DMSI-3.2A

[Zane]

In past 2-3 days. Ever since I have started "B" (after being on A for 40 days) I am productive like crazy. I am finding ways to make more money. Its like there is no stopping me. In two days I have manifested/found stuff which can help me in financial situation(Secret)...I dont care about getting laid. For me this is Execution.

Seriously guys.."B" is my drug.

The more unproductive and useless I was on "A" the more Productive and Useful I am on "B".

Even though "A" made me feel like SHIT..I always knew H&C is not a piece of Cake...But i knew that after using "A"..I will be unstoppable on "B"...

[findingme]

Hey Zane, I'm facing resistance in both the women front and also the business front, and I'm wishing to share. I'm not worried about the women front since change is happening, and just running DMSI is steadily rewiring me thinking in regards to this. I'm feeling this internal change daily. My resistance is mostly me feeling afraid to purposely socialize. I've not done it much these last 2 weekends---and here is my thinking: I think I "should be" or need to be an extrovert. That is such a false belief of mine, for when I've been me around others, I find both men and women will naturally gravitate towards me, opening up conversations and relaxing when I'm comfortable with myself. I've been holding on to this false expectation of myself to basically......not be myself--to be "on" all the time. And doing that demands that they, too, must not be free to be themselves. It discourages interaction strongly, IMO.

And this is exactly where I've had brakes on in my own business starting up. I think I need to "dis" myself. I am fighting that "should" strongly. B is motivating me to be honest with myself, and the long-held belief that I needed to be always "on" in business is not mixing well at all.

I talked about these brakes last night with a fellow I meet with on Saturdays. I needed to talk it out, so I did. I just get in this cycle of "if I fail myself in any way, I should punish myself" It's old thinking and training from childhood, and honestly, I just connected the dots. It's "If I feel bad, I must be doing something wrong" thinking.......and it doesn't work OR feel good. Maybe I'm actually letting it go, and I'm fighting it. I am listening to B as I write, so that's why I connected this.

What's your thinking like on B presently?

[subliminalsrcool]

I have also been fasting for 3 days(Ramadan). Tbh I never liked fasting and sometimes I broke it . That was last year. But this time idk if its my emotional state or what,but I can resist eating food and water for 16 hours...Even If I go outside in intense heat for like 45 min even then I dont feel the desire to drink water. I mean I feel thirsty and hungry for few mins but after that I overcome that urge...I can say for sure that being on IML subs have a really deep impact on me,cause things are kinda different now..I am surprised myself..

I also wanna report that since I am fasting for like 16 hours and listening to two-loops I dont feel tired. I always thought I would be hungry since DMSI needs energy but looks like its not the case.

Wow dude, You are Muslim too?? I am also! Didn't know you was! :X
Yea bro I am also fasting for Ramadan, I gota be honest, fasting to me is such a chore cuz I don't like to feel hungry for 15 long hours, especially with the heat and how we cant even have at least ice cold water....sucks...

But the last 2 years I used to make excuses to fast cuz I didnt think I could for that long of a period but this year, I've done better...I realized methods to overcome that hunger pang feeling.....maybe MLS has shown me how to handle such situations and in the 11 days of fast I only missed 4. Good to know there's another Muslim on this forum.

And as we greet Assalamoalaikum lol

[Zane]

I have also been fasting for 3 days(Ramadan). Tbh I never liked fasting and sometimes I broke it . That was last year. But this time idk if its my emotional state or what,but I can resist eating food and water for 16 hours...Even If I go outside in intense heat for like 45 min even then I dont feel the desire to drink water. I mean I feel thirsty and hungry for few mins but after that I overcome that urge...I can say for sure that being on IML subs have a really deep impact on me,cause things are kinda different now..I am surprised myself..

I also wanna report that since I am fasting for like 16 hours and listening to two-loops I dont feel tired. I always thought I would be hungry since DMSI needs energy but looks like its not the case.

Wow dude, You are Muslim too?? I am also! Didn't know you was! :X
Yea bro I am also fasting for Ramadan, I gota be honest, fasting to me is such a chore cuz I don't like to feel hungry for 15 long hours, especially with the heat and how we cant even have at least ice cold water....sucks...

But the last 2 years I used to make excuses to fast cuz I didnt think I could for that long of a period but this year, I've done better...I realized methods to overcome that hunger pang feeling.....maybe MLS has shown me how to handle such situations and in the 11 days of fast I only missed 4. Good to know there's another Muslim on this forum.

And as we greet Assalamoalaikum lol

Walaikumussalam.

Yeah believe me I have also made excuse to fast for past few years. But this time its like my mind is with me and I can go thru this fasting period. The thing is the way I view fasting has changed. I see it more as a challenge than some spiritual activity and believe me it gives me so much confidence when I go with eating or drinking for 15-16 hours..

