Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

[Jake2015]

Wow so much i want to reply to and it will take me a while so in a nutshell:

1) DMSI isnt complete. Give it a chance. I havent executed any sub previously at all until 3.2 came along where 1 loop and boom my desire to fab was gone (track B Hybrid).

This means that DMSI is getting there. 3.3 may not be a major jump but 3.4/4.0 (depending on whichever version is released) will certainly be.

I know its not easy to wait but remember each upgrade is free until the next version so stick it out and just be patient, it is happening but Shannon is a one man Jedi doing all this.

Appreciate it @Shannon !!!


2) Girls in the UK and in eastern europe are the same. I found that whereas language enables a UK girl to be obstinate the europeans may not be so but they are no more or less prettier. I have seen beauty and ugliness in both areas of the world. In Europe which isnt my home, its that vacation/holiday/fantasy buzz so everything is an option, and every female a target, whereas in the UK we know the home turf better and can thus easily filter those we dont like based on any conscious or subconscious criteria.

Personally for THOR, I would say see the power of DMSI on our home turf of the UK cos thats the real test.

thanks all for reading.

[dissonance]

I want an Eastern European. They are absolute goddesses (physical appearance wise) to me personally.

[terry44]

I want an Eastern European. They are absolute goddesses (physical appearance wise) to me personally.

Yeah, I married one. Very beautiful and intelligent, a great artist too. Sadly divorced since 2003, but don't regret a second with her, although the breakup was tough (E1, E2 and AM6 definitely laid any remaining ghosts to rest).

[Zane]

Shannon Shannon Shannon Shannon....

Did I get ur attention buddy? Good.

Idk if u read my journal or not but I want to tell u something about a weird pattern.

As u know I have hard time stopping masturbating.

What I am noticing is that when I am on "A" I masturbate more... But when I jump to be I stop Masturbating for few days which mean I go on more days on NoFap on "B" than on "A".

For example :

When I first started DMSI "B" - I fapped crazy

Then on "A" - I fapped still but less

Then again on "B" - I went 15 days on NoFap

Then again on "A" - I was fapping again "

Then again on" B"-I went 4 days NoFap (7 loops "

So what's ur advice.. I try my best to stop.. But longest I went was 15 days.. On" B"..

I know I have said this before but if u can do anything about this NoFap module in 3.3 then it would be great. Perhaps add something that whenever the urge came my mind would be diverted to do something else or maybe transmute it..

Believe me DMSI is healing and making me more mature but.. I don't like playing with my toy-toy every 2 days..

Maybe u know add will power module or something Idk u r the boss...

What's ur advice for me? Regarding A or B.. and loops and also why is this happening to me..

Sorry for improper format

This is very odd mate. On DMSI A my wanting to masturbate has completely gone. Have you tried the sledge hammer approach that is trashing all your porn and getting all the porn sites you would normally browse excluded through your ISP ?

I only watch soft core NSFW images.. Rest I leave to my imagination.. Although. I have seen that now I don't fap like a maniac.. I do focus on other stuff.. But deep inside my mind there is a thought that fapping is what's ruined my life.. Although that's true but that's not a good mindset.. Nox is right.

I should be focused on building my life.. Sometimes I loose motivation and I think that's because I set goals that would require alot of effort..

So I am gonna start small.. Starting from building my career and gaining knowledge.. After that I can focus on bigger goals like business establishment and becoming a good trader or investor.. Its OK if it takes another 5 years.. Final freedom is my goal... Long term one.. That's one thing which I am gonna achieve no matter what

Thanks for the advice guys.. U guys are awesome..

[cataleya]

Never knew there was so much demand for Eastern European girls, I need to take advantage of this when I travel

[Have at ye]

Never knew there was so much demand for Eastern European girls, I need to take advantage of this when I travel

Guys from Western Europe (and the US, I guess. And Australia) do tend to like them, yes.

