In public I feel more alpha and sexier then I ever have. This hasn't given me any results from women other then blatant staring a few times.
This version feels so much more powerful and better then the last. I feel allot of my complaints with the last one were addressed.
I can tell you with 100 percent certainty DMSI is allowing me to heal and recover over the last snapchat chick SO much better and easier then in the past.
I can say with certainty I would be devastated and crushed right now if I wasn't on DMSI.
Just knowing my personality and how I was before i know this is true. I'm still upset but I feel the pain more logically then emotionally & the pain is reduced dramatically compared to the past.
I've been doing allot of releasing however so that helps, through a releasing method ( i believed sedona method) and also releasing through writing music. Releasing has been helping me allot. whenever I feel the negative emotions surface I start releasing and i'm better within 2-10 minutes.
for sure DMSI is making me feel allot better about everything right now.
I feel like I'm a 10/10 guy in allot of ways, I feel soooooo attractive when i'm out and about. I am naturally very good looking but DMSI just makes ur body language and mannerisms super attractive too.My bodybuilding physique is better then it's ever been now too so that also is making me feel good about myself.
DMSI is helping me be positive and realize my good qualities about myself.
I haven't paid much attention to the aura aspect of DMSI. But I definitely feel my overall presence when I'm in public is much stronger.
Had a dream last night I was being forced into a gang and through fear of death I was involved in two robberys ( in the dream)
and the gang leader was bringing me to the second robbery and gave me a ar-15 and he was in front of me leading the way and when he was 20 feet away I started shooting at him because I didn't want to commit the crime I wanted to kill the guy forcing me in the gang.
So it cuts into another scene with the gang leader in hand cuffs, and there was police around, i realized if i don't kill the guy he's going to tell people what I did and I'll end up getting killed. So while the guy was laying down in hand cuffs I shot him a few times and he died.
Then a police officer tried shooting me 8 times but his gun jammed each time and i screamed to not shoot and i layed down and they arrested me.
You didn't want to commit a crime so you killed a guy instead... hmm...
(03-07-2018, 09:31 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]It's symbolism, Sarge.
I know. I'm trying to point it out. Very interesting symbolism.
(03-07-2018, 10:54 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote: [ -> ] (03-07-2018, 09:31 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]It's symbolism, Sarge.
I know. I'm trying to point it out. Very interesting symbolism.
What do you guys reckon it means? I should note to you guys though that the robbery that was taking place was more like a police station invasion. we were basically 2 of us trying to ambush what looked like a police department, there was lots of cops.
Edit:
internet says this
Dreaming of gang's or being part of a gang is a warning connected to aggressiveness. To see gangs with gun's is an omen that things in life are going to be difficult in the near future.
seems true tbh . i got some major changes incoming in my future. big things are happening. I am very aggressive too. Have allot of rage inside of me.
Hi Raykon!
Seems clear to me man.
The "gang" who was "forcing you to do things you don't want to do", is DMSI.
You going to such lengths in the dream to kill the people forcing you, is signifying resistance and the extremes willing to go to for it.
The "police" and "other people that would find out about what I did", could be other parts of your awareness discovering the resistance, compared to the resisting part(s). You laying down and being arrested at the end, could mean coming into balance with both perspectives of awareness. Maybe the resistance is removed, or just weakened now.
The dream makes sense in the context of DMSI and struggles on it. All the best.
My interpretation would be that the gang and it's leader is DMSI, and the "crimes" is what DMSI is trying to accomplish. The gun is something that DMSI gave you to execute the script and achieve the goals, which you turned on DMSI in an effort to resist. The "police" would be the parts of you that are enforcing the status quo/ "the law" which you fear to go against. The gang leader is likely symbolizing that part of you that was most strongly executing, and the "killing it" likely means you have successfully repressed it for the time being.
The killing of it getting you arrested would then also mean that you know that what you are doing (resisting, attempting to "kill it") is wrong.
Getting arrested literally means "to be stopped", and this part of you symbolized by the police likely represents the parts of you resisting. Overall, you fear to go against the status quo and were willing to commit a bigger "crime" to prevent a smaller one, meaning you are willing to do almost anything to avoid execution and going against the status quo.
I don't think that your resistance would have been weakened at all in this scenario. It would have, with your help, symbolically won that round.
