Who do you love - DMSI 3.3.2 Jandom Rusings

[Have at ye]

Few do, apparently.

Especially whenever there's a noticeable shift in your favor occurring. Many appear to sooner or later accept and adapt to your new "you" (because they have no choice and whatever they're doing appears to be having no effect, at least outwardly), but once you try going further they're right back to their old shenanigans.

And some are so stubborn and vindictive you kinda start losing hope for humankind, lol.

Never underestimate the human potential for petty malevolence.

[Yous]

I dont know if im right, but i think that we get used to the effects and the effects with the time are less obvious, but it should have in the opposite way, with the time the script should be recorded more and better and the effects should be more obvious. That it make sense?

[Have at ye]

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[Have at ye]

I dont know if im right, but i think that we get used to the effects and the effects with the time are less obvious, but it should have in the opposite way, with the time the script should be recorded more and better and the effects should be more obvious. That it make sense?

If I'm understanding you correctly, it is so, I believe, but it's not that the effects get "less obvious", but that they feel like your natural state (there's this funky Naturalizer module...  )

Trouble is, this works both ways. F. in. if you're under constant barrage of unpleasantness, that tends to become "normalized" as well. I start noticing that something's amiss whenever I'm attempting to do something to change what appears to be "normal" to something I'd prefer, and then start getting hit with an obvious increase in negativity coming my way.

It's like that scene from Godfather 3, "Just when I thought I was out, they pull me back in"

[Have at ye]

So, as I was playing my DMSI loops yesternight, I got these very pleasant "morphine drip"-like shivers throughout, as well as in particular spots (f. in. the liver area) and it felt really, really swanky.

Some time after, I noticed like some sort of blackness trying to act up directly in the solar plexus, lol. Then my solar plexus started acting a bit wonky, and then it stopped being wonky. That's new! Smells like FRM-progress.

The addition of the DRS is making me very, very hungry, lol, and a little bit tired. But, 3-4 hours after finishing the loops, I get all happy and kinda wanna dance, and I kinda do at times, like on the subway and such.

Now, the heavy-duty clearings I've been doing are becoming even more effective. It's funny - it's like when I'm doing them, I'm releasing and somewhat re-experiencing all the stuff I remember going through on the previous versions of DMSI, but temporally in reverse. Kinda as if I re-opened the archival journalings and started reading them from end to beginning, lol.

[Have at ye]

I don't think there's been enough musac in this here journal lately. So, I've had this neat little song on loop from yesterday on (and a couple others, but they're... erm, sexually explicit, so I'm not linking them, lol); this may very well be DRS-related.

So, here it is!



Now... take off your mask. 

[Have at ye]

Feeling really, really good for extended periods of time now. There's a lot of stuff going on under the hood, and I'll write some more on it once I'm sure what exactly I'm experiencing right now (or, in other words, I can't be bothered to write about it in detail right now ). Also, it would appear that new things I'm noticing are becoming naturalized pretty swiftly, and then a wave of new stuff appears to be incoming after a little bit of time.

I am experiencing a slight exhaustion/overload headache, though. (It's why mixing DMSI 3.3.2 + DRS is definitely a "do not try this at home, kids" proposition). I get moments of projecting tremendous heat / tremendous amounts of light energy. Usually, when either of the two starts dropping off, I'm going to start feeling low on energy, and this usually means I need to load up on energy and/or eat something.

This definitely is going to require a "sleep it off" day (I'm running the subs mostly while asleep), but, on the other hand, I feel so great and optimistic right now *I don't really feel like staying at home because I want to do stuff*, lol. Still, I think I'll try to get a bit more sleep on Saturday or Sunday anyway, heh.

EDIT

By the way, I don't think I've experienced an actual subliminal exhaustion/overload headache since the early 2.x versions of DMSI, lol.

[Have at ye]

Hahaha, as always, I was wrong. That wasn't an overload headache. The moment I put on DRS, it went away, lololololo.

I'm loving me some DRS. Already put a copy on my phone and am going to play for 10 minutes whenever I feel that shite.

They've got another thing coming. Already noticing some effects, I believe.

Apart from that, I've had Blind Guardian' "And then there was silence" playing on loop, even though it's a pretty long song and I've not listened to it since my teenage years, heh. I really like the chorus for some reason.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HcRIGCmCoZA

\m/

Misty tales and poems lost
All the bliss and beauty will be gone
Will my weary soul find release for a while
At the moment of death I will smile
It's the triumph of shame and disease
In the end Iliad
Raise my hands and praise the day
Break the spell show me the way
In decay
The flame of Troy will shine bright

\m/

In other news, this little girl I know invited me over for Tuesday in order to show me how she's arranged her place. We'll see how much enthusiasm she shows up close.

