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RE: AM 5.0 Journal - AlphaScorpio - 07-29-2013
Stage 3 done, started stage 4 today
RE: AM 5.0 Journal - AlphaScorpio - 07-30-2013
Just a quick update - Since starting stage 4 ive felt alot better. Planning on giving an update on day 15 and then another finale post for the stage on day 32, cause I spend too much time on here ;p
RE: AM 5.0 Journal - AlphaScorpio - 08-01-2013
Hi Shannon, I bought a few titles in the sale and when i went to the email to download them I clicked on the download and it said "Error, invalid order go to homepage" what does this mean?
RE: AM 5.0 Journal - Shannon - 08-01-2013
(08-01-2013, 04:20 PM)AlphaScorpio Wrote: Hi Shannon, I bought a few titles in the sale and when i went to the email to download them I clicked on the download and it said "Error, invalid order go to homepage" what does this mean?
I'm not the one who handles the back end, so I can't answer your question. But our support staff can, so send an e-mail to us about it, and we'll get it sorted for you.
RE: AM 5.0 Journal - Benjamin - 08-01-2013
Yeah man, i'm around handling emails and stuff for the sale. So as Shannon said send an email and i'll sort it out. Or maybe I already have if you sent it already.
-Ben
RE: AM 5.0 Journal - AlphaScorpio - 08-02-2013
No problem Shannon, Will send an email.
RE: AM 5.0 Journal - AlphaScorpio - 08-13-2013
Stage 4 - Day 15
So I'm about halfway through stage 4 now and I've noticed a couple of changes/improvements
-Respect! Noticed more respect from most people
-My mood is alot more regular (thank god) no more massive highs or massive lows.
This was bad in stage 2 and real bad in stage 3, I'm glad it's improved, I also feel less negativity, anger and tension. I have felt negative/old self a few times but it's improving in stage 4.
-MUCH better body language
the tension in my shoulders in literally non existant, my chest is spread out, head and neck relaxed but aimed high. Not everyday am I super confident but it's a definite imrpovement. The other day I was walking through town and I just suddenly got this attack of superswag and started getting a bounce in my walk, people looked at me like o.0 cocky bastard !
-Improved eye contact with strangers
I literally look everyone in the eye with a relaxed but assertive gaze, I also play the game of seeing who can look the longest before breaking eye contact - it's fun
Girls get kinda flustered when I lock eyes with them, they get shy and blush. -Socializing
I feel more social, when walking the dog at the park, random people talk to me, smile and say hi.
- Women
They seem to be appearing into my reality from out of nowhere, not taking the action yet that I would like but I'm noticing their IOIs much more etc.
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I want to summarize the first half of the stage to where I am now (Day 15)
Stage 4 feels funny, I haven't noticed too much in terms of "being the dominant alpha male" It's been more of a let's add some light heartedness to Scorpio make him a bit easier to get along with.
I still have days where I'm not quite as assertive as I'd like or I get interrupted by friends when I'm talking or don't feel like I'm getting all the attention/respect I deserve, but I'm not done yet and I plan on doing AM6 after this. Main thing about stage 4 is I'm just alot more relaxed and honest which is a real blessing to be honest haha.
Thanks for reading, next update in 17 days.
RE: AM 5.0 Journal - AlphaScorpio - 08-14-2013
Just wanted to check something with Shannon, Is it ok if I use the sleep shuttle brainwave with AM? I usually fall asleep to the shuttle and have AM on the playlist afterwards, will this conflict or cause any unwanted effects?
RE: AM 5.0 Journal - Sean - 08-15-2013
(08-14-2013, 01:03 PM)AlphaScorpio Wrote: Just wanted to check something with Shannon, Is it ok if I use the sleep shuttle brainwave with AM? I usually fall asleep to the shuttle and have AM on the playlist afterwards, will this conflict or cause any unwanted effects?
I do this, also. It seems to work fine for me.
RE: AM 5.0 Journal - rayrocanaldo - 08-16-2013
Scorpio,
how did you handle porn & masturbation without using another sub? I don't want to slow down alpha male I'm currently going through.
RE: AM 5.0 Journal - AlphaScorpio - 08-17-2013
(08-16-2013, 07:38 PM)rayrocanaldo Wrote: Scorpio,
how did you handle porn & masturbation without using another sub? I don't want to slow down alpha male I'm currently going through.
To tell you the truth, I had some days where I'd watch porn/masturbate and other days where I wouldn't. Now I've decided to go without porn or masturbation for 3 months because
1. I can't get an erection when in bed with a woman
2. I don't feel very horny or sexual unless I've had a drink.
3. I just simply feel like crap when I masturbate/porn.
I'm 17 I should be a horny beast like I used to be when I was 14/15 but I think it's a mix of shame with overmasturbation/porn etc.
but to answer your question How did I handle porn and masturbation without using another sub?
I didn't use overcoming pornography alongside AM because I just decided to stop watching porn and to stop masturbating there and then, It takes alot of will power, but you need the belief that you can stop and the desire. Stopping MO/Porn forced me to go out alot more, I've been out 3 nights in a row, so it's distracted me from watching any porn.
I personally felt MO/porn slowed down my AM progress it made it seem less effective, so give it a try for a week at least no porn/MO and see how it goes Ray.
RE: AM 5.0 Journal - somebodynew - 08-20-2013
good thing that u have quit porn - i would advise everyone - read an erotic story ( its healthier than watching porn ) .
Porn destroys sexual desire, erectile disfunction comes later ( around mid 40s) and world is going to have a lot of problem cause porn generation is getting to their 40s now and reporting a lot of ED. Which is kind a sad.
Btw from u Horoscope - you are a very sensitive person which likes to think they are tuff
( people with scorpio in main sign think that they are dangerouse etc , but your cancer says u are very senstive person )
RE: AM 5.0 Journal - K-Train - 08-20-2013
Based off your situation, the only short term solution I can think of (besides the new 5G OED) is PSE Volume 2. That thing normally makes me a horndog after 2-3 hours of exposure. The catch is that you'd have to use it on a day where you know for SURE you'd be getting some action with a woman because if not, PSE will cause a lust overload (which can be good or bad depending on how you look at it
).Also, another thing that helps which you've discovered as well is staying busy. Often times if my schedule is hectic I'll completely forget about porn. It's usually when we're bored and/or alone when the urge hits.
RE: AM 5.0 Journal - AlphaScorpio - 08-20-2013
PSE Vol 2 sounds like I'd have alot of fun with it K-Train, but I'd be worried that I'd be creating artificial horniness if you get me, like I don't want to rely on an external thing creating a feeling/hormone reaction what do you think?