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I feel like all of my desire to have success with women, business etc has been purely driven by ego. This is not real self-confidence. I wonder if all of the pain I'm suffering is the result of exposing the emotions behind my ego driven attempts to get self-confidence from success. In other words from extrinsically validated self-confidence. I wonder if these difficult emotions I have to face are exposed when AM6 undoes the attachment to extrinsic validation. Curious if that's what AM6 actually does.
(06-08-2017 06:21 PM)ffaux Wrote: [ -> ]I feel like all of my desire to have success with women, business etc has been purely driven by ego. This is not real self-confidence. I wonder if all of the pain I'm suffering is the result of exposing the emotions behind my ego driven attempts to get self-confidence from success. In other words from extrinsically validated self-confidence. I wonder if these difficult emotions I have to face are exposed when AM6 undoes the attachment to extrinsic validation. Curious if that's what AM6 actually does.

Yes, absolutely. I went through this exact thing. We're brainwashed to believe validation comes from external achievements and status in society, but there's another way and AM6 is showing it to you. To me it's about free will, to understand what we really want instead of what we've been told to want.
It's incredible to me how much of my life has been driven by the desire to externally reinforce my belief that I'm special. I've been told I'm special all my life. Yet to every single woman I've opened my heart, the opposite was true. But I keep seeking ways to be special to women. First it was to be the ideal, the perfect husband material. This left women dryer than a desert. And naturally they got bored. Then it was being a player. Women (when I could get them) were wetter than the ocean. Except they all just used me for their own pleasure like I was a fun toy. Now my ploy is to be selective. It never ends.

It's not just with women. This is especially true in al of my professional endeavours. In a corporate environment I act as if I'm special and people take notice and treat me that way (I obviously back it up with ability and knowledge). In my entrepreneurial endeavours I must, must have an original idea and be at the forefront of thinking or I'm disappointed. It's in my behaviour everywhere in life. Even when I used to play games.

My self-worth is entirely dependent on the world acting towards me as if I am special. When people act like the opposite is true I am completely crushed. And I mean deep depression kind of crushed. Every time I break up with a woman and she shows me that I'm not special my self-worth plummets to zero. Whenever I am rejected professionally or romantically my self-worth plummets to zero.

The most special people I've met though are those who have been extraordinary yet extraordinarily humble. I hope that this is where I'm heading.

Ps. I think, given how much growth I've had to go through to get to this point, that this is a form of validation for my hypothesis that a big source of resistance for me has been the ego balancer. That seems to be where most of the growth is coming from.
Stage 6 is pushing me to acknowledge something that I don't want to face. I've been trying repeatedly to distract myself and escape from my feelings by watching videos about video games. My mind is afraid to admit to something so it's trying desperately to protect me.

When I don't hide from my feelings I get pangs of anxiety and sadness. It's really difficult to concentrate because focusing on something brings my emotions to the surface. I don't know what it is that is so difficult to accept.
This most important thing AM6 has done for me this round is to help me stop hating my ex. I had to turn all my non-love feelings into love feelings so I could let her go. In the past I've held on to these things for years but now before its been a year I'm starting to let it go of the worst I've ever been treated by anyone. Good stuff. Thank you Shannon.
My life so far can be described as the great search for significance. A girl I went on a date with a long time ago told me I have an inferiority complex. I think she was right. My journey with AM6 has been so long because I started with no self-worth and all false ego. Everything I have done so far in my life has been motivated by this insecurity: from starting a business to wanting to be popular with girls and friends; even my addiction to games was driven by my desire to be better than everyone around me. Where to from here? Who knows. As usual when a realisation like this comes it inevitably means something has shifted psychologically because of AM6.
I just realised that I still really seek my social status outside of myself. I need extrinsic things like a job, education, my attractiveness to determine my status. I haven't been able to break this yet after four rounds of AM6. I don't know why.
Stage 6 complete. Round 4 complete.

Starting stage 7 in two weeks.
I feel like my ego has been and is being deconstructed.
I have been operating under the hidden assumption that women have control and power. I hope I'm realising because it's changing. I can see how much this has undermined my success because of overcompensating behaviours.
I should have used E2 after breaking up with my ex. Running AM6 at that time was not a good idea. I'm only now starting to feel my happiness slowly, slowly return, 1.5 years later.
This is from Ben's DMSI journal

“Imagine that you have a magical kitchen in your home. In that magical kitchen, you can have any food that you want from any place in the world in any quantity. You never worry about what to eat; whatever you wish for. You are very generous with your food; you give your food unconditionally to others, not because you want something in return from them. Whoever comes to your home, you feed just for the pleasure of sharing your food, and your house is always full of people who come to eat the food from your magical kitchen.