[Shannon]

I'm very interested in more information on what DRS users are seeing it do, and what they believe the reactions are.

[Mystic Pymp]

Hahaha, as always, I was wrong. That wasn't an overload headache. The moment I put on DRS, it went away, lololololo.

I'm loving me some DRS. Already put a copy on my phone and am going to play for 10 minutes whenever I feel that shite.

They've got another thing coming. Already noticing some effects, I believe.

Apart from that, I've had Blind Guardian' "And then there was silence" playing on loop, even though it's a pretty long song and I've not listened to it since my teenage years, heh. I really like the chorus for some reason.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HcRIGCmCoZA

\m/

Misty tales and poems lost
All the bliss and beauty will be gone
Will my weary soul find release for a while
At the moment of death I will smile
It's the triumph of shame and disease
In the end Iliad
Raise my hands and praise the day
Break the spell show me the way
In decay
The flame of Troy will shine bright

\m/

In other news, this little girl I know invited me over for Tuesday in order to show me how she's arranged her place. We'll see how much enthusiasm she shows up close.

You know they just released new album, right? And pretty good one at that!

[Have at ye]

I'm very interested in more information on what DRS users are seeing it do, and what they believe the reactions are.  

Currently, I am seeing people who may be holding grudges/were trying to use me in some way keeping at a distance. I'm most curious to observe it up close and personal with such, but I'll have to do it next week (all I have to do is go to that conservatory place of mine, really).

Some, who may not be holding actual grudges but have been showing hints of envy, etc. (and I had to opportunity to observe that up close, with one guy I work with, who's not a bad kid, he just really wants to be famous) will at first act as if they were growing in anger for a while, and then they sorta look as if they had just... given up. And then the air clears and we get along very well.

Also, I am seeing "alpha types" who'd usually mad-dog me or such when I'm walking around in public, and now when they try to do that, they keep at it for a while and then suddenly leave my vicinity with a worried look on their faces.

Yesternight while playing DRS, I had this vision of an entire network of people who appear to be sending negativity my way, with particular people (try and guess who. Hint: they're usually female) being the focal points and the driving force behind it, lol, with the connections and relations between them as well.

I'll report more when I have more.

[Have at ye]

Hahaha, as always, I was wrong. That wasn't an overload headache. The moment I put on DRS, it went away, lololololo.

I'm loving me some DRS. Already put a copy on my phone and am going to play for 10 minutes whenever I feel that shite.

They've got another thing coming. Already noticing some effects, I believe.

Apart from that, I've had Blind Guardian' "And then there was silence" playing on loop, even though it's a pretty long song and I've not listened to it since my teenage years, heh. I really like the chorus for some reason.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HcRIGCmCoZA

\m/

Misty tales and poems lost
All the bliss and beauty will be gone
Will my weary soul find release for a while
At the moment of death I will smile
It's the triumph of shame and disease
In the end Iliad
Raise my hands and praise the day
Break the spell show me the way
In decay
The flame of Troy will shine bright

\m/

In other news, this little girl I know invited me over for Tuesday in order to show me how she's arranged her place. We'll see how much enthusiasm she shows up close.

You know they just released new album, right? And pretty good one at that!

Thanks, I'll take a look. For the sake of sentiment, hadn't really been all that into BG since my teenage years, heh.

[Shannon]

I'm very interested in more information on what DRS users are seeing it do, and what they believe the reactions are.  

Currently, I am seeing people who may be holding grudges/were trying to use me in some way keeping at a distance. I'm most curious to observe it up close and personal with such, but I'll have to do it next week (all I have to do is go to that conservatory place of mine, really).

Some, who may not be holding actual grudges but have been showing hints of envy, etc. (and I had to opportunity to observe that up close, with one guy I work with, who's not a bad kid, he just really wants to be famous) will at first act as if they were growing in anger for a while, and then they sorta look as if they had just... given up. And then the air clears and we get along very well.

Also, I am seeing "alpha types" who'd usually mad-dog me or such when I'm walking around in public, and now when they try to do that, they keep at it for a while and then suddenly leave my vicinity with a worried look on their faces.

Yesternight while playing DRS, I had this vision of an entire network of people who appear to be sending negativity my way, with particular people (try and guess who. Hint: they're usually female) being the focal points and the driving force behind it, lol, with the connections and relations between them as well.

I'll report more when I have more.

Very interesting indeed. More reports as possible please.

[Have at ye]

I believe I'm noticing a bit of a difference between how the NDRS works and what it's best at, and how the DRS works and what it's best at. The NDRS is, I believe, way more efficient at warding off and not picking up any static that's not being directly projected at the user, because, f. in., today I went to do a favor for that woman I met last tour, and she's a very nice person but a total Nervous Nelly, and I noticed I picked up some of her nervousness, lol, as I sometimes tend to do.