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RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Thread, Vol. 5 - ncbeareatingman - 03-18-2021
Last night/early this morning: I had posted this initally in my own journal.I though it pertinent to post here instead.
Had a very deep dream. My brother had come to vist me from a long ways away. In this dream people were panicking.all over the place. Scared sheetless,they were. Terrified in fact!!
Yet We reamined calm as morning sunrise. Scene changed and i was elsewhere, panic in the streets. Pandamonium
The whole time I was just me. Calm
I wanted to rush to them and tell them, theres NO real fear/ theres no real thing to fear.
My brother and I are not close at all.yet in the dreaam ,I criied deeply on his shoulder, before heleft. For what seemed like a long time. A very deep long cry of sorrow, relief and release.
TID Fear Remover from the new upcoming program
Yeah some deep TID influence going on.
Today was My one day off of USLMv4
Tomorrows My Mothers 85th Birthday.
Hours Later:
Deep realization , must be from The agressive fewr remover improvementdTOD as well some UMSv2 doing som'som'
Now I know why ive keep high levels of wealth from me.. fear of being out of control and fear of losing it all.
This is beautiful!! I know what is it and therefore can do something directly about it all...in an even deeper way,than before.
I now know the roots...deeper root causes of such. Dang, Im looking forward to both
The new Healing Love Releases and the Newest latest and greatest version of UMSv2,of course. Amazing TID stuff.
As the ole saying " Brother, yah aint seen nothin' yet "
3/18/21
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Thread, Vol. 5 - Ruffian - 03-18-2021
Greetings Shannon! I'm beginning to suspect that goal #22 "Optimize brain chemistry..." from the new MLS might be a valuable sub-goal to include in many if not most subliminal titles. I'm wondering if this goal is one of the reasons why MLS users are experiencing increased appetite. I'm also wondering if unbalanced brain chemistry is a considerable factor with some hardcore sub resisters.
Due to my checkered past with depression, alcohol and substance abuse, and blood sugar issues, I recently started reading "The Sugar Addict's Total Recovery Program." It has been an eye-opener for me, and puts a new perspective on not only my experience, but also aspects of my family history. Apparently, sugar binds to the same receptors as opium...
The upshot is that sugar-sensitive people have trouble producing or balancing blood sugar, serotonin and beta-endorphin. (Apparently, low beta-endorphins can be linked to low self-esteem, among others.)
What do you think?
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Thread, Vol. 5 - Aventus45 - 03-18-2021
@Shannon Would using sleep induction aid throughout the night on my off days of LTU affect my run of LTU?
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Thread, Vol. 5 - Shannon - 03-18-2021
(03-17-2021, 04:55 PM)Aventus45 Wrote: With all the new tech, DMSI might actually do it’s programmed goal. It’s the only sub I would consider besides OFv2 after my current run of LTU
I'm seeing in the models that the next version of DMSI will be a significant step up from 3.3.2, but it will not be the final version. So whatever it does, it doesn't seem to achieve 100% of what I want it to be doing. Doubtless a lot of that is going to come down not to the technology in use, but making fine adjustments to the existing monster of a script. I'm pretty sure the next version of DMSI will be technically complete, but it may not be optimally configured yet. If that is the case, it would be because we have to compare what it does in real life vs what I see in the models. I can only see in the models what I ask about; sometimes, I don't expect something and don't ask about it, so I can't see it being something that needs adjustment. That is why I don't rely completely on the models alone, but instead do cycles of modeling vs real live testing.
One thing is for sure. I haven't even begun doing most of the script work that I need to do for the next version of DMSI, but I really want to run it based on what I know will be going into it and what will be changing. It's getting several major upgrades.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Thread, Vol. 5 - Shannon - 03-18-2021
(03-18-2021, 04:55 AM)Ruffian Wrote: Greetings Shannon! I'm beginning to suspect that goal #22 "Optimize brain chemistry..." from the new MLS might be a valuable sub-goal to include in many if not most subliminal titles. I'm wondering if this goal is one of the reasons why MLS users are experiencing increased appetite. I'm also wondering if unbalanced brain chemistry is a considerable factor with some hardcore sub resisters.
Due to my checkered past with depression, alcohol and substance abuse, and blood sugar issues, I recently started reading "The Sugar Addict's Total Recovery Program." It has been an eye-opener for me, and puts a new perspective on not only my experience, but also aspects of my family history. Apparently, sugar binds to the same receptors as opium...
The upshot is that sugar-sensitive people have trouble producing or balancing blood sugar, serotonin and beta-endorphin. (Apparently, low beta-endorphins can be linked to low self-esteem, among others.)
What do you think?
Brain chemistry optimization is not going to be the reason for increased appetite. It's going to come down to one of three reasons: either the brain is powering up and being a lot more active, or there is a considerable struggle going on to prevent the program from working, or both.
