I have not journaled for a long time for the simple reason that subliminals have not improved my life in a concrete way. I also wrote that I will report again if I see results. So here it is.
I have been using the new DMSI since release.
The day after I started I went to a live music bar and got a compliment on my blazer. Odd, since it is neither new nor unique and I almost never get compliments from strangers. Interesting. Two weeks later at the same bar I twice had a man come up to say hello and shook hands for no real reason. Where I live this is utmost unusual.
I went to many social gatherings in December so I was meeting quite many girls, and some I do find very attractive. However, the ones I like were all taken. I do notice that I receive more attention from these girls than others that I am less attracted to. I know the subliminal is not designed for them and I am not pursuing them, but it seems that regardless of relationship status, the more I like a girl the more likely it is that she would give me more attention than other girls give me, without me doing anything in particular. Nothing mind-blowing though, just a mild effect.
Except one time at a club. I was not paying attention to the surroundings and mostly looking at the menu. Then one girl came up to me and asked for my number (!) It took a moment for me to understand what was happening. Everyone at my table was shocked! She was very attractive.
That instantly boosted my enthusiasm for DMSI.
I met her at a cafe later and I liked her personality, but she is in a relationship. She is interested in the region I come from and said she can socialise with who she wants, and dismissed her boyfriend for being jealous. Seems content with her relationship though, so I turned my attention elsewhere.
I have a friend, W, who I meet sometimes, not often. Where I am it is hard to live well if you don't have two jobs, and she has two jobs plus studies. W is also more introverted so if I don't contact her we wouldn't meet for months at a time. Suddenly this month she twice suggested that we go somewhere. One time at a bar W was showing me photos of her, taken professionally, and asked me to choose the most beautiful ones for her social media. I was taken aback...
However, I believe what I wrote did not quite describe reality as there are also indicators that she wasn't interested in me in that way. I am not sure, but leaning towards no. Either way, I am not actively pursuing her, although I do find her beautiful so I enjoy her attention.
Finally, I should talk about Z. She likes me a lot for months now, and I do like her a little but not enough to initiate a relationship. So we agreed that okay, let's meet a lot but we're not dating and we're not having sex. This month however she twice moved the conversation towards sex, and once she was trying to initiate, which really surprised me. She also became even nicer to me, and was constantly bring me small gifts or cooked something for me almost every time we meet. If Shannon had told me he had secretly put the US/LM script in here, I would have believed him.
Now I am visiting family and friends so I will not be testing for a while. I can only say that I am needing at least an hour more of sleep each day since starting.
That is all. I have been using one loop per day, and upped to two loops now (hybrid). Results will determine whether I need to up the usage.
I like what I see so far, but why is DMSI constantly manifesting girls who are taken? Perhaps it is because they are attractive so most already have boyfriends. DMSI is also not working consistently: at least one girl (who is single) is not acting differently even though I want DMSI to work on her.