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RE: about's alpha 5.0 journal - Sean - 08-29-2012
Biting you?? Bro, you owe us all a story!
RE: about's alpha 5.0 journal - Benjamin - 08-29-2012
Quote:Benjamin,
I used to call those thongs, too, but people got confused when I said I was going to go put my thongs on! Unfortunately, Americans don't seem to be hip enough to call the underwear g-bangers, so our footwear got renamed to flip-flops, which I wear almost all the time.
Around here, I'm glad that most of the women wear thongs to the beach and not g-bangers, because no one should have to see that much cottage cheese! "Pardon me, miss, but your bum seems rather hungry. It's just that it ate your swimsuit."
Hahaha I can only imagine what they thought when you told them your putting your thongs on!
I don't mind some of them wearing gstrings to the beach. Depending on what they look like, but unfortunately there is always women who wear stuff they shouldn't and put you off your dinner.
I'm imagining that last line was something you have actually used. hahah
And biting About? hahaha..
When I was doing security I once had to throw out a crazy lesbian who I swear was on speed or something and she went crazy and bit me on the arm, I had a massive bite mark and had to actually go get a tetanus shot.
Though I don't think she was methaphorically throwing her panties at me!
And I don't like biting either even if it's meant to be flirting, same with hickies, after I got my first one if I even suspect a girl is trying to do that I tell her not to, luckily none have but I would probably walk out if they did after I told them not to.
-Ben
RE: about's alpha 5.0 journal - Shannon - 08-29-2012
Biting in a flirtatious sense is a MASSIVE hit. On the arm is really good... but if she's biting you anywhere else... especially nips, lips, neck... I can't think of a more blatant way for a woman to tell you she's interested without literally slapping you with her panties!
In my experience, women don't get to the biting stage until they're seriously revved up. Sexually, or anger wise.
RE: about's alpha 5.0 journal - About - 08-31-2012
Shannon, since your journal is closed to the public, is there any place where I can send a support ticket or speak to someone not on the forums for privacy reasons?
Edit: and me saying your journal is closed to the public just means I'm hoping you will read this in here and reply
RE: about's alpha 5.0 journal - Shannon - 09-01-2012
(08-31-2012, 10:15 PM)About Wrote: Shannon, since your journal is closed to the public, is there any place where I can send a support ticket or speak to someone not on the forums for privacy reasons?
Edit: and me saying your journal is closed to the public just means I'm hoping you will read this in here and reply
Standard operating procedure for a support ticket is to e-mail the store staff.
RE: about's alpha 5.0 journal - About - 09-06-2012
Thongs... how on earth did this conversation get there?!!?
No stories for the one girl biting me. I was grabbing a client folder and she just ran into my arm, mouth first. She literally pulled me aside and took me by the hands and told me she was sorry and it was impulsive. I believe I mentioned this somewhere else in this journal.
Day 17:
The women at my workplace continue to be flirting with me. This one girl that I work with is what I would consider a manipulative woman. She says a lot of things that piss her off about her boyfriend and a lot of things that piss her off about our job (we hold the same job). I agree that things can be improved but I leave it at that.
So anyway she goes on in the past about how her boyfriend pisses her off and all that junk and I'm just poking fun of her because lets be honest, no one wants to be dragged down to your level of negativity. Today she was all like "they filled your last hour" and I'm like well I need it so I can make money. The conversation goes
Her: "why so you can give it to me?"
Me: "why would I give you my money?"
Her: "Because I'm a girl"
Me: "just because you're a girl you think that you get my money?"
Her: "What about your girlfriend you must give her money"
Me: "I dont have one and I wouldn't just give anyone money just because they were a girl or my girlfriend"
After that my coworker who was also male gave his 2 cents. Needless to say the expression on her face was pretty priceless since I'm assuming she wasn't expecting me to say that.
Another one of my coworkers got a massage from me today and she left me an envelope with a heart on it. I'm getting flirted on left and right here. Crazy stuff.
As for AM5.0, I like it because I'm feeling more motivated as the days go on. This is certainly more powerful than it was on AM2011, or maybe it's that this is my second run through AM.
Looking forward to the rest of the stages.
RE: about's alpha 5.0 journal - Sean - 09-06-2012
Rock on, brother! Keep on rolling through AM5: I can't wait to hear what happens next.
RE: about's alpha 5.0 journal - Benjamin - 09-06-2012
Haha yep thongs, who knows what topics could come up here!
Quote:She literally pulled me aside and took me by the hands and told me she was sorry and it was impulsive. I believe I mentioned this somewhere else in this journal.
Wow, that is a massive sign!
