(01-08-2019, 06:04 PM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]Listened last night, had numerous tech issues where my first loop broke ASRB at least 4 times. WTF.
Today, irritation level: 9/10.
Kids were crazy, wife was at work for 24 hour shift.
Took the kids to see their mom at work, and focused on a chick eating dinner. Within 3 minutes, her legs crossed high & tight, and then she started staring at me. So something is happening, I'm not totally blocked.
The strangest thing just happened, though. I wasn't even going to post, but I had my phone on its charger, and walked past it. Two feet past it, and I heard ocean waves. WHAT THE HELL. The hybrid ocean surf track started playing spontaneously. There was no reason for it at all, it was an impossibility.
My phone starts playing random stuff from my music every once in awhile too. Not sure why.
The only thing I can think of, that's in the realm of what's generally accepted according to current awareness of possibilities, is that I updated the app I use (Neutron Player) today, and there's a bug.
I used to think it's a bug. As an ex programmer, I have seen too much I can't explain happen with phone apps. I think there has to be some sort of explanation that isn't known to modern science, at this point.
Telekinesis? That's about manipulating matter by moving objects with your mind. I'm talking about that I suspect the subconscious somehow has the ability to influence electronics and can potentially turn off the player.
I agree with this, I remember the 2nd day I ever listened to DMSI back in version 3.01, I got unlimited swipes on tinder for free for a day
Arent there reports on the forums with earlier DMSI versions that had an electricify shutdown at work due to the energy sourcing or something along those lines?
(01-09-2019, 06:19 AM)Kol Wrote: [ -> ]Arent there reports on the forums with earlier DMSI versions that had an electricify shutdown at work due to the energy sourcing or something along those lines?
I think it was Eternity who reported such an occurrence on one of the 2.x versions. There was a 2.x where I also experienced a lot of electronic disturbances.
It was pretty uncanny that my phone started playing DMSI within 2 seconds of me walking by...
And now that I think about it, my plasma TV's picture went nuts when I got pissed off and raised my voice the other day...
The forum may have been down, but so was I...On the floor of my living room having sex with my wife, after she'd spent the prior 30 minutes sitting on my lap in her underwear, sighing, "Oh, I should find some pants to put on, but I really don't want to..."
This is the FIRST time - swear to gawd - since we've been together, where we've had sex anywhere other than a bed (which was not by my choice, but hers)! So her attitude toward sex is completely changing as of late.
Taking my break now, starting as of last night. I plan on running 3.3.1 on day of release, so I want to be fresh for it.
I'm looking for my irritability to be less, or eliminated, on listening days. I imagine that once I'm passed whatever FRM is actively working on, that will be the case. My subconscious stress level is out-of-hand on listening days. In other words, normal stressors - that don't seem like a big deal - can set my temper off. The difference between listening days and days off is very apparent.
Had two nights of dreams that included my SIL (first since starting 3.3). The dreams were on rest days. They were straight-forward, with messages that really made me think. I'm not going to detail them here, but the cliff notes is that I'm responsible for my happiness and enjoyment in my life, not anyone else. Some things are unavoidable, some people are unavoidable, and you just have to deal with that.
Lastly, the last two or three days, all I've thought about is money and career, and my motivation to make changes and put effort into that area has been high - almost manic, even. I'm going to keep an eye on that. I'm happy to work on it, but shifting my focus suddenly like that makes me think it's a resistance tactic.
(01-15-2019, 09:33 AM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]Lastly, the last two or three days, all I've thought about is money and career, and my motivation to make changes and put effort into that area has been high - almost manic, even. I'm going to keep an eye on that. I'm happy to work on it, but shifting my focus suddenly like that makes me think it's a resistance tactic.
Or your subconscious might have linked money and sex appeal. Looking forward to hear more!
To chime in, im experiencing the same ragarding money and carreer. Friend of mine threw a message in the group app ( whatsapp ) about going out this weekend and im feeling it to be "petty" and it pretty much annoys me and rubs me the wrong way. Partly is the no bs attitude of mine, another is, im more serious about gaining skills and building momentum.
I have enjoyed reading through your threads RT. You are very descriptive and entertaining in your writing. I laughed out loud several times while reading through them.
And now I know what copulins are ! I had probably heard of them before but never really looked into them. The first thing I read was the definition and then that they can control a man's brain.........that's some good stuff we have in "there".
It sounds like you are making great progress with the subs. Thanks for sharing your story.