This is MLS, and it's specifically designed to power up and fully activate your brain. You may not realize this, but the whole body minus the brain uses 80% of the energy you ingest, and the brain, all by itself, uses fully 20% when it's NOT fully powered up. That means that it uses more energy than any other organ by far. Now what is it going to do when you power it up? Obviously, it will use a lot more energy to function at higher levels of speed and activity. So the majority of the reason for increased hunger is going to be that the program is causing your brain to power up and burn a lot more fuel. Given the way the program is designed, I don't think resistance is going to be an issue for anyone to a significant degree for more than two or three weeks after starting the program, if there is any at all.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Thread, Vol. 5 - Shannon - 03-18-2021
(03-18-2021, 05:51 AM)Aventus45 Wrote: @Shannon Would using sleep induction aid throughout the night on my off days of LTU affect my run of LTU?
Yes. You can use SIA with LTU, but if you do, you should use it for falling asleep only (one loop, maybe two if absolutely necessary), not running it all night.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Thread, Vol. 5 - ncbeareatingman - 03-19-2021
Shannon's post from his private ,locked journal
"The new program is finished and ready to publish, except it must be linked to the files. This is being delayed several hours because of back end processes that are in play to solve other issues. Hopefully it will be published later today.
In the mean time, I am going to start working on UMS v2."
Good news on both levels!! Yes yes and Yes,Mister!! can hardly wait to see what the new program is..... and down the road when UMSv2 is published, ,bought on day one of release!!
Thanks Man!!
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Thread, Vol. 5 - TheGreatAttractor - 03-19-2021
@"Shannon"
Will UMS v2 be single stage or multi?
If multi - any idea at this point how many stages?
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Thread, Vol. 5 - Wiseg9999 - 03-19-2021
Shannon, can you help please?
Ive finished my second cycle of MLS. Im using MLS to improve my day trading. Day trading can be frustrating especially when there is no progress and you dont seem to be learning anything which was/is my situation - hence why i purchased MLS.
However frustrating my experience has been, the last 2 weeks my anger has entered another level. I am the hulk right now, I could quite easily smash everything in my apartment. Of course, ive never had such extreme anger / frustration. I am a little hot tempered then the average person, but definitely not the violent breaking kind - i dont think ive even broken anything.
I do know that learning and frustration and anger are polar opposites, you cannot learn in such a state. therefore my question is, am i being a d!ckh$$d or is this some kind of resistance from MLS?
If I am being a d!ckh$$d, ill find a way to solve it.
But if it is MLS resistance, how can i deal with it? Listen everyday for example? Force this sh!t out.
Thanks Shannon.
ps. fyi a small report I dont feel any other resistance. Im not eating more like others have reported. Im not tired, ive used other programs where i needed to go to sleep every day in the afternoon. Not feeling that w MLS. First cycle i was super motivated, second cycle motivation was/is stabilised. Small pockets of happy moments. General depression associated with my trading seems to be reduced compared to 2 weeks although, not entirely sure if that MLS related or just dumb luck.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Thread, Vol. 5 - ncbeareatingman - 03-19-2021
(03-19-2021, 02:45 PM)Wiseg9999 Wrote: Shannon, can you help please?
Ive finished my second cycle of MLS. Im using MLS to improve my day trading. Day trading can be frustrating especially when there is no progress and you dont seem to be learning anything which was/is my situation - hence why i purchased MLS.
However frustrating my experience has been, the last 2 weeks my anger has entered another level. I am the hulk right now, I could quite easily smash everything in my apartment. Of course, ive never had such extreme anger / frustration. I am a little hot tempered then the average person, but definitely not the violent breaking kind - i dont think ive even broken anything.
I do know that learning and frustration and anger are polar opposites, you cannot learn in such a state. therefore my question is, am i being a d!ckh$$d or is this some kind of resistance from MLS?
If I am being a d!ckh$$d, ill find a way to solve it.
But if it is MLS resistance, how can i deal with it? Listen everyday for example? Force this sh!t out.
Thanks Shannon.
ps. fyi a small report I dont feel any other resistance. Im not eating more like others have reported. Im not tired, ive used other programs where i needed to go to sleep every day in the afternoon. Not feeling that w MLS. First cycle i was super motivated, second cycle motivation was/is stabilised. Small pockets of happy moments. General depression associated with my trading seems to be reduced compared to 2 weeks although, not entirely sure if that MLS related or just dumb luck.
Shannon did say that the newer FRM 4.9 is far more 'aggressive' in going after the fears,digging deeper,sooner,faster than the previous version....something along those line, NOT an exact quote of it! However,Indeed is plenty strong.
I almost got MLS for that alone. MY money's on fear remover kicking some ass, at some real deep shit,thats been buried deep down for a long time. not a blame, an observation. we all have some shit to clear. Your courage is admirable man. plz keep going.
drink lots water
long walks/exercise
Laugh your ass off when possible,comedy stand up on youtube,ect... you know? you know what to do....on all this
deep connected breathing.. ya know.
Shannon can tell ya more on the subject,however thats My take on it.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Thread, Vol. 5 - Aventus45 - 03-19-2021
Interesting program Would love to see it in action because it feels like a parallel to how the original DMSI concept was and AOS. If this works well, then we can certainly see a marked improvement in the next DMSI in terms of aura projection.
