Subliminal Talk

Wow, thank you all for the support. I truly appreciate it.

Especially from you Shannon. I know we have our differences, but seeing you like that post brought warmth to my heart. Thank you.

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So ended off the day with a bang.

Got another sale, hit my bonus, and got another solid sale lined up for tomorrow (guy wanted to buy but I told him I had to go home cause my manager picked me up and was waiting in the car. We actually drove back just so I could tell that guy no lol)

EXACTLY what I wanted from DMSI:

- SALES

and

- WOMEN

So far, so good.

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On another note, not sure if this is anything, but I found myself VERY cold when I was with that girl from the first sale.

I hadn't eaten anything for a while and I wonder if my body was trying to fire the aura and using up all my reserve fuel or what. It felt like hypothermia, my body just would not warm up, and I was shivering like crazy and felt VERY hungry.

Not good. I was actually afraid for my life.

I went to a pizza place and ordered and ate an entire small pizza immediately afterwards.

Even now I'm hungry.

Maybe Shannon can use that info.

It wasn't too cold here today. Maybe 5 degrees celcius.

Anyhow, I'm off for now.

Wonderful day, thank you Shannon for this sub!

fuck yes sarge

Things went 180 on me today. One of my sales from yesterday cancelled on me. WTF.

There's always some BS going on.

EDIT: Interestingly enough, the sale that cancelled was of a couple. And the wife was selling the husband for me. I wonder if that has anything to do with it. Knowing DMSI and people losing their shit and all.

I dunno. I'm frustrated and I'm going to bed.

IDGAF is high.

In sales today I went back to a house I've been to several times.

I presented my product to the guy and it was a good deal for him but he didn't want it so I didn't try to get the sale. Couldn't be bothered. I don't think that's a good thing.

This is why I say the IDGAF state is toxic.

Not noticing too much on the women front either. Seems everything has reset.

Because you have been there several times and not made a sale, giving up where the sale isn't going to go through is toxic? I don't know about you, but I have better things to do with my time than try to make blood come out of a stone.

(03-11-2018, 10:51 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]Because you have been there several times and not made a sale, giving up where the sale isn't going to go through is toxic? I don't know about you, but I have better things to do with my time than try to make blood come out of a stone.

Of course you're right Shannon. Thank you for holding me accountable.

I was just frustrated and labelling "everything" with that brush. A pattern I am aware of and am trying to correct.

Day off yesterday.

I'm hesitant to use mones because of DMSI.
Despite that, decided to use mones. So I guess I'm not a valid tester anymore.

Anyhow, went to IHOP. Noticed some decent attention and quick service from people. But nothing crazy.

My server was polite but left me alone for the most part.

The girl I had last time recognized me and waved, then helped me pay, but before that she was like "Just for yourself?" pulling out a menu. I know she saw me sitting down so I was like "No, I just ate!" she's like "yeah but it's lunchtime now" I laughed, we got talking, I paid, and then I was leaving and she's like "well, see you next week?"

I'm like "maybe, we'll see!" and left.


Then a guy I know picked me up so I could go for groceries (it's his job kind of, I live in company housing and that's part of what the company drivers do). But anyhow, he was super easy to talk to and he laughed at what I was saying a lot. He also seemed apologetic for any little thing that might inconvenience me and I was just like "No worries man"

Seems people apologize for no reason when I'm on BW.

They do normally as well so prolly some DMSI effect in there, but it was heightened yesterday so I assume BW.

Anyhow, not bad.

Something I've realized in the last month or so is that so-called "beta" males have hot wives or girlfriends. I have yet to meet the mythical "alpha" male.

EDIT: Nvm, I guess I did meet that Australian. But I never got a good look at the girls he was with.

Wow.

Has anyone seen Julien of RSD recently?



WTF?

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(03-16-2018, 09:54 AM)Travis Wrote: [ -> ]Looks like he's been using drugs lol

Yeah, looks like he went off the deep end.

Ok, there is an official phenomenon going on with sales and DMSI.

The longer I stay "in set" the more confortable people get with me and the more likely they will buy.

Had a guy absolutely grill me with questions today and I was calm throughout, then he went 180 and got super sold.

I was suggesting we book him for 2 weeks out and when he went 180 he's like "k, do it... as soon as you can"

Lol.

I wonder if it will work that way with girls.

There is a scene in the very first "Pink Panther" movie (the old one with Peter Sellers) where the one guy seduces a woman. He basically just listens to her talk about how she's not going to sleep with him and he just stays quiet and she eventually caves in.

This is what it's like. Very cool.

The only downside so far is it means I need to spend quite a bit of time with people, when I'm used to closing pretty quickly, but it's a fair trade off.

ION, while knocking doors today I came across these teens. The one has told me "nice hair!" every single day this week. Sometimes multiple times a day.

Also, as he said it the most recent time, he was there with his friends, one of them was a girl who giggled and waved. *sigh* I hope she's legal.

Anyhow, interestingly I thought I saw them later in the night and I was overcome with fear. In fact, today I had some intense moments of fear whenever I thought I might have to interact with people. It was strange.

One minute I was completely comfortable and fearless, even with those teens around, and another moment I'd be full of fear of encountering people.

Seems like there's a bit of split-personality going on there or something. Sometimes I feel fine, calm and without fear and don't give other people a second thought, other times if I think I'm about to come close to people or have to interact with them I get full of fear. So that's strange. It seems random, but it's probably not.

Anyhow, when fully confident on DMSI, shit is awesome.

EDIT: Also, messaged a 50 y.o. on OKC today:

Me: You look like my next sugar momma

We'll see what happens.

Went to a bar last night with some co-workers.

The one guy brought a female who was definitely f*ckable.

The guy bought me a drink and the girl talked with me briefly but not much.

Later in the night she said to me "You're quiet" and I replied "I am." in the affirmative.

Then she was like "are you having a good time?" and I'm like "Yeah, having fun, you?" she was like "I'm having a blast!"

That was pretty much the extent of our convo. There were several other guys there who all wanted this girl, and me being "different" and "not chasing" did f*ck all.

I'm pretty sure one of the guys hooked up with her.

My biggest issue was finding a way to isolate. Bars suck for that, I really don't get it.
Also, since there were so many guys wanting her, it seemed like a waste of energy to compete with them.

EDIT: Oh yeah, at one point in our convo she was like "I like lesbian porn" and then I went into that. I asked her what her favorite scene was and favorite pornstars, to which she went 180 and was all like "huhhhh, whaaaa?" lol. Whatever.

So...


Solid week in sales.

Also, just went for coffee with my cousin. There was a super hot 8/10 girl who sat across from me. She was mostly playing on her phone but we caught each other's eye a few times. I smirked whenever we did and then she'd smile and look away.

Eventually she just got up and left, and smiled at me as she did but it was one of those "oh well" smiles, not a happy smile.

I figure next time I'll wave and if the girl waves back, I'll motion with my hand/fingers for her to "come hither".

Tomorrow is my day off. Gonna go to IHOP and see how things go there.

EDIT: In the interest of the recent "fap or no fap" discussion. I should mention I've not busted a nut in a full week, but continue to watch porn and edge regularly.

The girl in the coffee shop was an obvious manifestation, but no aura or sniping was sufficient enough to get her to seduce me.

When I watch porn and edge I do so till I feel satisfied then I lose interest. I do not believe I have a porn/edging addiction and use it simply as one of my favorite forms of entertainment alongside playing monopoly online.