Yes, I have read on MLS journal that MLS somehow makes its possible to fast easier. Its like MLS aligns conscious intentions with our subconscious intentions and makes it possible to achieve a certain goal.

OMG..I have also missed on 4 days of fast in past 11 days..haha..

[Zane]

Hey Zane, I'm facing resistance in both the women front and also the business front, and I'm wishing to share. I'm not worried about the women front since change is happening, and just running DMSI is steadily rewiring me thinking in regards to this. I'm feeling this internal change daily. My resistance is mostly me feeling afraid to purposely socialize. I've not done it much these last 2 weekends---and here is my thinking: I think I "should be" or need to be an extrovert. That is such a false belief of mine, for when I've been me around others, I find both men and women will naturally gravitate towards me, opening up conversations and relaxing when I'm comfortable with myself. I've been holding on to this false expectation of myself to basically......not be myself--to be "on" all the time. And doing that demands that they, too, must not be free to be themselves. It discourages interaction strongly, IMO.

And this is exactly where I've had brakes on in my own business starting up. I think I need to "dis" myself. I am fighting that "should" strongly. B is motivating me to be honest with myself, and the long-held belief that I needed to be always "on" in business is not mixing well at all.

I talked about these brakes last night with a fellow I meet with on Saturdays. I needed to talk it out, so I did. I just get in this cycle of "if I fail myself in any way, I should punish myself" It's old thinking and training from childhood, and honestly, I just connected the dots. It's "If I feel bad, I must be doing something wrong" thinking.......and it doesn't work OR feel good. Maybe I'm actually letting it go, and I'm fighting it. I am listening to B as I write, so that's why I connected this.

What's your thinking like on B presently?

Well tbh right now "B" is working so deep that I sometimes feel as if DMSI isnt even working. But when I see the change in my attitude and my behaviour then I am like" Yep its working"

Also right now I am not meeting any new people so I dont know how I am responding to social situations. But one thing is for sure I seriously dont want to meet anyone right now. Dont feel like it. Some part of me wants to and some doesnt. Its kinda confusing to right now...Cause I cant figure it out..It feels more like as if I am procrastinating to socialise with people ...Feels like a Chore to me. People can visit me if they want to socialise and I wouldnt mind but I wont visit them cause feels like a chore tbh....Lets see where all this go..

But yeah dont think too much about socialising it will only drain u. Just keep calm and u will eventually socialise easily. There is no need to punish urself..Instead u should forgive and dont be harsh on urself...Treat urself nicely and watch the magic happen..

[findingme]

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Just keep calm and u will eventually socialise easily. There is no need to punish urself..Instead u should forgive and dont be harsh on urself...Treat urself nicely and watch the magic happen..

Yeah. I had some clear experiences today which told me IML subs are working in me. I believe it may be long, so I'm going to post it on my thread.

And procrastination on socializing? I'm leading towards going to a 12 step meeting tonight. But not since I need a meeting. I just need to be around people I know tonight.

Gonnna go write my story first.

[subliminalsrcool]

I have also been fasting for 3 days(Ramadan). Tbh I never liked fasting and sometimes I broke it . That was last year. But this time idk if its my emotional state or what,but I can resist eating food and water for 16 hours...Even If I go outside in intense heat for like 45 min even then I dont feel the desire to drink water. I mean I feel thirsty and hungry for few mins but after that I overcome that urge...I can say for sure that being on IML subs have a really deep impact on me,cause things are kinda different now..I am surprised myself..

I also wanna report that since I am fasting for like 16 hours and listening to two-loops I dont feel tired. I always thought I would be hungry since DMSI needs energy but looks like its not the case.

Wow dude, You are Muslim too?? I am also! Didn't know you was! :X
Yea bro I am also fasting for Ramadan, I gota be honest, fasting to me is such a chore cuz I don't like to feel hungry for 15 long hours, especially with the heat and how we cant even have at least ice cold water....sucks...

But the last 2 years I used to make excuses to fast cuz I didnt think I could for that long of a period but this year, I've done better...I realized methods to overcome that hunger pang feeling.....maybe MLS has shown me how to handle such situations and in the 11 days of fast I only missed 4. Good to know there's another Muslim on this forum.

And as we greet Assalamoalaikum lol

Walaikumussalam.

Yeah believe me I have also made excuse to fast for past few years. But this time its like my mind is with me and I can go thru this fasting period. The thing is the way I view fasting has changed. I see it more as a challenge than some spiritual activity and believe me it gives me so much confidence when I go with eating or drinking for 15-16 hours..

