10-15-2018, 04:40 PM
(10-15-2018, 12:33 PM)Mr. Anderson Wrote:(10-15-2018, 11:38 AM)Shannon Wrote: That seems like an odd reaction. Maybe the fear would have been led to by the emotions being blocked?
Over time, that should stop happening, if it happens again.
Well, I don't know what happened there. The only thought I had was that shutting down everything was the only thing to prevent fear at that moment. But like I said, it looks like the emotions are back, I only noticed some slight attempt of shutdown later the day, but nothing serious.
I had somehow many realizations while on USLM, maybe because one of my goal is to execute DMSI. Most of them are probably covered by the FRM, but I will write them down, maybe it is of use.
1. I had the impression that I resisted subs in the past more on the (semi)conscious level than I thought. Especially because I wanted to have things going my way and not other way, which probably prevented execution in some terms.
That has been becoming more and more apparent as I observe people, that they are resisting more consciously than I realized.
Quote:2. Resistance against ultrasonic/hybrid was probably because the us part is louder and that's not only perceived as being told what to do but it is also perceived as a threat which brings everything to shutdown.
Threat to what?
Quote:3. Emotions can also create fear by themselves as they are unpredictable.
I'm not sure I believe that.
Quote:4. Not everything is fear related and cannot be resolved (directly) through fear removal, because:
a) The patterns which were created through fear in the past seem to remain after fear removal. They will be dissolved with new experiences when fear doesn't prevent new experiences but at the begin they can stand in the way. For example today in the morning while I didn't feel anything I figured out that I wouldn't approach a woman, because I could do something wrong and embarass myself. I didn't feel it, but my mind told my that it is important to no embarass myself as it is important to be flawless. And while I know that the reasons behind are fear related the pattern itself became strong enough during the years to exist by itself.
You haven't lost the fear yet. This invalidates your argument in toto. This is evident by the fact that your argument here is itself based in fear. I see this based at the very least in your assertion that it is important to be flawless, which is perfectionism, which is based in fear that one is not good enough. Without fear you would have done what you started out to do.
Just as a leaf does not exist without the twig that it grows from, which does not exist without the branch that it grows from, which does not exist without the larger branch that it grows from, which does not exist without the trunk from which it grows, which does not exist without the roots from which it grows - a fear pased pattern will not exist without the fear that drives it.
FRM, when executed, will erase all of this. Patterns and habits and all.
Quote:b) That is something I realized while listening to USLM2. At the middle of the first loop I started to feel similar like I felt when I was stonewalling DMSI, but it was still a bit different. I was thinking all the time "You must be kidding me". First I didn't know where it comes from but then I realized that's about the script of the sub. It is like the reality presented by the script is in some cases so far from the reality of the user that the script is being ignored. That's also not fear related. I mean, just imagine a situation. Imagine you are walking down the street and a guy comes around and tells you "Dude, just spread your arms and fly". I mean, you would think this guy is either total crazy or totally wasted because based on your reality you know that you can't fly this way. Therefore you would simply ignore him and maybe even become angry when he insists that you can do it. And I think this is what in some cases happens, because the reality from the user is too far from the reality presented by the script. This of course doesn't mean that people cannot stonewall scripts out of fear.
This is simply an attempt to deny the possibility of what is in the script, and thus shut down the need to execute it. "That's just not possible." Well it is possible, and I know for a fact that it is possible. But even this will be erased when the FRM is fully executed.
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!