You don't even have to travel to take advantage of that, though, just stick around a high-end tourist hostel and wait for 'em Western boys to start hitting on you in droves, lol.

[AlphaRomeo]

As for if women are more feminine/desirable/beautiful etc. in Eastern Europe or Balkan countries etc. v.s UK/US/whatever, I would say it depends on how you view them and on your personal taste. For some people the grass is indeed greener on the other side. It is ridiculous to claim otherwise. Maybe for YOU the grass is greener on your side, or equally green on other side, but that is not true for everyone. What works for one does not necessarily work for someone else. If you want to stay at your home country, stay. If you want to travel and prefer women in some other country, travel. Simple. To debate about that is pointless. I don´t live in UK nor Eastern Europe, but I know I prefer, in general, Eastern European women far over UK women. No amount of spinning numbers/statistics/OPINIONS/whatever is going to change that.

@Jake2015 , why would Thor, or anyone for that matter, stay on their homeland to test DMSI if they WANT to travel and/or relocate to elsewhere where there are more of women they PREFER? Does not make any sense at all. The real test is where one IS located at any given time.

[Zane]

Never knew there was so much demand for Eastern European girls, I need to take advantage of this when I travel

Oh, Yes Please

[DarthXedonias]

I feel your pain I have a domineering father who seems to think that no matter what age I am he has the right to control my life. I put up with it for too long now I have had enough.

If your already thinking about heading back to the Philippines just do it.

I feel DMSI has helped me overcome this specific challenge in my life. Plus I have surrounded myself with supportive friends.

I've had the same. I started talking with my father a few years ago (he and my mother are divorced) but I have stopped talking to him since almost a year ago. I gave him warnings because he kept on trying to acting controlling and try to make me make the choices he wanted. So I ended contact with him. My mother is trying to be the same. I thought things would change after that last time I finally exploded at her but she still hasn't learned, so the best bet is just to leave this situation entirely. Most of my family, is unfortunately, cancerous and doing more harm than good by associating with them.

Oh believe me, I will be going to the Philippines in time. I just need to spend some time in Korea to make some money then I'm going to buy some real estate there and starting renting out or get into the hotel business so i don't have to work anymore. After going there and realizing I can have relationships without too much of the head games and shit tests, I have not interest in staying in the states. Don't feel like dealing with all the drama and BS head games you have to deal with when dealing with the local women. I just don't have tolerance for that type of stuff. The only thing that would make me stay here at this point is if DMSI final delivers and it helps me get a acting career. In which case I would be able to make a good amount of money here for a few years.

[Jake2015]

@Jake2015 , why would Thor, or anyone for that matter, stay on their homeland to test DMSI if they WANT to travel and/or relocate to elsewhere where there are more of women they PREFER? Does not make any sense at all. The real test is where one IS located at any given time.

Because of what I wrote but like Shannon im not here to take anyones will power away from them, im not a Jedi - yet

[AlphaRomeo]

@Jake2015 , why would Thor, or anyone for that matter, stay on their homeland to test DMSI if they WANT to travel and/or relocate to elsewhere where there are more of women they PREFER? Does not make any sense at all. The real test is where one IS located at any given time.

Because of what I wrote but like Shannon im not here to take anyones will power away from them, im not a Jedi - yet

IF the answer to my question, from your point of view, is in what you wrote earlier:

"Girls in the UK and in eastern europe are the same. I found that whereas language enables a UK girl to be obstinate the europeans may not be so but they are no more or less prettier. I have seen beauty and ugliness in both areas of the world. In Europe which isnt my home, its that vacation/holiday/fantasy buzz so everything is an option, and every female a target, whereas in the UK we know the home turf better and can thus easily filter those we dont like based on any conscious or subconscious criteria."

then fine, I just find it difficult to follow that particular paragraph due some unclear (to me) writing, so I missed the answer.

IF it´s in what you wrote immediately after that, in:"Personally for THOR, I would say see the power of DMSI on our home turf of the UK cos thats the real test." then that does not, in my opinion, answer my question and you can keep your opinion that you did answer to my question where as I keep my opinion that you did not.

