I figure I better go ahead and get started documenting my journey through DMSI 3.2. Today will be my sixth day on DMSI 3.2A. Up til now there hasn't been anything big to report. I think one significant event to date has been seeing a female friend whom I haven't seen in two years six right beside me at a local bar that is on my visit rotation but not in my top five. It was one of those, "hey I haven't been here in awhile so let's see what's going on" type of things. We're friends on Facebook and the funny thing was that I looked at her profile to verify it was her before I opened in conversation.
Our catch up discussion lasted for a good hour before she had to return to work.
I have read from other people on the program that they have been either seeing people from their past as various places or, receiving a communication in the form of voicemail, email, text message or a phone call after a lengthy period of no contact.
I haven't experienced anything bad as of yet and perhaps it may be due to me stepping into the program at version 3.2. If I joined at version 3.1 or lower, my outlook may be different. Then again I haven't started 3.2B, which may open some wounds that have been repressed so we'll see.
I have been running 4 loops during the day and 4 at night while I sleep with no side effects to date. The issues within that I recognized, I confronted and dealt with them earlier this year and I feel at peace after putting them to bed, so right now I feel good with no lingering setbacks on my mind. Like I said, that may change once 3.2B comes into play.
The plan for me is to run seven days on 3.2A, take the rest day then start on 3.2B for 14 days. I'll see how the 7/14 rotation works out for me.
Try not to split your listening time in a day. Either listen during the day or at night over a 24 hour period. Splitting breaks the ASRB and as a result reduces the program effect.
Yes you want to do your loops without interruption, Shannon has said quite a few times that it's important to do so.
Thank you gents. When I run the loops during the daytime, it’s after I get home from work. When I first started I tried to do it during the work day but the number of meetings and interruptions from coworkers did not make it feasible. After work when I’m at the house has been the most effective for me. No interruptions and I can play them in the background while going about my evening routine.
Today is day 7 and my last day on 3.2A before the rest day and venturing into the B tracks. Been having the morning wood, even before starting the program, but it’s been happening stronger and lasting longer. I woke up to hints of what may be the start of a cold so I’m making efforts to knock it out now before things get potentially worse. I have a four hour plane ride ahead of me and can’t afford to be sick during a week long conference.
Today marks my one day break before I venture into 3.2B. There was nothing to note for today as everything was relaxed and uneventful. I plan to relax tonight to the sounds of some ASMR videos on YouTube. They are great relaxation applications. Cheers.
Started DMSI 3.2B today. Nothing eventful happened today but I wasn’t expecting anything on day one. Also I’m out of town for a conference and have been concentrating more on having fun in this town during the night time. If something happens cool, but emphasis is enjoying nightlife in a different town before I travel home tomorrow. Mentally chill is the theme for today.
Day two of 3.2B. I listened to two loops on the plane. I have noticed that people are staring at me longer than what I am used to. I’m estimating three to four seconds with the heads following as I walk, not the glance or look then look away.
I have been more reflective and noticed that I have been knocking myself for not taking action on some things that would have pushed me further along in life in terms of relationships and my professional career. Now I feel driven to take more risks. The greatest risks yields the biggest rewards.
Today is Day 12 on DMSI, day 5 on 3.2B. I woke up in the middle of the night with this desire of wanting to trigger the long range sniper effect. I can't reason out as to why I would want such a thing to happen. It was a warming sensation to was building up.
Today I went to a wing place and struck up a conversation with the bartender who was tending to me. She was rather inquisitive about wanting to know my story and more about me. I would usually write this off to someone in the service industry just trying to get a good tip when I close out my tab but the bar area where I was at was all full and all men, yet she was spending more time with me than checking on them. A few times I had to motion to her that a patron needed something.
I also noticed that a few of the waitresses were gathering in a particular area and they were peeking their heads over to me. I looked over and gave them a smile. Some smiled back but then they turned their heads back to each other and seem to give that "OMG" reaction. The bartender was giving me nothing but her time before I closed out to leave, and she look disappointed that I was.
Day 13. This morning on my coffee run, I noticed that the majority of beautiful women I encountered on my walk were blondes. I usually don’t take notice of this as I appreciate a beautiful woman in all forms but today was quite unusual for me. I must mention that my past relationships were blonde women with the only exception being one red head and one brunette, so I tend to gravitate towards blondes more.
I’m starting to see more heads turning from women to check me out whether in passing or from a distance. I noticed one lady looking at me from a good 30 feet away. As I turned to walk opposite from where she is walking I noticed from my pheriperal vision that she took another look at me. Also noticing that when a group of two or more ladies are walking towards me, at least one would turn their head and check me out as I pass.
