Day 16
Came back from China a few days ago. I went with my friends to find new products to sell. It was an interesting few days with them. They were newbies searching for their first product and I was the experienced seller searching for new products. It was interesting to see how enthusiastic they were and how pessimistic I was. Everything was a potential product to them and a potential problem for me. I am way more selective on what to launch now, but it was very refreshing to see the newbie enthusiasm that I kind of lost a while back. We all found promising new products to sell.
Back home, I was very inspired by them and today I worked on it the whole day. Great focus. I had very little interest to use online dating apps, just focused on contacting new suppliers.
Met a 35 year old transexual woman at night. I'm not sure if I even need to report this, since she's not fully a woman. 'She' was born a male but took estrogen pills since a long time ago. I've had sex with another transexual in Philippines a few years back, it was a great experience so I've remained receptive to transwomen. But this one is the first one since that time.
Anyway, a hookup was already in the cards in the online conversation. I just had to not screw up. I arrived at her place and she has a nice place. Very well decorated and cosy. The lights were dim and she had a sexy music playing. She herself was worse looking than her hot picture, but still alright.
She wasted no time to get physical. I wanted to make small talk first but she didn't want to talk at all, put her finger on my lips and said shh. Frankly I was a little uncomfortable, but just went ahead. She led me to her bedroom and without further ado removed my pants and gave me a BJ. After a long and good BJ, she capped me and rode me. Surprisingly I couldn't last at all, finished in less than 2 minutes.
After that I had nothing to do anymore. I could leave, but I was really uncomfortable with the idea of coming and leaving in 15 minutes, so I stayed and talked. She turned out to be a cool person. She's an interior designer and had traveled extensively. I left after an hour.
It was an unusual night but I enjoyed myself. I don't count trans people in my lay count though.
I was supposed to meet another girl from OKC after that, the girl who flaked on me on day 6, but 2 hours beforehand she told me her dad got into an accident and had a stroke. Seemed legit, she was really worried, kept texting me. She was worried if I was pissed since she cancelled on me twice already. I was irritated but not worried.
Day 17 (Sunday)
STRIKE
This was 2 days ago. First blood for DMSI 3.2B!
Date with the girl from day 8. Her interest level was already high so I just had to not screw up. Before the date I felt very certain I could close her, no anxiety at all. The plan was to bring her to the house straight, maybe watch a movie first before banging. I didn't want to just bang her straight away and then having nothing to do for 2 hours.
So I met her. I started walking in the direction of my house and she followed. She asked me where we are going, I just told her directly, "my house". I usually would try to give a plausible deniability of some sort, for eg come see my cool wall sticker, but this time I felt like being direct. She accepted cheerfully. In my place, I was finding things to do. I do need to have more fun things to do at my house. I only have booze and my laptop. Total man cave. I gave her a small shot of an expensive, exotic Chinese liquor. She didn't like it though so I had to finish it. I didn't want to waste it, it's really good. I wasn't planning to drink, but it's only three small sips so idk how much it affected the state shifting.
We then went to my room and I played some Bill Burr stand up comedy on YouTube. I like his jokes on feminism but she's not into stand up comedy. I then played the movie Saw. I know, playing anti-feminism comedy or a gore movie when pulling a girl is retarded, I really need to improve this part of my game. Maybe get a PS4 or a trampoline or something. Saw has worked quite well for me in the past though, it gets nice emotional reaction from girls, including this one. As it started she suggested we watch it on the bed and snuggle. Nice.
She didn't do anything frisky though. Halfway through the movie, I just escalated. Went very smoothly. However when I went for her pussy she gave me LMR, saying she doesn't want to have sex and I have to earn it. By that point we were already naked and she had already given me a BJ. I rolled my eyes at her. I was like whatever, and caveman-ed my way to her pussy. It was drenched. As soon as I touched it she did a 180 and asked me if I want to have sex and if I had a condom. *shakes head* ok so I proceeded to bang her. Performance issues again, I couldn't last and I had to start and stop many times. But overall it was good. We resumed the movie after sex. The ending always gets a good reaction.
Yesterday and today she has been texting me, saying she missed me and that my dick was huge. Overall I'm happy with this pull. It was easy and the sex was good. Good start to DMSI.
(03-13-2018, 07:38 AM)Raikahoken Wrote: [ -> ]Day 17 (Sunday)
STRIKE
This was 2 days ago. First blood for DMSI 3.2B!
Date with the girl from day 8. Her interest level was already high so I just had to not screw up. Before the date I felt very certain I could close her, no anxiety at all. The plan was to bring her to the house straight, maybe watch a movie first before banging. I didn't want to just bang her straight away and then having nothing to do for 2 hours.
So I met her. I started walking in the direction of my house and she followed. She asked me where we are going, I just told her directly, "my house". I usually would try to give a plausible deniability of some sort, for eg come see my cool wall sticker, but this time I felt like being direct. She accepted cheerfully. In my place, I was finding things to do. I do need to have more fun things to do at my house. I only have booze and my laptop. Total man cave. I gave her a small shot of an expensive, exotic Chinese liquor. She didn't like it though so I had to finish it. I didn't want to waste it, it's really good. I wasn't planning to drink, but it's only three small sips so idk how much it affected the state shifting.
We then went to my room and I played some Bill Burr stand up comedy on YouTube. I like his jokes on feminism but she's not into stand up comedy. I then played the movie Saw. I know, playing anti-feminism comedy or a gore movie when pulling a girl is retarded, I really need to improve this part of my game. Maybe get a PS4 or a trampoline or something. Saw has worked quite well for me in the past though, it gets nice emotional reaction from girls, including this one. As it started she suggested we watch it on the bed and snuggle. Nice.
