The Modern Libertine's diary

[Spiral]

This is great to read because I will be doing Happiness and Joy with alpha male within the next several months.

[Cortez]

I had a great day. I got a hell of a big raise, asked Selena Gomez out(Well the spitting image of her at least,lmao) and overall just feel fantastic. Women are flirting with me everywhere I go. I can't help it with stage 6 of Sex Magnet. It's just so fun. I may start Alpha again soon. I feel it's about time. I have grown so much, I have the feeling that when I do 2011(I did 2010 last time) that it's going to really cement some incredible changes. I'm very happy with the way things are going.

[Cortez]

This second run through of stage 6 is yielding some odd results. First of all, attracting and seducing women has been on auto-pilot and yet my desire for them has not really been there. It may sound crude, but honestly, I'd rather just knock one out of the park myself than have a girl come over lately. I don't get a tremendous amount of an ego boost from sleeping with a girl anymore, and though it is nice, I just haven't felt like messing around with women. I'm just seducing them for later I guess, for when I actually do feel like it. I was hanging with one of my friends yesterday and he had this girl with him he had been trying to sleep with. I had lunch with them and ran some errands while they went to the bar. I met up with them later at the bar because they kept blowing up my phone, asking me to join them. When I finally got there, they were both trashed and wanted to leave to "party". The girl kept asking me where we were gonna go and looking at my crotch. I was like "You two are going somewhere, I'm staying here. You wanted me to come here just to leave right away?" and so eventually they left to go "party" lol. I get the feeling this girl wanted both of us to do her at once. She was attractive enough, but not enough for me to be interested in, let alone double team, lmao and the worst part is that my friend would have wanted that go down too. He's ridiculous like that. I'll just leave those train wrecks to him. I just stayed at the bar, drank, and talked to the hot bartender for a while.

The above was just a random story to emphasize my point of the odd stuff that happens to me on a day to day basis. This whole "being desire less" thing puts women in heat. It's pretty funny, especially because this is true indifference and not feigned. I can imagine that it will only get more pronounced as I begin Alpha Male again. Fun times. Anyway I feel fantastic lately. I think I'm happier than I've ever been.

[Spiral]

Lol at the story. Good to hear that you are the most happiest you've been man.

[Cortez]

God, after about a week of having this hideous stomach virus, it feels great to be working out hardcore again. I've been putting on a lot of muscle weight lately trying to follow the diet by the late "Iron Guru" Vince Gironda. I had the training down, but the diet part is where I was lacking, I think. This guys diet works for me. I have a ton of energy and I'm getting jacked. Also, I think I'll start Alpha Male again next monday after this two week run of Sex Magnet stage 6. I'm ready to kick this new year off and bitch slap Quetzalcoatl at the end of it! Come at me, bro.

[Cortez]

You guys remember how I did that human suspension to commemorate finishing Alpha Male 2010? I feel the need to do something similar with Sex Magnet. Celebrating Sex Magnet by having lot's of sex seems little mediocre and that's basically what I did, so I'll give back instead and share some of he ridiculous stuff that happened to me while on Sex Magnet. If I reach back in my memory, I'm sure that I can come up with plenty of crazy stories. We'll call them "Tales of the Sex Magnet".

For your first tale of mystery and intrigue, I shall call this one...

The Tale of the Facebook Friend Request

It was the beginning of academy for the Halloween festival. All of the actors were gathering to do exercises in improv. This particular class was on memorizing names and was being taught by a very alluring girl who later on I started casually hooking up with(but that's a different story altogether). The girl teaching the class had a friend there that I didn't recognize from the other classes and that's because she didn't participate. We shall call her "D" and she was the makeup artist at the Halloween festival. While she did act in the Ren Faire, and played a very beautiful gypsy, she didn't act in this event. This was my very first time meeting D and I was very taken with her when I first saw her and apparently her with I, as I came to find out later. D decided to play in this event and it was a game where a large group of people gather in a circle and as, it moves to each person, they say their name and an action to go with their name, but for every person forward that the circle moved, the next person had to remember the names of all the people who came before them as well as their actions. For D's action, she did a brushstroke action for doing makeup, when it came time for me to remember her action, I did the action and said that she did calligraphy, she acted annoyed at this and so every time I saw her after that, I made some sort of joke about calligraphy, while I know it's not ALL that relevant to the story, it's just to illustrate that I started right off the bat giving this girl shit.