Then one day someone knocks at your door, and it’s a person with a pizza. You open the door, and the person looks at you and says, ‘Hey, do you see this pizza? I’ll give you this pizza I you let me control your life, if you do whatever I want you to do. You are never going to starve because I can bring pizza every day. You just have to be good to me.’

Can you imagine your reaction? In your kitchen you can have the same pizza even better. Yet this person comes to you and offers you food, if you just do whatever she wants you to. You are going to laugh and say, ‘No thank you! I don’t need your food, I have plenty of food!’

Now imagine the exact opposite. Several weeks have gone by and you haven’t eaten. You are starving and you have no money in your pocket to buy food. The person comes with the pizza and says, ‘Hey, there’s food here. You can have this food if you just do what I want you to.’ You can smell the food, and you are starving. You decide to accept the food and do whatever the person asks of you. You eat some food, and she says, ‘If you want more, you can have more, but you have to keep doing what I want you to do.’

You have food today, but tomorrow you may not have food, so you agree to do whatever you can for food. You can become a slave because of food, because you need food because you don’t have it.”

Replace food with 'love' or 'approval'.


ffaux, we make our own happiness. It comes from inside. The phrasing "I'm only now starting to feel my happiness slowly, slowly return" indicates that you've placed it outside of yourself. Just some food for thought
Considering asking for a refund. These goals have not been met.
  • Have let go of any negative self image, attitudes, thoughts and beliefs about yourself
  • Have a powerful, positive sense of self respect, self esteem, self image and self worth.
  • Have unshakable self confidence.
  • Treat women as people to enjoy the company of, without taking them too seriously, needing them, or being easily upset by them
  • Have released expectations towards women, which often lead to bad choices, actions, attitudes, thinking and responses
  • Be self sufficient and self reliant mentally, emotionally and otherwise
  • Be able to effortlessly approach any woman you want – and the more attractive you find her, the easier it will be
  • Exude an aura of confidence, commanding presence and authority, which gets you respect, attention and obedience
  • Exude an aura of sexiness that makes you much more attractive to the beautiful women you encounter. The more beautiful they are, the more attracted and interested they will be.
  • No longer seek approval from others, nor be concerned with what they think of you or what you do or say

I'm undecided on whether I should ask for it now or if I should try to run it one more time, stage 1 to 6, before giving up. I don't like giving up. So far I've run AM6 4 times and then listened to stage 7 for 6 months.
Yeah it's too late. I think you have 6 months after your first run to get a refund and if you've ran it more than once you can't get a refund.

I would just say to run it again cause sometimes it feels like we aren't getting results when really we are. That's part of the reason I make videos and I still have bouts where I feel like subs don't work despite all the progress I've made.

Imagine how long you've been programmed to be the way you were/are. Now imagine how long it will take to program yourself completely with AM6. It will probably be a considerablly shorter time since AM6 is literally pumping you with programming vs getting negatively programmed passively here and there throughout your life but still.
(01-18-2018 10:36 PM)ffaux Wrote: [ -> ]Considering asking for a refund. These goals have not been met.
  • Have let go of any negative self image, attitudes, thoughts and beliefs about yourself
  • Have a powerful, positive sense of self respect, self esteem, self image and self worth.
  • Have unshakable self confidence.
  • Treat women as people to enjoy the company of, without taking them too seriously, needing them, or being easily upset by them
  • Have released expectations towards women, which often lead to bad choices, actions, attitudes, thinking and responses
  • Be self sufficient and self reliant mentally, emotionally and otherwise
  • Be able to effortlessly approach any woman you want – and the more attractive you find her, the easier it will be
  • Exude an aura of confidence, commanding presence and authority, which gets you respect, attention and obedience
  • Exude an aura of sexiness that makes you much more attractive to the beautiful women you encounter. The more beautiful they are, the more attracted and interested they will be.
  • No longer seek approval from others, nor be concerned with what they think of you or what you do or say

I'm undecided on whether I should ask for it now or if I should try to run it one more time, stage 1 to 6, before giving up. I don't like giving up. So far I've run AM6 4 times and then listened to stage 7 for 6 months.
that tells me it is not working for you, sorry to say.
Get your hands on Developing Self Charisma 3G, that will definitely give you a feel at what's possible.
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