I kinda laughed at the part about you leaving your player on for 8 loops xD. What I do now is have my Walkman (yeah that's right, they still exist lol) with a playlist set to a single loop to avoid that. Is there a way for you to add a playlist?
Also if I remember correctly, I saw somewhere where Shannon made it a point to not break ASRB no matter what. So I'm assuming the correct answer is to just carry on with the secondary ASRB of 14:1.
(02-28-2018, 07:45 PM)Travis Wrote: [ -> ]This will sound weird, but this guy is very, very handsome by conventional standards. I'm not exaggerating to say he has an Adonis vibe.
Be flattered a gay man finds you attractive because it usually means women find you attractive too!! I thought you handled it well.
Could he be wearing pheromones??
Testing DMSI 3.2??
Something to ponder...
(03-03-2018, 01:14 AM)Travis Wrote: [ -> ]A lot to report on:
-A definite uptick in women's responsive to the sub. More frequent IOIs. More girls are reacting to me than before.
-Since my last post, the porn issue has dissolved completely. I don't know how, but since then I've had no desire to watch porn and I think it's going to stay that way. There is an aversion to looking or thinking about it. Perhaps I resisted hard when first exposed to the audio, and I am settling in now.
-The biggest improvement recently is my walk and physical presence. I've developed a very noticeable swagger the last few days. This version really nails it for me. It's a powerful, quick stride tempered with some grace and elegance. This morning my legs were actually sore because I don't normally walk like that. It's outrageous but it feels completely natural. It commands respect and projects confidence. I'm very, very pleased so far.
-I noticed much less inhibition, for instance when looking directly at a girls face as she's walking toward me. I stared in her face to see what she's thinking with little self-doubt. She gave me a weird look, like she might be attracted but afraid or lack confidence. I was completely unfazed and thought how that was a weird response on her part. The key thing here is that even on v3.1, I certainly would have perceived and acted differently in this event.
To put it simply, I would my perceptions and reactions would have been much more reactive.
-I am very happy with the inclusion of the Stress-Relief/Anti-Anxiety and whatever other psychological aids are included. I have cut negative energy and pointless distractions out of my life. I am actually inspired to try new things, and my mood has improved overall. In my opinion this definitely aids the design goal, as the user is not poisoned by negative energy and their energy is not depleted on pointless distractions as they are programmed. This has been very helpful in my case.
-On that same note, I've been cleaning my entire apartment, and am making much better food choices, and more conscious of cleanliness.
-Finally, I am very impressed with the changes I've seen in my facial structure. I've been astounded by how good I look in the mirror during these last few days. The weird thing is that my hair, something I don't mess with other than washing, has changes something about it to give me this superstar look. My "resting" face has been completely transformed. I would describe it as a very smug, relaxed, and confident look.
I can agree with almost every point
Lol, never knew you were a fan of fall out. Loving the progress!
Great work.
(03-03-2018, 01:14 AM)Travis Wrote: [ -> ]-I noticed much less inhibition, for instance when looking directly at a girls face as she's walking toward me. I stared in her face to see what she's thinking with little self-doubt. She gave me a weird look, like she might be attracted but afraid or lack confidence. I was completely unfazed and thought how that was a weird response on her part. The key thing here is that even on v3.1, I certainly would have perceived and acted differently in this event.
To put it simply, I would my perceptions and reactions would have been much more reactive.
I got that look from a few girls. At first I thought it was a rejection but this makes more sense.
Pretty cool. I get what you're feeling when they are coming up to you. I've had a couple of times in my life that's happened, or something really direct and i've kind of shut down like "this is too good, what the fuck is going on".
But you should get more used to it on DMSI
(03-09-2018, 05:19 PM)Travis Wrote: [ -> ]Just got back from my hairdresser. Very interesting experience to share...
I get done with the haircut, just like always, and then she tells me its time to go wash my hair. This is weird, because the wash always happens at the beginning, if it happens at all. It's never happened at the end.
She leads me over to the chair. We had been talking the entire time, but now she goes silent. Then she washes my hair in a very sensual way, thats not just washing my hair. She was massaging my scalp and rubbing to give me max pleasure, and doing a really good job. She's not talking, just focusing 100%. Then she does it again for the conditioner. Finally, she lifts my head up and gives me a really nice neck massage (nothing to do with hair, lol), squeezing and stroking it like it was a phallic object 
I think she was trying to make me hard and by the end I was definitely aroused. She did this for about 4-5 minutes.
I'm proud I didn't resist. If I had broken the silence or jerked away suddenly, I think she would've stopped. The crazy thing is, we were in the back of the salon but there were still employees around. If someone saw, it would have looked very suspect. Her enthusiastic rubs, the way I was enjoying it with eyes closed and the complete silence made it seem like a public hand job or something. The neck rub would have looked especially ridiculous.
She's cut my hair for four years, and she's NEVER done anything like this before. It's just so out of character. When she was done, the first thing she said to me is "You have really beautiful skin, I couldn't stop looking at your forehead". I accepted it like a boss, and gave her a hug. She's married and I like her as a friend and don't want to mess up her private life, so I'm glad it didn't escalate. It was a nice highlight to my day though.
Lucky she's not single, she would have gotten a taste of DMSi 3.2B lol