Either way, this is Shannon´s Journal discussion so I won´t sidetrack it any further on my part.

[Jake2015]

@Shannon and ALL

I think DMSI (since increasing loops) may be giving me grey hair.

is that possible?

Ive noticed I have more grey hair than the 1 or 2 strands that ive had. Im new to the greying world.

[Jake2015]

@Jake2015 , why would Thor, or anyone for that matter, stay on their homeland to test DMSI if they WANT to travel and/or relocate to elsewhere where there are more of women they PREFER? Does not make any sense at all. The real test is where one IS located at any given time.

Because of what I wrote but like Shannon im not here to take anyones will power away from them, im not a Jedi - yet

IF the answer to my question, from your point of view, is in what you wrote earlier:

"Girls in the UK and in eastern europe are the same. I found that whereas language enables a UK girl to be obstinate the europeans may not be so but they are no more or less prettier. I have seen beauty and ugliness in both areas of the world. In Europe which isnt my home, its that vacation/holiday/fantasy buzz so everything is an option, and every female a target, whereas in the UK we know the home turf better and can thus easily filter those we dont like based on any conscious or subconscious criteria."

then fine, I just find it difficult to follow that particular paragraph due some unclear (to me) writing, so I missed the answer.

IF it´s in what you wrote immediately after that, in:"Personally for THOR, I would say see the power of DMSI on our home turf of the UK cos thats the real test." then that does not, in my opinion, answer my question and you can keep your opinion that you did answer to my question where as I keep my opinion that you did not.

Either way, this is Shannon´s Journal discussion so I won´t sidetrack it any further on my part.

lol dude Its friday night ill read it later and reply im not sure where you or I are lost but its all good

[kornjacinvrac]

I disagree, I think if you ignore the stuck up British girls for a while, while youre being cool, they start acting nice and friendly

I agree. There are people in Balkans that think "Oh man, these Balkan girls are so dumb and passive, they expect everything from men, they just wear their make up and do nothing all day! Just walking in the street and shoping! All they care is money and their makeup! I wish i could move in USA/Russia/Ukraine/Bulgaria/Sweden, where girls a friendly and more beatiful".

I know because i was born in Balkan. I use to live in three best cities in Balkan, where statistics will blow any foreigner away (for example 9:1 women to men ratio) and within a minute, three hoties pass by, but in other countries you need to wait whole day just to see one hottie. Even in these circumstances men have problems. It's all about inner dialog and belifs, that's why it is hard to concieve it. In my expirience, changing your outer circumstances won't do much help. Anywhere, even in muslim contries with right mindset, one can find a girl. It only takes one girl to make US happy. Only one. And every state has millions of girls.

Old saying goes; Grass is always greener... on the other side of the fence?

I've travelled a lot and the grass really is greener in other places, much more than I expected. You have to spend time in London to really see how brown the grass is. The women in West London are physically more attractive than East London it's true, but because so many men are chasing them, they can have big egos. And things seem to have gotten much worse in my part of East London. Even ten or fifteen years ago you would have seen more good looking women. It's a very drab and boring trip in to work, looking more like the Third World than Europe, and I'm glad I'm no longer looking for anyone.

Terry is spot on. There are lots of hot women in the westend but as he said there are loads of guys chasing them. I met a romanian girl who had been living and working in London for four years. She was an HB8 (hate to use this scale but I wanted to illustrate my point).

When I was out chatting to her. Her phone kept beeping she then looked away from her phone at me and said "Ohhh I have got 11 guys asking me out on dates so many guys sending me messages". Some of these guys were ones she had given her number out after being approached in the street.

Others were numbers of guys she met in bars and rich bankers and lawyers she had met at various private parties.

If you think in Balkan is different, i have to dissapoint you. Im not saying this in a bad way, because we all are here to grow, but a hot women is a hot woman, every guy wants her, period.