hrs run, which btw I think its over kill. But oh well.
I want to he washed with relaxation and independence of thought, and freedom, and peace of soul.
Let the journey begin.
Cheers
Maverick is the the most expensive sub I paid, and I still have zero idea what it does, but heck why not.
I have run maverick for almost 8 month during release time, then I went to DMSI then went to competitor sub, and here I am back.
Why I am back to Maverick? Simply put, I am tired, I am tired and sick to pretend to be something the society expects me to be, I want to be naked, fully naked, I want to be myself, and full relaxed authentic self that I am when I am alone, why cant I be that perfect self with others?
It seems like I have built all sort of walls when I am around people, I know know the nagging voice you have “you shouldnt be running maverick”
Well guess what? I already paid for it, might as well have a second run.
I am not going to expect anything from Maverick nor from any future sub, I will set up semi automated run, and forget about.
Another warning is that I will be married in 2 months. Yes I and will be using maverick.
The real reason why I feel I deserve a dose of maverick is that I feel I am stuck in my thinking and mindset, it seems I am more rational than anyone around me, yet I am stuck to achieve freedom of finance, freedom of time, freedom of expectations, freedom of acting.
I just want act the way I want 100% of time all the time, period.
I still didnt start my 2hrs run, which btw I think its over kill. But oh well.
I want to he washed with relaxation and independence of thought, and freedom, and peace of soul.
Let the journey begin.
Cheers