She didn't do anything frisky though. Halfway through the movie, I just escalated. Went very smoothly. However when I went for her pussy she gave me LMR, saying she doesn't want to have sex and I have to earn it. By that point we were already naked and she had already given me a BJ. I rolled my eyes at her. I was like whatever, and caveman-ed my way to her pussy. It was drenched. As soon as I touched it she did a 180 and asked me if I want to have sex and if I had a condom. *shakes head* ok so I proceeded to bang her. Performance issues again, I couldn't last and I had to start and stop many times. But overall it was good. We resumed the movie after sex. The ending always gets a good reaction.
Yesterday and today she has been texting me, saying she missed me and that my dick was huge. Overall I'm happy with this pull. It was easy and the sex was good. Good start to DMSI.
Solid man, good job
Nice man.
Haha I think that anti feminism comedy is perfect actually, to weed out the crazies. Which hardcore feminists definately are.
Day 20
Things just haven't been the same since I came back from China. I'm totally focused on my business now, trying to launch as many products as I can. I've lost interest in online dating now. I still do it, but my mind is not on it at all. I feel no desire replying messages and opening new girls. My texting has zero enthusiasm. It has been affecting my results. I have literally no new leads since I came back. Just two weeks ago I had a new date every single day of the week. This week, maybe just one. How quickly priorities can change.
I do feel irritated when my half hearted attempts don't work. I'm really tempted to go to Malaysia, a neighboring country for 2 weeks, where the girls are supposedly easier and I won't have to put in so much effort. I've wanted to go for a long time. Think of it as going to Brazil if you're an American. I can't go until at least 3 weeks later though. I still want girls, but they don't feel important and I feel like I shouldn't have to put in much effort to get them.
(03-13-2018, 08:01 AM)Sanbosay Wrote: [ -> ]Solid man, good job
Thanks! You're doing really great too man.
(03-13-2018, 03:36 PM)Benjamin Wrote: [ -> ]Nice man.
Haha I think that anti feminism comedy is perfect actually, to weed out the crazies. Which hardcore feminists definately are.
Haha well. Honestly I'll still want to fuck a girl even if she's a hardcore feminist. Remember I'm just collecting notches, not finding girlfriends. Maybe I won't want to anymore when I've been burned by one. Anw, I've been thinking video games will be great for pulling. Especially those dance games with motion sensors. I used to be really good at those.
Fucking a Hardcore Feminist.. . Good Job.
Guys, may I remind you that discussing feminism and such is something we'd like to avoid as it tends to trigger flame wars?
Day 22
Met a new girl from CMB. She didn't pass my open minded test. I always ask: are you a more open minded or conservative person? I live in a conservative country and I find more and more that I need to do this screen. Too many wasted nights on conservative girls. I am trying to find a more subtle way of screening for this, but for now I ask this every single time at some point in the conversation.
So anyway, she told me. She's half half, but more on the conservative side. I knew she'd be a bust but I just asked her out so I don't get rusty. She's quite attractive in person. However she seems quite stressed from work and not a very fun person in general. And yes, very conservative. Didn't reciprocate any of my kino at all. I felt turned off.
Day 23
Resistance. Last night when I played the loop I got really horny and fapped. Today I felt very pouty that girls are not throwing themselves at me and that I have to put in effort at all. Just being very bratty. However I calmed down eventually and I recognized that no girl owes me any attraction. I have no business expecting anything from them if I don't at least put myself out there and create good emotions. It's like expecting people to buy your product without marketing it. Felt more at peace after this realization.
Day 24
F*cked the same girl from last week. I got her to come to my place early morning to play badminton. She couldn't really play but we had fun. Brought her up to my house, went to sleep because we were sleepy. However when we laid on the bed, my dick quickly became erect. I wasn't thirsty, just let it be and slept. She got frisky after a while. She was on her period so she didn't want to have sex at first, but eventually she wanted to. It was bloody but good. I lasted a lot longer than last week, pounded her raw really good. The plus side of period is I don't have to use condom. She's quite well behaved and responsible so I trusted her to not have any STD. I mentioned going away to a nearby island for a night and she was enthusiastic about it. Let's see.
I was supposed to see the girl who flaked on me twice on days 6 and 16, but she flaked yet again. She sent me a pic of her thermometer, which showed she had a fever. But at that point I didn't care anymore. All three flakes were seemingly legit, but it's just been too long and I was not interested anymore. I just replied 'kk' and archived her. It was surprising how quickly I booted her out of my mind, given that I was so butthurt with flakes just two weeks ago. Good signs of growth. I was seeing the bright side of it, I could spend quality time alone. And I did. I went out to eat new food, it was great.
No more new dates set up. I was worried about this yesterday but today I appreciated the blank slate. It's quite a relief. The idea of being alone most of next week is really enticing to me.
Just so ya know... impregnation is still possible when she's bleeding my friend. If you don't want a kid, don't raw dog it when she's bleeding.
From what I knew from biology class, it's not possible. But I just did a quick google search and yes it is possible when the bleeding is not actually her period, or if you do it near the end of her period. In this case, she was definitely on her period and it was just day 3, so I think it should be safe. But yes, next time I won't shoot inside. Thanks for the warning Shannon.
I thought impregnation at any point is possible, even if chances are close to none at some points of the cycle. But that doesn't mean they're inexistent. I'd always be safe with a condom or Plan B, or at least pull out.
Day 24
Some girls unmatched me on tinder when I screened them. I actually felt gleeful that they f*cked off. I've always known logically that I should be happy when this happens because then they don't waste my time, but I've never actually felt happy about it, until yesterday and today.