(08-20-2017, 06:30 AM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ] (08-19-2017, 09:49 PM)Benjamin Wrote: [ -> ]Quote:I'm continuing to do Inner Bonding and realizing more and more things about myself and my experiences.
I've long said that E2 actually helped me more with seduction than any other subliminal and I now realize why: when I was on E2 I was fully connected to my inner child and loving adult. I was fulfilled. This internal sense of fulfillment was radiating from me and women were taking notice.
Nice man, glad you're enjoying Inner Bonding.
I can say the same about E2.. it helped me more with girls than anything else, I was with like 3 different girls who were 10 years younger than me and it kind of just flowed. And I was doing more things just for my enjoyment too instead of just going out to hopefully find girls.
Where DMSI has brought me with the healing, dealing with abandonment and such is awesome and going deep. But on the actual girl side.. E2 was better for me.
Yes - there's something being completely overlooked with the connection between E2 and DMSI. There is a component there that women need to connect with to express themselves in a sexual manner comfortably. I believe it has something to do with the love energy flooding, personally. My SIL would initiate texting and Snapchat with me, and to this day, has never done so since. Of course, that's just one example.
In a way they have reversed effects: while on E2 I remember all the ladies at dance class being very comfortable with me and initiating some sort of grinding at some point while I just had some intention of being in a good mood, smiling with it, and enjoying whatever passing goodies came my way. This included not-so-fit and not-so-confident ladies also. Then if you compare that to what RTB reported now in his DMSI journal (which seems similar to what someone else reported of 2 years on AoS 4G), it seems its making the users status very high and creating intimidation and self-conscious/ASD behavior.
So could it just simply be that E2's unconditional love aura is making everyone feel good about themselves (ah, he likes me as I am; I feel free to initiate) and DMSI's aura makes some gals feel bad about themselves (maybe he doesn't think I'm X enough, I'm always insecure about Y, I have to act cool now). I guess you attract people with different vibes (loving/competitive).
I can't say i've noticed people getting intimidated from DMSI. It's made people more open in my case, especially the days it's really kicking in.
Though as i've said I barely notice signals of interest if i'm somewhere around girls.. but then if I do talk to them most of the time, especially at the gym they respond well. More so than before DMSI.
I definitely sense people getting intimidated. However, I can "play that off" by interacting with people in a chill/fun way, making people like me because I release the pressure of the interaction.
It's like you meet a celebrity and you think "oh I can't do X because I'll embarrass myself" and when you actually begin talking to that celebrity, he/she shows to be the coolest damn person you've ever met for being so "close to the earth". Increasing your respect for that person WAY more than if they were just a celebrity. But, on the women side, this still doesn't necessarily mean they'll initiate.
I'd definitely say that LK's assessment is a good/truthful one.
I've been fondly reminiscing on my DMSI run as I pore over seduction material from authors I trust.
As far as the statistics I've picked up from a few authors go as far as their opens to lays, what I did on DMSI was nothing short of astounding. Right now, statistically I'm in the average for sexual partners men will experience in a lifetime (and it's likely that men would raise this number to protect their egos). I'm in my early 20s. The one year anniversary of my first real sexual experience just passed.
The reason I bring this up is because I heard a strong voice in my head say "you know this is the last version you can resist right?" and another voice responded "Yes I know." The first voice continued and said "From now on we're in a DMSI reality."
I believe I'm experiencing TID from 3.2 already.
If these feelings are legit, it certainly feels much smoother than previous versions. It seems like a version I can fully accept. For the longest time I've felt like DMSI was a set of clothing I was wearing over my body, not something I was being. Even now it's hard to accept that my results are really my own because they were achieved so easily.
It looks like Shannon really found a way to beat out the resistance on 3.2. Even on 3.1 we're getting movement from our hardcore resisters, even if it's an inch at a time. With the proposed changes and P6 in 3.2 I'm certain that 3.2 may be the version where results are achieved for the majority of users.
Secretly, Shannon has been hard at work developing a new ASS/ART module to add to the skeleton script, which is showing a lot of promise in the models. And by that I mean... I don't know if I will ever be able to get through to the Sensors, but this thing looks pretty damned good in the models! So maybe you are experiencing TID from 3.2.
Beast 14 produced results in a recent experiment that just dropped my jaw and the jaw of one of my guest observers (but still didn't make the design goal, dammit), and I'm pretty much positive that if B14 doesn't achieve the design goal, B15 will.
It is very interesting to have you hearing different aspects of yourself (?) having that particular conversation.
Oh snap, I was right!
What I can surmise from these two aspects is the one resisting is a particularly hurt and disassociated part of myself.
It's unwilling or unable to understand that the emotions it feels aren't outside of itself, but internally generated. At some point I concluded that I had no agency over what I felt.
The other part seems to be a more mature version of me, the result of all my years of subliminal usage. My results didn't go away, they kept collectively building, but that old part of me wouldn't allow them to 100% execute.
Perhaps taking on this subliminal programming would mean it would have to take on responsibility for what it felt? Or it would threaten my safety?
Not certain, but there's a deep conflict going on there that 3.2 has been able to overcome.
For 3.2 I'd like to make a suggestion for an affected-side "responsibility" programming. From what I've seen, women are not taking responsibility for the way they feel while we're on the program, they attribute what they feel to us. I believe if women felt that "I'm really attracted to him!" rather than "He's really attractive!" they'd be more likely to act on the programming.
I'm not sure if that makes sense, but it's what my intuition is telling me is correct.
Still far from being a super learner as the H&C takes place, but definitely noting some changes to the way I learn.
I can definitely enter a flow state when there is something to learn. The trick is being open to learning. It's approaching the subject with curiosity and letting go so you can learn something new. I wasn't doing that before.
Im getting the first inklings of TID from DMSI. I'm curious if I can guess more features based on what I'm feeling.
Go for it.
The parts thing may be my unconscious responding to the subliminal after doing more and more Inner Bonding (communicating between the Loving Adult aspect of yourself and the Inner Child Aspect.)
I've never experienced parts of myself talking to each other in that manner though. I've always consciously facilitated any parts of myself connecting with each other. I was a bit glad that Shannon confirmed he was working on the autopilot because it made it likely that I wasn't losing my mind.
The only things that are different from the 4 5.5G programs I've used, that could likely be from 3.2, is internal autopilot. I feel completely aligned with DMSI's goal consciously and unconsciously.
I'm autopilot healing my inner child. This was a process I had to consciously facilitate that is happening very quickly just outside my awareness.
There's a part of me that is now
actively healing another part of me. There's a flood of images and sensations in my awareness than I can tap into if I'd like, and sometimes these images will make it into my conscious awareness. It sounds like a sped up conversation, with thoughts, images, sensations and emotions being rapidly processed, and it's taking place between two parts of myself, not just from the subliminal.
That resistant part of me? It's cooperating quite nicely. Not just cooperating, but rather eager to experience the goals of DMSI.
I ran DMSI B (I know
) to see what would happen and this is what came up. Not certain if its TID/MLS/DMSI, but it is different for me. The TID factor seems likely because I don't get this for MLS at all. This began while I was running MLS, but I felt it linked exclusively to DMSI's goal. It also seems uniquely unattached to 3.1B. It feels like it's own thing.