Some woman I sold dope too a 1 time 4 years ago. Messaged me randomly all interested in talking to me and seemed like she's attracted to me. I didn't do anything to get this. She sent a picture of herself to me saying "likely I look allot diffrent" and she looks allot hotter and mature then before.
Could be random, could be manifestation. But shes bangable looking for sure.
I told her we will meet up soon and chill and she said "sounds like a plan!"
So i went to a store I go too and I saw this women that I talked to sometimes when i'm there. She only seemed attracted to me the first time I met her, but the next 4-5 times I saw no signs of IoI or attraction.
Today however when I left she went out of her way to make sure she said Bye to me and the look in her eyes definitely also showed me she's definitely attracted to me.
Hanged out with the escort chick (not the one that i like but the one who wanted me to pimp her)
she's 29. I went to her house and chilled with her and her two kids age 8 and 11 females.
This was out first time hanging out since I banged her at the massage place.
I think our friendship is purely platonic/business and I'm okay with that. She's not my type. I'm not attracted to her face that much only her body.
She's chill though, i don't have allot of female friends and she's nice. She offered me food and drinks and stuff like that and is polite and friendly.
were going to be chilin more.
My anxiety is at an all time low, even just chiling with a female friend I didn't meet before or maybe even if i did meet them before used to give me allot of anxiety.
internally and externally the best results i've ever seen from a subliminal. ( and I responded reallly well to prior attraction subs including AM)..
However I still feel lonely and slightly depressed about the last chick. My drive for power respect and money is more intense and powerful then it's ever been. I feel like a warlord or king. I also noticed my self esteem is really high now. My self image to my self is very very high. I think very highly of myself. Arrogant/cocky some would say if they heard my self talk.
There are moments where my self talk is negative, but i notice that i catch it immediately and stop thinking that way.
These moments are daily but not constant.
I had major smiles just by looking at woman from distances of 20 feet away for example. This hot chick looked at me and i looked at her with strong eye contact & she had a massive smile.
I noticed my anxiety is lower then ever and I am very present in the moment.
I feel very lonely though.
I noticed allot of inner conversations i've been having allot lately. Like I can really see DMSI doing its work. I didn't notice this stuff as much in the past on other subs.
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