(03-07-2018, 04:57 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]My interpretation would be that the gang and it's leader is DMSI, and the "crimes" is what DMSI is trying to accomplish. The gun is something that DMSI gave you to execute the script and achieve the goals, which you turned on DMSI in an effort to resist. The "police" would be the parts of you that are enforcing the status quo/ "the law" which you fear to go against. The gang leader is likely symbolizing that part of you that was most strongly executing, and the "killing it" likely means you have successfully repressed it for the time being.
The killing of it getting you arrested would then also mean that you know that what you are doing (resisting, attempting to "kill it") is wrong.
Getting arrested literally means "to be stopped", and this part of you symbolized by the police likely represents the parts of you resisting. Overall, you fear to go against the status quo and were willing to commit a bigger "crime" to prevent a smaller one, meaning you are willing to do almost anything to avoid execution and going against the status quo.
I don't think that your resistance would have been weakened at all in this scenario. It would have, with your help, symbolically won that round.
do you think il be able to get past the resistance? Is resistance normal, or a bad thing.
Amazing dream interpretation btw unreal.
I agree with Shannon's interpretation. The only thing I'd add is that if you could see the faces of any of the people in the dream, they represented specific parts of your personality/psyche. Which could give you a clue to what parts of you are resisting and what parts are on DMSI's side.
If a criminal was a recognizable face, for example, it would be the part of you that identifies most with that person.
"through fear of death"
Dreams of death are hailed as good omens. It signifies that apart of you is dying to let a new part grow. If you were to take this dream to a Shaman of old they'd be really excited for you.
I also want to add this in here for you Raykon
Sometimes what seems like to right answer is actually what perpetuates the paradigm. For instance, I've noticed that your response to either a rejection or a bad turn of events with a woman is to "hit the gym and get bigger" i.e more aggression.
Whilst being caveman is incredibly attractive to a woman, it's only attractive to one part of her brain - the reptilian brain. You still have to appeal to the mammalian brain (complex emotions including comfort) and the human brain (prefrontal cortex related to executive function).
In a similar vein, the PUA paradigm and the "nice guy" paradigm also loop back in on themselves and perpetuate the problem. PUA's resolve to learn more game and to game more women and nice guys resolve to be even nicer when they don't get what they want.
In relation to your dream, your action of avoiding death is exactly what is perpetuating your current situation. Everything else that followed was a result of that choice. Sometimes we're terrified of changing who we are because we're so accustomed to the security of who we've been.
I'd presume DMSI is calling upon you to transform yourself hence the subconscious communication through dreams. I'd take that as a solid sign of progress.
(03-07-2018, 06:07 PM)Raykon Wrote: [ -> ] (03-07-2018, 04:57 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]My interpretation would be that the gang and it's leader is DMSI, and the "crimes" is what DMSI is trying to accomplish. The gun is something that DMSI gave you to execute the script and achieve the goals, which you turned on DMSI in an effort to resist. The "police" would be the parts of you that are enforcing the status quo/ "the law" which you fear to go against. The gang leader is likely symbolizing that part of you that was most strongly executing, and the "killing it" likely means you have successfully repressed it for the time being.
The killing of it getting you arrested would then also mean that you know that what you are doing (resisting, attempting to "kill it") is wrong.
Getting arrested literally means "to be stopped", and this part of you symbolized by the police likely represents the parts of you resisting. Overall, you fear to go against the status quo and were willing to commit a bigger "crime" to prevent a smaller one, meaning you are willing to do almost anything to avoid execution and going against the status quo.
I don't think that your resistance would have been weakened at all in this scenario. It would have, with your help, symbolically won that round.
do you think il be able to get past the resistance? Is resistance normal, or a bad thing.
Amazing dream interpretation btw unreal.
If I didn't think you'd be able to overcome your resistance, would I have spent all this time and effort building all these versions of DMSI?
If we consider that most of the people who have run DMSI have resisted, and that is what has forced me to keep working on this for so long, then we can presume that the majority of a bell curve would represent people who attempt to resist DMSI, and that would make that reaction "normal".
I did forget to interpret the police firing 8 times and having the gun jam each time. I interpret that as being the part of you trying to maintain the status quo trying to kill you, but being prevented - possibly by DMSI, possibly because the transformation that such a symbolic death would bring is not yet happening enough, and possibly because it was trying to scare you but not harm you.
