Thank you for chiming in Have at ye. Yes, ex’s can be a hell of a mindf*ck. You’re cruising along in life and one little thing they do can derail you. It’s a true test of resolve. The good thing is that I don’t have to physically see her and direct her messages to a folder I can easily forget about.
I just gotta keep coaching my subconscious to work with me and the universe to meet DMSI’s goal. I’ll probably cram as many loops as I can tonight.
Day 16 on 3.2B:
After yesterday’s crazy event I decided to run as many loops as I can. Three loops when I got home and four loops overnight. I fee much better this morning and ready to take on the day. I’ve been coaching my subconscious and asking the universe to grant what I ask for so there will be no distractions. Laser focus is the intent.
The ASMR videos on YouTube also helped to relax me a bit. It’s a good stress buster to unwind to. Will report on how the day goes later on.
Day 16 Post Mortem: Things were uneventful. Received some IOIs from a couple of ladies but there were quite a few beautiful ladies I encountered that didn’t look my way. After this run of B I plan to return to A next week and run it for a couple of weeks, take a one week break and pick up on B again. Perhaps an extended break may do the program well as I have read a couple of people who have done this with success.
I wasn’t able to spend much time with my target as we were both busy so it was just a quick hello and see you later. The sniper didn’t work but I found out how to activate it in a different thread. While in the lady’s presence have an intimate thought about her in your head and the sniper should activate. I may not have that ability yet and I’ll need to do a good run of A with the h/c to move things forward. No feelings of the aura today either while walking to the mall food court. I did feel it building while I was running two loops at my cubicle. Normally I wouldn’t run it at work out of fear of being interrupted but it was a ghost town on my floor so I was able to get a two loop run in.
I was being tested again about things not going exactly as planned but I’m trusting that the universe is in control and will develop me and present to me the right opportunities when I am ready. Being frustrated about it will not accomplish anything and will only serve to delay my evolution.
On my second run duration of the A side and had my first bad dream. I dreamed that my Dad knocked me out and was trying to frame me for a murder. My Dad was always a disciplinarian and I have resented that deeply after I graduated college and started living on my own. When I woke up there was a huge amount of rage within me. I never thought this would work it’s way back into my life.
(06-25-2018, 04:07 AM)Mischief Wrote: [ -> ]On my second run duration of the A side and had my first bad dream. I dreamed that my Dad knocked me out and was trying to frame me for a murder. My Dad was always a disciplinarian and I have resented that deeply after I graduated college and started living on my own. When I woke up there was a huge amount of rage within me. I never thought this would work it’s way back into my life.
What do you mean, "work its way back into your life"? You're doing A side. This isn't coming back into your life, you're digging it out of your deep subconscious, processing it and releasing it.
Had a couple of interesting tidbits occur in my DMSI journey.
During my rest day between A and B:
Had a dream in which a lady unfamiliar to me confessed her love for me. She wasn’t anyone I knew in the dream. The subconscious is always working and picking up on what the conscious mind overlooks so now I’ve been a little more keen on things and my interactions with the ladies I know.
Also while I was falling asleep a couple of days ago I heard a voice in my head say “You’re doing great. We’ll take it from here.” It was enough to wake me up to confirm that nobody was in my house.