After that I only really saw her in passing aside from one time that I was having lunch at Subway with these two girls who kind clung to me all throughout academy and she joined us, because they're friends of hers. It was in that lunch conversation that I learned she has a boyfriend and I know it's evil, but when I hear that statement, my first thought is always "We'll see about that." and besides, when it really comes down to it, I have a devil on both shoulders. I also learned at this lunch that her nickname is "F-off Rockstar" because she apparently doesn't give a F***. So from here on out, we'll refer to her as Rockstar. I learned one more thing too, that was perhaps the most important later on that day or maybe it was the next, but I digress. I was talking to her outside and she mentioned that she lived in the same city as me(this festival is thirty miles away from me). Not only that, but when I asked her where she lived and she told me, I informed her that it's but a few miles away from me...

So it was several weeks before I talked to Rockstar again. I would see her in passing after the festival started here and there. She would always wave to me, but that was generally the extent of our interactions, because I didn't wear any SFX makeup and so I never went back to her area. Now here's where it gets good. One night I'm feeling very devilish and I get on facebook and that, my friends is always a devilish combo. I don't generally add girls on facebook, but I make exceptions here and there. I saw her on the "people you may know" this particular night and decided to add her. Miss Rockstar almost immediately accepts and shortly after that says hi on chat. Here's the conversation...

Her:Hey! It's Tron Guy! How are ya, handsome?

Me:I'm great How are you? And you may call me Adam

Her:Okay. How are ya, Adam?

Me: Haha, fantastic How's your week going, D?

Her:Haha me too. I tried to find you Saturday while I was out in costume but no such luck.

Me:I was stuck at the trail of blood lines all night. I would have liked to have seen it. What were you wearing?

Her: I was in a black and gold belly dancer costume.

Me:Will you wear it out again?

Her:I might be able to this Friday. I wanted to stay long enough to come to the fire pit but I was too exhausted. *Note* Fire Pit is after the place, shuts down. They have a bug fire and some of the actors stay around and drink all night.

Me: I always go to the fire pit on Saturdays. I probably shouldn't have last saturday because I was damn tired and ended up staying up all night and driving home at 6am.

Her: I won't be able to stay Saturday but Friday I will be there for a bit.

Me:I leave right away on Fridays after it closes, but maybe I'll get to see you in your costume. You live in Tulsa, right?

Her: I assure you, it's just a costume. Nothing spectacular. it's just me showing way too much skin. I do. *She gives me her address.

Me: I'm having a Halloween party at the beginning of Nov. on the first Friday. I'd love it if you could come.

Her: I may be able to. I should warn you though, I tend to go a bit slutty for Halloween.

Me: Oh no this is an ultra conserative christian party.

Her: I think I just got a little sarcasm on me.

Me: Just a little. I tend to go a little slutty on Halloween too. As long as you don't show up in the same costume that I'm wearing, I think we'll be cool.

Her: You know what, this may be too weird but I distinctly remember trying to sluttily wave at you Saturday night but you were busy.

Me: Haha, you don't know me very well. Feel free to sluttily wave at me whenever you want and if I'm purposefully too busy for that, then I must be all f***ed up that particular night.

Her: I very much remember saying "I want to make out with Tron Guy" one day to the rest of leadership.

Me: Well hell. there's still time for that,lmao

Her: Lmao, huh? I'm a rock star, you know.

Me: So I've heard.

Her: That makes me worry lol.

Me: Don't worry. We can get all this pretense out of the way when we're making out.

Her: Number please? That's much easier.

*I give her my number and she promptly texts me*

Her: Hey this is "D" the rockstar.

Me: Hey sexy rockstar girl.

Her: Sexy, huh? *She makes a comment about me spitting game, I believe. I don't quite remember how she puts it.

Me: Game? Pssh, I only speak the troof.

Her: I don't know what you have planned for the night, but do you want to spend the night making out with a rockstar?

