I'm able to remember parts of my previous night's dream this morning.
There was this young teenager who was acting bitch-like inside the bus. She kinda looks like and acts like the girl in the movie Lolita, but smaller and probably younger. She sat beside me in a way that her bare legs crosses over my own legs. Her female teacher noticed that and told the girl to move seat, but the girl ignored her. Instead of reprimanding her, the teacher then pulled my legs toward the girl and carelessly said something like, "Then mister, let your knee touch on her pussy (so she learns her lesson)!" I gestured to the teacher not to hint anything like that, like a hypocrite moralist 'cause I find the Lolita attractive. After saying that, I smelled the distinctive scent of a pussy that has not been washed for days, yeah, in my dream. I woke up.
It's queer that in the past few days when I was sad and anxious, I often wake up feeling so horny I had to fap, even though I could not remember what my dreams were. But this time, I woke up and though I know that automatically tweaking some parts of such hebephilic scene could get me horny, I chose not to do that. Instead, I logged the thought in my app and I did not fap. My technique hasn't failed me up to this point--watch your thoughts and the lusts dissolve.
Now, speaking of hebephilic scenes, I'll set the record straight, I do find some young teenagers attractive but I don't take the attraction seriously. I still prefer women with mature outlook and tastes. However, the 3 women I fell madly in love with in the past decade were 18- and 22-year old Lolitas, that is, they look very young for their age. In fact, when we were hanging out, a lot of people mistaken them for young teenagers. Yes, they have sexy shapes but they have the facial features of young teenagers and they're just 5 feet or less, which often makes them insecure with other women (for reasons I don't actually understand).
I once went sarging inside a mall with a 25 year old 6 feet tall guy who loves tall women. He noticed though that I kept approaching small smooth-faced women. (Note that I am one or two feet below the average height of males in this country.) He didn't like what I was doing. He's looking at me as if he just met that kind of guy they send to court rooms. So I had to show him photos of some women I dated in the past, and he saw that they were all small and young-looking but they're not young.
I found out later that he does not have the senses to distinguish between a petite pretty woman and a young teenager. For him, all women who fall below 5 feet are not of legal age. I got so pissed off I told him to approach a short woman, who obviously isn't young, but until he did that he kept saying, "I won't game that young girl." It turned out the short woman was already married and has children.
There was this young teenager who was acting bitch-like inside the bus. She kinda looks like and acts like the girl in the movie Lolita, but smaller and probably younger. She sat beside me in a way that her bare legs crosses over my own legs. Her female teacher noticed that and told the girl to move seat, but the girl ignored her. Instead of reprimanding her, the teacher then pulled my legs toward the girl and carelessly said something like, "Then mister, let your knee touch on her pussy (so she learns her lesson)!" I gestured to the teacher not to hint anything like that, like a hypocrite moralist 'cause I find the Lolita attractive. After saying that, I smelled the distinctive scent of a pussy that has not been washed for days, yeah, in my dream. I woke up.
It's queer that in the past few days when I was sad and anxious, I often wake up feeling so horny I had to fap, even though I could not remember what my dreams were. But this time, I woke up and though I know that automatically tweaking some parts of such hebephilic scene could get me horny, I chose not to do that. Instead, I logged the thought in my app and I did not fap. My technique hasn't failed me up to this point--watch your thoughts and the lusts dissolve.
Now, speaking of hebephilic scenes, I'll set the record straight, I do find some young teenagers attractive but I don't take the attraction seriously. I still prefer women with mature outlook and tastes. However, the 3 women I fell madly in love with in the past decade were 18- and 22-year old Lolitas, that is, they look very young for their age. In fact, when we were hanging out, a lot of people mistaken them for young teenagers. Yes, they have sexy shapes but they have the facial features of young teenagers and they're just 5 feet or less, which often makes them insecure with other women (for reasons I don't actually understand).
I once went sarging inside a mall with a 25 year old 6 feet tall guy who loves tall women. He noticed though that I kept approaching small smooth-faced women. (Note that I am one or two feet below the average height of males in this country.) He didn't like what I was doing. He's looking at me as if he just met that kind of guy they send to court rooms. So I had to show him photos of some women I dated in the past, and he saw that they were all small and young-looking but they're not young.
I found out later that he does not have the senses to distinguish between a petite pretty woman and a young teenager. For him, all women who fall below 5 feet are not of legal age. I got so pissed off I told him to approach a short woman, who obviously isn't young, but until he did that he kept saying, "I won't game that young girl." It turned out the short woman was already married and has children.
"I am developing into a high value Alpha Male..."
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