Edit: How would FRM factor into the sub?
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Thread, Vol. 5 - Shannon - 03-19-2021
(03-19-2021, 11:23 AM)TheGreatAttractor Wrote: @"Shannon"
Will UMS v2 be single stage or multi?
If multi - any idea at this point how many stages?
I have not yet had a chance to determine that. The only time I tried to run the models to determine that the answers were not achieving high enough confidence ratings to be worth taking seriously. That will be determined soon, but I have to build some tools to build this new version of the program first.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Thread, Vol. 5 - Shannon - 03-19-2021
(03-19-2021, 02:45 PM)Wiseg9999 Wrote: Shannon, can you help please?
Ive finished my second cycle of MLS. Im using MLS to improve my day trading. Day trading can be frustrating especially when there is no progress and you dont seem to be learning anything which was/is my situation - hence why i purchased MLS.
However frustrating my experience has been, the last 2 weeks my anger has entered another level. I am the hulk right now, I could quite easily smash everything in my apartment. Of course, ive never had such extreme anger / frustration. I am a little hot tempered then the average person, but definitely not the violent breaking kind - i dont think ive even broken anything.
I do know that learning and frustration and anger are polar opposites, you cannot learn in such a state. therefore my question is, am i being a d!ckh$$d or is this some kind of resistance from MLS?
If I am being a d!ckh$$d, ill find a way to solve it.
But if it is MLS resistance, how can i deal with it? Listen everyday for example? Force this sh!t out.
Thanks Shannon.
ps. fyi a small report I dont feel any other resistance. Im not eating more like others have reported. Im not tired, ive used other programs where i needed to go to sleep every day in the afternoon. Not feeling that w MLS. First cycle i was super motivated, second cycle motivation was/is stabilised. Small pockets of happy moments. General depression associated with my trading seems to be reduced compared to 2 weeks although, not entirely sure if that MLS related or just dumb luck.
What you're experiencing is almost certainly resistance. When you get an anger response, you will usually (but not always) be getting that response because you are pushing too hard. Sometimes, you are pushing to accomplish something that is centrally against one of your most primal fears, and it is forcing that fear to be dealt with and triggering massive resistance because of that fear.
If it is the former case (pushing too hard), then you want to lower perceptory pressure. If it is the latter case (pushing to overcome a central fear, but without enough force to overcome resistance), then you want to increase perceptory pressure.
Can you tell which case it is? Is your subconscious getting mad because you're being too aggressive in the way the goal is being approached? (Former case) Or perhaps because it is convinced that the goal is "impossible to achieve", or requires facing one or more of your deepest fears? (latter case)
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion Thread, Vol. 5 - Shannon - 03-19-2021
(03-19-2021, 03:53 PM)ncbeareatingman Wrote:(03-19-2021, 02:45 PM)Wiseg9999 Wrote: Shannon, can you help please?
Ive finished my second cycle of MLS. Im using MLS to improve my day trading. Day trading can be frustrating especially when there is no progress and you dont seem to be learning anything which was/is my situation - hence why i purchased MLS.
However frustrating my experience has been, the last 2 weeks my anger has entered another level. I am the hulk right now, I could quite easily smash everything in my apartment. Of course, ive never had such extreme anger / frustration. I am a little hot tempered then the average person, but definitely not the violent breaking kind - i dont think ive even broken anything.
I do know that learning and frustration and anger are polar opposites, you cannot learn in such a state. therefore my question is, am i being a d!ckh$$d or is this some kind of resistance from MLS?
If I am being a d!ckh$$d, ill find a way to solve it.
But if it is MLS resistance, how can i deal with it? Listen everyday for example? Force this sh!t out.
Thanks Shannon.
ps. fyi a small report I dont feel any other resistance. Im not eating more like others have reported. Im not tired, ive used other programs where i needed to go to sleep every day in the afternoon. Not feeling that w MLS. First cycle i was super motivated, second cycle motivation was/is stabilised. Small pockets of happy moments. General depression associated with my trading seems to be reduced compared to 2 weeks although, not entirely sure if that MLS related or just dumb luck.
Shannon did say that the newer FRM 4.9 is far more 'aggressive' in going after the fears,digging deeper,sooner,faster than the previous version....something along those line, NOT an exact quote of it! However,Indeed is plenty strong.
I almost got MLS for that alone. MY money's on fear remover kicking some ass, at some real deep shit,thats been buried deep down for a long time. not a blame, an observation. we all have some shit to clear. Your courage is admirable man. plz keep going.
drink lots water
long walks/exercise
Laugh your ass off when possible,comedy stand up on youtube,ect... you know? you know what to do....on all this
deep connected breathing.. ya know.
Shannon can tell ya more on the subject,however thats My take on it.
Allow me to correct a small misunderstanding. FRM 4.9 is still FRM 4.9. It is applied with more or less impact in each script according to how much impact it needs to have to balance out the impact of the rest of the script and the responses the rest of the script triggers. FRM 4.9 is applied with more impact in MLS because it triggers more resistance at once based on potetially triggering more subconscious fears at once.