Yes, I have read on MLS journal that MLS somehow makes its possible to fast easier. Its like MLS aligns conscious intentions with our subconscious intentions and makes it possible to achieve a certain goal.

OMG..I have also missed on 4 days of fast in past 11 days..haha..

okay so today I was fasting then I went to chipotle and I was like......okay I will break the fast this once only cuz the temptation got the best of me and indulged on a chipotle burrito.

I do delivery driving and when I was asked to go and pick up food from chipotle, I couldnt resist and just got one...told myself I'll make better choices next time...

On another note I was in India this past March; wonder if I was close by you, I was in Hyderabad, then Amratsar, then Dalhousie.

[Zane]

Seriously Idk what the hell is happening but today I dreamt that I had 2 Dicks. The other one was in my pocket. Like a Spare dick or something. Its funny and weird at same time

[Zane]

I have also been fasting for 3 days(Ramadan). Tbh I never liked fasting and sometimes I broke it . That was last year. But this time idk if its my emotional state or what,but I can resist eating food and water for 16 hours...Even If I go outside in intense heat for like 45 min even then I dont feel the desire to drink water. I mean I feel thirsty and hungry for few mins but after that I overcome that urge...I can say for sure that being on IML subs have a really deep impact on me,cause things are kinda different now..I am surprised myself..

I also wanna report that since I am fasting for like 16 hours and listening to two-loops I dont feel tired. I always thought I would be hungry since DMSI needs energy but looks like its not the case.

Wow dude, You are Muslim too?? I am also! Didn't know you was! :X
Yea bro I am also fasting for Ramadan, I gota be honest, fasting to me is such a chore cuz I don't like to feel hungry for 15 long hours, especially with the heat and how we cant even have at least ice cold water....sucks...

But the last 2 years I used to make excuses to fast cuz I didnt think I could for that long of a period but this year, I've done better...I realized methods to overcome that hunger pang feeling.....maybe MLS has shown me how to handle such situations and in the 11 days of fast I only missed 4. Good to know there's another Muslim on this forum.

And as we greet Assalamoalaikum lol

Walaikumussalam.

Yeah believe me I have also made excuse to fast for past few years. But this time its like my mind is with me and I can go thru this fasting period. The thing is the way I view fasting has changed. I see it more as a challenge than some spiritual activity and believe me it gives me so much confidence when I go with eating or drinking for 15-16 hours..

Yes, I have read on MLS journal that MLS somehow makes its possible to fast easier. Its like MLS aligns conscious intentions with our subconscious intentions and makes it possible to achieve a certain goal.

OMG..I have also missed on 4 days of fast in past 11 days..haha..

okay so today I was fasting then I went to chipotle and I was like......okay I will break the fast this once only cuz the temptation got the best of me and indulged on a chipotle burrito.

I do delivery driving and when I was asked to go and pick up food from chipotle, I couldnt resist and just got one...told myself I'll make better choices next time...

On another note I was in India this past March; wonder if I was close by you, I was in Hyderabad, then Amratsar, then Dalhousie.

I am in North East part.

[Benjamin]

Seriously Idk what the hell is happening but today I dreamt that I had 2 Dicks. The other one was in my pocket. Like a Spare dick or something. Its funny Lol and weird Confused at same time

Hahahaha there was actually a guy who had two dicks that did a 'ask me anything' on reddit I think. He had photos which were disturbing.

I laughed my ass off at my mates idea of sending the picture to a girl.

[Zane]

Seriously Idk what the hell is happening but today I dreamt that I had 2 Dicks. The other one was in my pocket. Like a Spare dick or something. Its funny Lol and weird Confused at same time

Hahahaha there was actually a guy who had two dicks that did a 'ask me anything' on reddit I think. He had photos which were disturbing.

I laughed my ass off at my mates idea of sending the picture to a girl.

You mean this post on reddit..

[edited, not really suitable for the forum -Ben]


The comments are hilarious..

[Jake2015]

hey bro

Like Thor said, i am also enjoying your journal and theyre very well written so keep it going.

Also how many loops of B are you doing?

I may only be able to do 1 loop in my whole day, as it will make me a hermit and antisocial as well as not enabling me to listen to music or watch tv etc - so during any listening I have to do boring stuff or just sit and listen which is a dilema.

Also your bro, yeah hes like me lol I fall into love fast and I am open to love anyone and believe in the ONE though I know there is not really such a thing any more.

Also hows the fast going, is the lack of nutrition causing your experience on 3.2 to change at all?

Finally I saw a trend in your journal. You play a sub, it doesnt work, you get down about it, you feel lost and hopeless then after 2-3 days it may start working, and you jump to euphoria and amazed at how well it is working etc.