I had my first brothersome issue that I need to deal with and let go. There was someone who I expected to be in the office today who didn’t show up because of illness. Whether it was true or not, it really bothered me because I have a set plan for the day and because one element of the plan was not present, the universe had something else in mind, it really bugged me. It brought to light my need to try and control the narrative to the way I wanted it to the exact detail. This control freak issue, per say, has served as a detriment to me in the past that I need to fix.
Not everything will go as planned and I need to let things go or else it will eat at me and can be self destructive. Just let the universe do it’s thing. The things I want will occur, it will just take a different route than I anticipated.
Tonight I’m going to cut back to two loops as I sleep. I noticed I woke up during loop 3 and couldn’t go back to sleep. I wanted to power through loops 3 and 4 during the night. I was able to do it but couldn’t fall back asleep until loop 4 was complete. It strange because I never had this issue with four loops on either version A or B until last night.
Edit: As of 9:30 PM CST I have been fighting a bit of an internal battle with my subconscious. Some bad memories of a particular lady I like from over a year ago started to resurface. However my relationship has changed with her in the last four months that has become quite amacible to the point that we now have sexual tension between us. I took it as my subconscious trying to resist the script by bringing back the bad memories as a means to keep me from evolving.
So....my internal conversation with my subconscious went the way of giving thanks for protecting me and my heart from pain in the past but I have new data that will change that and lead towards success. The data is the recent four months experience with the lady and the DMSI script. Take the data, execute it and work with the universe to achieve the goals.
After reading Shannon’s input in another journal entry regarding a minimum number of loops that is keeping around resistance, I’ve decided to double down. I’m staying with four loops tonight.
Day 14. Well the double down worked. I ended up playing five loops in my sleep. No vivid dreams to recall. My subconscious is still trying to resist as I had a thought this morning of another past failure In life in which things did not go as planned. The issue at hand was career related in which the position that I applied for within the company did not come to fruition. The difference this time was that thoughts of different options came popping into my head. Thoughts like, “Mischief, you have the skill set and knowledge you can thrive elsewhere.” I’m telling my subconscious that I don’t want to go that route and we’re going to go this route.
My subconscious is trying to resist and presenting the option as another way of giving up. We’re not going to do that. I see progress is being made and if there is progress, there is a reason to keep going and not give up! I recalled a past success in attaining the car that I wanted. At the time I was working in a good paying job but still it wasn’t enough to purchase that car right away. One day I made the statement, “Hey universe, I really would like a Corvette. Work your magic!”
Well three years after I made that statement and two jobs later, I was able to purchase the Corvette I wanted. Not just any Corvette I could buy from any car lot, the one I wanted down to color and options. What I’m getting at is everything is a process and we have to trust the process. Our subconscious will resist and try to convince us to give up because it would be easier to retreat to a safe harbor....don’t. If you want change you have to change your thinking both consciously and subconsciously. Only people who are self aware or have good past life experiences will pick up on this and adjust accordingly.
My subconscious is being a little sly devil in trying to distract me with options that don’t fully meet the goal. I just need to coach it up to work with me and DMSI’s end goal. Subconscious I appreciate your concern, but we’re going to work through this to make us better.
As for today’s interactive effects. Not big to report so far but it is mid morning as I am typing this. I have been impatient this morning as I went to three different Starbucks before finding one that had open tables and baristas who weren’t wasting time chit chatting with customers while there is a long line of people waiting to be served. I’m working from home today but have some errands to run so we’ll see if anything new happens.
Just finished five loops for today and will run another four as I sleep tonight. I took a look at a few journal entries and noticed a familiar pattern to what I’m experiencing. One in particular is impatience and being short with people. If I pick up the slightest bit of delay or BS from anyone I find myself leaving the situation, sometimes in the middle of their BS speech. The impatience is being congruent with what others have been reporting. How I react to it is all me, which was an IDGAF quality.
During lunch I visited my local bar and a cute brunette with blue eyes sat beside me with one stool separating us. She used the open stool between us to place her purse. I started to feel a warming sensation grow within me. This must be the aura. I looked over, locked eyes and smiled. Before I could say “hi” she opened me in conversation. The conversation went very smooth as I let her lead and I found myself keeping the conversation interesting by adding on personal experience and knowledge to her topics (autopilot?).
I have to also add that I took improvisation classes a couple of years back and an aspect of improv is to take note of your surroundings and people you interact with and expand upon it. A quality to stay engaged with your audience. In my case, this lady. I got the hair flips and play from her and in our discussion we talked about different nearby places that we frequent. We struck a chord with a local place that has “steak night”. She said that we should meet up again for steak night. I gave her my phone, told her to enter her number, which she did and even texted to her phone to make sure she got mine.
After she paid and left to go back to work she turned her head, smiled and said goodbye while walking slowly to show off those legs and her toned butt. The warming feeling died down after she left but I felt it start up again 15 minutes later when a nice looking blonde (me and blondes....go figure!) walked in and took a spot at the corner end of the bar within good view of me. She was waiting for her friend and as she was waiting I noticed her checking me out out of the corner of my eye.