AND that was that. Within about thirty minutes of me sending her the friend request on Facebook, I was naked in her bed making out with her. Now I know that women can tend to be jaded sometimes in this day and age, but at one point, I was fingering her and she was texting her friend. I looked up at her utterly amazed and I had to laugh at that point because it was too damn hilarious. I said to her "Jesus Christ! Are you texting while I'm fingering you?" Girls and their texting. It's getting out of hand I tell you. This damn digital age has me all f'd up. So, we're getting down and we do everything BUT have sex and at this point I just outright say "So do you want to get f***ed now or not?" and she opts out because she is too sore from her first bar fight that she had with a girl a few days earlier. So we lay there messing around for a while, I tell her all the places I want to f*ck at in the castle grounds, she tells me all the places she HAS f****ed in the castle grounds (because she is a veteran of the place) and I tell her to think of a place she hasn't done it and I'll christen it with her. Eventually I just go and tell her as I leave to let me know when she really wants to be f***ed. Now I don't know if I would be as terribly interested as I was at the time. It wasn't all that enjoyable and she didn't make out very well...well that and a not so great BJ, but I think I was having more fun with the fact that it was such a ridiculous situation. I did ask her about her boyfriend afterwards and she gave me the same BS that most girls give in that scenario "We have an open relationship." I haven't seen her very much since then, though she has invited me to do things, I haven't really taken her up on it yet. She does plan to move to Kansas city soon, so maybe we'll be up for another go before then. Who knows, maybe both the devils on my shoulders will speak in to my ears at once. Only time will tell.

[Ryan]

Why don't we just start a big community journal titled "Tales of the Sex Magnet" that all 'graduates' of both AM and SM can post in with their own stories. I suppose a great way to new comers to check out what's in store and what we've all learned along the way.

Ryan

[Benjamin]

Very cool story!

The only part to comment on is her texting while your fingering her. That is something I hate and wouldn't allow it.

Once when me and my ex were naked and about to do it, her phone rang and answered it and it was her dad. I was pissed off and got dressed and then ignored her. After some begging and stuff I told her never to do that again and as far as I remember she didn't.

Though there was a funny one, and for some reason this time I didn't care because I was entertained. Was in the middle of having sex with a girl in my car, she was on top of me and answered her phone and her friend was asking "what are you doing" and she said "you don't want to know" and the next thing she goes "i'm having sex". To which I burst out laughing and heard her friend go "eeeww I didn't want to know that.."



-Ben

[Cortez]

Haha, that's great. I thought it was funny for some reason, but then again, when I went over to her house I was drinking. I wasn't really offended, I was enjoying the sheer ridiculousness of it. In any other circumstances, that would be the end of it. My ego got the better of me and I wanted to see if I could bang this girl 30 minutes after sending a friend request, lmao. Worry not, I have stronger boundaries these days.

[boromir]

Haha, that's great. I thought it was funny for some reason, but then again, when I went over to her house I was drinking. I wasn't really offended, I was enjoying the sheer ridiculousness of it. In any other circumstances, that would be the end of it. My ego got the better of me and I wanted to see if I could bang this girl 30 minutes after sending a friend request, lmao. Worry not, I have stronger boundaries these days.

I am glad to hear it! You obviously can have have what ever you want, if you want it, apparently you got it! I would piss on her faster then she could whistle Dixie if she did that to me-too many woman, to waste time with that crap.

[Shannon]

My second serious girlfriend (read: the second one I had sex with) and I were having sex one day, back in the day, and her phone rings. And during sex, she answers it. And starts having this conversation with whoever's on the other end, as if I'm not there and she's not busy! So I stopped, and waited, and asked who it was, and she says, "Nobody." Now I'm insulted and upset, but back then I was also nowhere near as self confident or self realized, so I finished and left.

Come to find out later, it was her ex boyfriend, whom she was screwing behind my back.

Ever since then, I'm about as prone to throw her cell phone in a canal if she answers it during sex as I am to walk out and never talk to her again. And I have done both. NEVER put up with that kind of disrespect. Texting, talking, whatever - if she's with you and you're doing sexual stuff, then she doesn't need to be texting or talking to someone else.

[Cortez]

Yeah, yeah, I know. I'm a shameful character sometimes. We live and we learn. It was funny at the time. However, I haven't exactly hopped to it when she wanted to see me since the festival ended. I have grown considerably meaner since then.

[Shannon]

Guilt, shame and fear rarely have positive effect or result. Let go of them. Nobody does it right the first time, it's a fact of life. If you beat yourself up over making the inevitable mistakes we are all gonna make as humans, you're just tearing yourself down and reducing your own success. We do live an learn, and there's no shame in making mistakes. A favorite quite of mine goes like this:

"No man ever became great, except through many and great mistakes." - William E. Gladstone

Now... if you make the same mistake again and again... then you have something to worry about. But you learned.

It's not necessary to be mean, but to demand the respect you deserve is a necessity in life.

[Cortez]

I was kind of just poking fun at myself actually. There's little that I'm ever actually ashamed of, lol and I agree mistakes must be made. I made a huge one in the next story I'm about to tell...