-Ben
RE: about's alpha 5.0 journal - About - 09-27-2012
Hi everyone, it's been a while so I feel like an update is in order.
At some point in stage 1, the women at my workplace are going insane for me. Flirting crazily with me even when I'm not in that great of a mood. Lately on stage 2 I suppose I have been irritated at a few things but lets get back to stage 1 for now.
During this stage a girl in my workplace (different from the biting girl) asked me why I was so uncomfortable around them when they started talking about sex. I gave them the shoulder shrug and said I never said I was uncomfortable. Meh. Didn't think much of it but I guess somewhere in their minds I was uncomfortable with it.
Fast forward maybe a week later, the same woman, I should say and not girl, tells me she's going to make me comfortable around a woman's body. She then proceeds to strip right in front of me as she has to change into her work clothes while my coworkers are laughing hysterically and encouraging me to look. I also could not stop laughing at this point, because the moment she put her clothes back on our boss walks through the door.
Now onto stage 2, I've been irritated with things that bother me even in the slightest. My one joint hurts and I'm not sure why, perhaps overuse injury? I"m pretty sure it's inflamed right now and I can't even work. Looks like I'm stuck sitting on my ass and it irritates me a bit. I hope it goes down and the pain subsides. Nothing else for now.
RE: about's alpha 5.0 journal - About - 10-19-2012
Sorry, no updates. I've been running AM stage 2 and it's not that I haven't noticed the effects, I've just put them on every night and let the effects integrate in me in a natural way. All I know is that the girls at my work are always flirting with me. Can't stop it. Maybe it's just a mindset thing where I interpret them as flirting with me but maybe they're being nice? Who really knows. One keeps commenting on my behind and honestly it's a little embarrassing but fun of course.
Anyway the reason for my post is another question for shannon.
I want to stop watching porn. You have a stop watching porn subliminal. Can I use it with AM5.0 (stage 2 ends 10/25)?
How do I integrate it into my current usage with AM5.0? Do I continue the amount of hours I use with am5.0 and just add on a few hours of stop porn each day?
And I am assuming adding this may potentially affect my results from am5.0. Is this going to be an issue of my assumption is correct?
RE: about's alpha 5.0 journal - Shannon - 10-19-2012
Quote:I want to stop watching porn. You have a stop watching porn subliminal. Can I use it with AM5.0 (stage 2 ends 10/25)?
How do I integrate it into my current usage with AM5.0? Do I continue the amount of hours I use with am5.0 and just add on a few hours of stop porn each day?
And I am assuming adding this may potentially affect my results from am5.0. Is this going to be an issue of my assumption is correct?
I was going to say that you should be fine using them together, but it crosses my mind that AM 5.0 is telling you to do what you want to do. Overcome Pornography Addiction is working to get you to stop doing what you want to do. AM 5.0 is more powerful. Therefore... it probably isn't going to be very effective if you start using OPA while using AM 5.0, or at least sooner than Stage 5.
If you want to do both at once, I suggest not less than 8 hours for each per day. Or the most you can get for OPA after giving AM whatever it currently gets.
Yes, adding something to the mix will affect the results.
RE: about's alpha 5.0 journal - About - 10-20-2012
Interesting, I'm not necessarily addicted to pornography, it's more of a wanting to stop using it and becoming uninterested in it. I've had phases in the past year where I have gone 1-2 sometimes 3 months without using it only to come back and stop. I guess that kind of does sound a bit like addiction?
I suppose I will just use my willpower to deal with it.
RE: about's alpha 5.0 journal - Shannon - 10-23-2012
Ben has made the comment that he is using them together with success, so I guess it works. Go for it.
RE: about's alpha 5.0 journal - Benjamin - 10-23-2012
Yeah it seems pretty good so far and i'm impressed with the results. As Shannon has mentioned, I feel it may be diluting the Alpha results a little for me (as will using 2 subliminals on any subject) but it is an issue that I need to deal with so I was willing to put up with that, so just keep that in mind.
Quote:I was going to say that you should be fine using them together, but it crosses my mind that AM 5.0 is telling you to do what you want to do. Overcome Pornography Addiction is working to get you to stop doing what you want to do. AM 5.0 is more powerful. Therefore... it probably isn't going to be very effective if you start using OPA while using AM 5.0, or at least sooner than Stage 5.
My thoughts is that it may be that Alpha is pushing me to deal with some issues and stopping porn was one of them. There is a few other issues i've dealt with during it that I had just left for so long and done nothing about. And I see it that I do want to stop porn because of the effect it has but my habit of it was pushing against me and overcome porn has been helping that.
-Ben