I could have approached but I wanted DMSI to do it’s thing as it did with the brunette. It didn’t happen but after her friend arrived, she was saying some things in conversation that was louder and easier for me to pick up on. Things such as breaking up with her then boyfriend two months ago. I was warming up further but I had to go to make another appointment....and I was satisfied with number closing on the brunette, especially since it didn’t take much work, so I paid and left. My way of rewarding the subconscious for letting DMSI do it’s thing.
Also starting to see the freebie effect in some way. I purchased a smoothie on the way home and when I got my order, I was given two smoothies. I told the guy that I only wanted one. He told me that he made too much and to take the second one and he’ll charge me for one. In the past whatever excess smoothie product they produce is usually dumped in the sink. It was quite a surprise to me to receive more.
So I’m seeing progress that is also congruent with others experiences. Before I drift off to sleep with more DMSI, I’m going to relax to some ASMR videos on YouTube.
Edit: I just received a friend request from an ex-girlfriend on Facebook. We haven’t been in contact with each other in nine years! My friends, DMSI doesn’t play and talk to your subconscious to work with it’s goal. Things are happening with the universe to work in your favor....it’s just taking a weird route.
And also if there is one more thing I can pass along, is that the universe will give you exactly what you want....and then will send you a distraction to see if you will screw it all up! Stay aware.
Day 15: I slept through four loops last night and did one Loop of B this morning before people starting rolling into the office. Still amazed about the events of yesterday and what DMSI has brought me to this point. I’m curious to see what one Loop in the morning will affect things during my morning walk for breakfast. Feeling pretty happy and confident despite some minor disappointments but my trust in the DMSI script and coaching my subconscious is giving me a positive outlook. Will add to this entry as the day progresses or at the end of the day.
Day 15 Midday Report: I finally had the chance to meet up with the lady I like and we chatted for about 30 minutes to catch up on things. The perplexing thing I have is the sniper didn’t work on her and we were very close to each other. The anti-sniper has been turned off in 3.2 so I don’t understand it.
Post Morten Report: I felt rather horny on the drive home but it has subsided now that I am home. It's sexual frustration, especially since what I was wanting to happen, didn't happen (activation of the sniper and build up of the aura). Also wanting to watch porn and masturbate right now. I won't do it. I haven't masturbated for about a month now and will not give in. Thinking things through this had to be self sabotage. . . .and that self sabotage was the return of an ex-girlfriend in my life. That woman is the past and I need to push her back there. "S" is what is in front of me and the universe is giving me the opportunity to make the most of it. But this also goes back to the universe will give you exactly what you want, and then send you a distraction to see if you will screw it up. All is not lost. I just need to focus on what is in front of me and keep the past in the past.
Throughout the day I didn't feel as effective. I got a few looks from ladies but it wasn't like the previous days. Things got a little better as I was leaving the office. A lady (4/10) was in the elevator with me and when I opened her in conversation, she reacted very enthusiastically and was talking a mile a minute (celebrity effect).
I'll abandon the single morning loop and stay with afternoon concentration of loops. I run the loops through my iPhone and headphones. It didn't dawn on me until now to put my phone in airplane mode so I will not get interrupted. Aww well, you live and learn. The subconscious is resisting and it threw one hell of a curve ball at me today. Four loops right now and four more tonight as I sleep.
(06-13-2018, 09:30 AM)Mischief Wrote: [ -> ]Post Morten Report: I felt rather horny on the drive home but it has subsided now that I am home. It's sexual frustration, especially since what I was wanting to happen, didn't happen (activation of the sniper and build up of the aura). Also wanting to watch porn and masturbate right now. I won't do it. I haven't masturbated for about a month now and will not give in. Thinking things through this had to be self sabotage. . . .and that self sabotage was the return of an ex-girlfriend in my life. That woman is the past and I need to push her back there. "S" is what is in front of me and the universe is giving me the opportunity to make the most of it. But this also goes back to the universe will give you exactly what you want, and then send you a distraction to see if you will screw it up. All is not lost. I just need to focus on what is in front of me and keep the past in the past.
Hey there.
Your ex situation reminds me of something I've experienced recently. About a week (or two?) ago, my ex invited me to a little get-together she was throwing. She, as per the usual, began pretending everything's fine, and asked me how I'm doing on the female front, told her bits and pieces, and what she did in response - as she's always been wont to do when her ego would feel in danger - was try and drag out past stuff to try and sabotage my self-esteem woman-wise, and then proceeded to whine what a terrible person I am and how I've never appreciated her to one of her orbiters. Long story short, afterwards she tried to seduce me into sex, but I said goodbye and went home, because enough is enough.
This did lead me to certain important conclusions I've outlined in my journal, I believe.
Now I think she's trying to avoid me. Good riddance.