Day 13
Back to being super hungry today. A bit of brain fog and lethargy today.
R the 9/10 reffered to previously, found every reason she could to interact with me today. She started off telling me she had a dream about me last night. She said we were running a 5k together but we decided to duck and just hang out. I laughed and said hanging out sounds much better than running anyway. She agreed. Later in the day she wanted me to feel a spot on her hand where there was a small bump she is concerned about. Honestly the bump was barely noticeable but I took my time rubbing and examining her hands. I assumed that's what she wanted anyway and she's so damn cute I didn't want to let go of them.
Day 14
Brain fog is gone today.
R has already initiated saying hi to me while flashing me a seductive/sly smile. R seems to be extremely effected by whether I am running a DMSI. When I am not she is friendly but not flirtatious and never initiates anything. When I am running a DMSI, R, finds any reason to initiate conversation, flirting, and any interaction between us really. Other women are effected by DMSI but nowhere as noticably. Amber who I've talked about before seems to be more effected by DMSI as well but not to the degree R is.
Im curious to know how do you compare DMSI with Sex Magnet experience?
(03-08-2018, 09:58 AM)Socrates Wrote: [ -> ]Im curious to know how do you compare DMSI with Sex Magnet experience?
Not to knock SM3, I for sure made gainz with the sub but the newer tech in DMSI is much stronger. If there was no such thing as DMSI I would rerun sm3 for sure. But there is a DMSI so I never plan to run AM6 or SM3 again. I will stick with the newer tech DMSI, AM7 and other 6g subs as Shannon makes them available.
Tonight will be my break day from DMSI.
I have been having solid results with women during 3.2B but I have been wasting more and more time with porn. The thought has been popping into my head lately that I will always be addicted to porn even though it hasn't generally been a problem for me in the past. Then the idea kept popping into my head about how much safer masturbation is then sex because of the risk of STDs and how lucky I've been in the past to never contract an STD. I guess the resistance is really picking up.
Yep definately sounds like it's digging up old fears you've pushed down. When it gets past that you should notice even more good things.
(03-08-2018, 06:38 PM)JakeKennedy Wrote: [ -> ]Tonight will be my break day from DMSI.
I have been having solid results with women during 3.2B but I have been wasting more and more time with porn. The thought has been popping into my head lately that I will always be addicted to porn even though it hasn't generally been a problem for me in the past. Then the idea kept popping into my head about how much safer masturbation is then sex because of the risk of STDs and how lucky I've been in the past to never contract an STD. I guess the resistance is really picking up.
If you're smart enough to use a physical barrier, there's very little to worry about during sex for STDs. And if you're playing it smart to begin with, even less.
Let's see how DMSI handles this resistance.
Day 19
Amber has been all over me today. It's not bad to have a 8/10 20 year old touching you on the hand/arm/shoulder and trying to get your attention all day. It's to the point, today, she was getting "looks" from other female co-workers while she was doing whatever she could to keep my attention to herself. It's unclear whether their looks were out of jealousy or if they thought she was being inappropriate. It could have been either. She didn't persue my attention in the afternoon nearly as intensely as she did this morning. Probably due to the fact I didnt completely reciprocate her advances. I wasn't stand-offish or a dick by any means though, as I do enjoy her company. She is very fun to hang out with, cute and her presence adds greatly to my work day. Thank you DMSI for providing me with a cute 20 year old who follows me around like a puppy dog. Makes my day much better.
Day 20
Urge to look at porn and masturbate is back. I had little to no urge from day 15 until today. The only reason I haven't today is I have been too busy and haven't had the privacy. Back when I was in school I would masturbate before I would study because I would be more relaxed and could always focus better. I had thoughts jumping into my head today that I could get more work done if I would just rub one out first. I haven't had thoughts like that in forever. For the record I still haven't masturbated in five days.
Keep chocking that chicken.. Buddy.
Day 21 - Had to switch to MIR2
I'm currently on my second day of MIR2. I believe I started it about a day and a half late. The first day of the illness I had exhaustion like symptoms but I passed them off as a result of the intense workouts I've been doing lately catching up with me. When I finally realized I was getting a cold virus I was on a work project with a nearly dead phone, no charger and no other way to play the sub. I was not thrilled with myself for starting the sub so late due to the critical importance of starting it as early as possible in virus cycle.
One interesting thing I have noted about MIR2 is the more you listen to it the quicker and more effectively it will work. I listened to it for most of December and January because people around me were ill and I was waiting for 3.2 to come out. I never reported this at the time but the first time I used MIR2, soon after it was released, I actually thought I had better results from MIR version 1. The second time I used MIR2 I felt like it may have been slightly better than version 1. In summary each successive time I used MIR2 I felt it worked stronger quicker and more effectively. After the extended December-January run it feels as though it has gained power exponentially. I have used it twice since and feels much stronger than the first few times I used it. Even though I started MIR2 way too late I feel like it is already kicking this viruses ass.
R 9/10 has been giving me little to no eye contact and acting as if she has no desire to socialize with me since I've been on MIR2. You would think P6 from 3.2B would still be effecting her even though I'm running MIR2. I am still seeing DMSI results from a large number of women. R continues to amaze me by how drastically she is effected by DMSI 3.x. Time and time again while I am running DMSI she cannot do much more to flirt without being looked at as socially unacceptable. Then as soon as I stop running the script she is standoffish and cold. The thing that gets me most is how much more she is effected than any other women I know.
As a side note MIR2 has almost completely killed a nasty cold I had in only two days. In the last year I haven't been sick more than 2 days at a time because MIR2 just completely crushes whatever I contract.
I started back up with 3.2B last night. I seem to be 100% virus free. Thanks to MIR2 I missed no work or even workouts. I could feel my body was infected with a virus but the sub kept the symptoms to a minimum.
Two days back into 3.2B and already R is trying to get my attention again. Not to the extent she was before I got to jump over to MIR2 but still night and day differently than normal.
No major updates. I have noticed a slight uptick in interest from females after MIR2 but it doesn't seem as obvious as before. My desire to get shredded for summer has been increasing and my workouts have been solid. Still wasting too much time with porn though. For me on this sub my response from woman has been up, workouts have been better, libido has been up but desire for porn and masturbation has increased proportionally. I feel like a teenager with raging hormones.
Staying with 3.2B for the foreseeable future. I see no need to jump to A.