I think I used to be like this and still am to some degree. This also correlates with what you said about your bro not knowing he is listening to DMSI and yet being exposed to it may be the cause of what you notice in him as being healthy changes so ill explain...

I feel because you and I know we are listening to a sub, and the sub is DMSI then we are more aware and alert and eager for change to happen. This causes us to have the highs when something may be happening and the lows when we feel days have gone by and nothing has happened.

We know subs are there to be played and forgotten about which is difficult with these subs unless you play the US sub at night, otherwise playing and letting go isnt easy.

I came to these subs in the hope that the US would be the saviour to all my problems and as you know it hasnt and wasnt and probably wont ever be therefore I decided to move to hybrid and forgo any illusion of playing the subs at night. I had even bought $200+ speakers shipped over to europe from the US just for these subs.

All this pressure and expectation MUST be derailing us all im sure of it.

Its not easy for us to play subs and forget about it either when we are on here always reading journals and also sharing our insights, it keeps it at the forefront of our minds as well as causing us to spend hours here on this site.

In a way we are investing in the site and the subs so much and that keeps us attached.

I suggest that perhaps the best thing for you as someone else had said already, is to stick to A or B, I suggest B and just play it daily.

Dont worry about journalling, and dont worry about missing anything, just try and come back if you want to but we know 3.3 realistically wont ever be released before XMAS so theres no hurry to do anything except play the sub.

What do you think?

and happy Ramadan to you!

[Zane]

hey bro

Like Thor said, i am also enjoying your journal and theyre very well written so keep it going.

Also how many loops of B are you doing?

Thanks Buddy. I am doing 2 loops of "B"

Also hows the fast going, is the lack of nutrition causing your experience on 3.2 to change at all?

When I was on "A" I wasnt feeling that hungry and was able to fast easily. But 1 week on "B" and I am sometimes not able to keep fast and I break it. I get hungry. Already broken fast 2 twice. "B" executes alot so I guess that is expected.

Finally I saw a trend in your journal. You play a sub, it doesnt work, you get down about it, you feel lost and hopeless then after 2-3 days it may start working, and you jump to euphoria and amazed at how well it is working etc.


I think I used to be like this and still am to some degree. This also correlates with what you said about your bro not knowing he is listening to DMSI and yet being exposed to it may be the cause of what you notice in him as being healthy changes so ill explain...

I feel because you and I know we are listening to a sub, and the sub is DMSI then we are more aware and alert and eager for change to happen. This causes us to have the highs when something may be happening and the lows when we feel days have gone by and nothing has happened.

We know subs are there to be played and forgotten about which is difficult with these subs unless you play the US sub at night, otherwise playing and letting go isnt easy.

Yes, I am aware of that trend. I am hoping to find a balance. I dont wanna become a a guy who gets high on subs and then crashes the next day..Dont wanna be a sub junkie

I think I have reached a stage where I expect nothing from the sub. I am just worried. I just wanna improve myself so bad and unless I dont start doing that I wont find any peace.

I came to these subs in the hope that the US would be the saviour to all my problems and as you know it hasnt and wasnt and probably wont ever be therefore I decided to move to hybrid and forgo any illusion of playing the subs at night. I had even bought $200+ speakers shipped over to europe from the US just for these subs.

All this pressure and expectation MUST be derailing us all im sure of it.

I have seen what expectations can do to me or my progress. I keep now keep my expectations low. Its gonna suck when u keep expectations low at first but then slowly u start seeing progress. Its weird how universe works.

Its not easy for us to play subs and forget about it either when we are on here always reading journals and also sharing our insights, it keeps it at the forefront of our minds as well as causing us to spend hours here on this site.

In a way we are investing in the site and the subs so much and that keeps us attached.

Yeah I do come here alot but only when I am bored. I usually see how DMSI is working for others. Thats all.

I suggest that perhaps the best thing for you as someone else had said already, is to stick to A or B, I suggest B and just play it daily.

I am alternating between"A" and "B" every month.

Dont worry about journalling, and dont worry about missing anything, just try and come back if you want to but we know 3.3 realistically wont ever be released before XMAS so theres no hurry to do anything except play the sub.

What do you think?
and happy Ramadan to you!

Shannon seem to be collecting Data. So I think 3.3 might come out in next 4-5 months I guess. Tbh I am not really curious about 3.3. Not saying I dont want it. But if I keep thinking that 3.3 will solve all my problem then I will never ever take responsibility. I do know it will be better than 3.2. I know we expect everything from sub but sometimes u have to a little bit responsibility.

I will write more in next post and tell u about this ..

and happy Ramadan to you tooo!

[thor2014]

Zane i am really looking foreward to 3.3. I have a gut feeling Shannon will make a huge breakthrough on this version.