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Victim mentality is on the way out.
I'm starting to have really positive feelings towards America, American people and music and stuff for some reason lol

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The approval seeking is very strong. It makes me deeply unhappy.
Feeling insecure about keeping a woman and competing with other men.

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I'm awkward, dorky, and I don't know how to pick up girls.

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I feel like I'm really uncool.

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Women are finding me attractive but I don't feel attractive.

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People are telling me I'm cocky.
Feeling really clear and calm, I feel sure/secure. Not sure what has shifted.

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I feel independent and self-sufficient. I'd like a girlfriend but I don't know if I could love her. I think I have a faulty definition of what it means to love someone. I think of love as self-sacrifice...as in sacrificing everything for the other person's happiness, a definition and pattern I no doubt learned from my mom. It's so passionate and dramatic.

Frosted

(02-18-2017 03:52 PM)ffaux Wrote: [ -> ]Feeling insecure about keeping a woman and competing with other men.

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I'm awkward, dorky, and I don't know how to pick up girls.

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I feel like I'm really uncool.

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Women are finding me attractive but I don't feel attractive.

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People are telling me I'm cocky.

Yeah it's weird. You give off the vibe that you're some high confidence dude yet you feel like shit. Been there felt like shit for my entire run yet when I looked at my last video I looked confident af and couldn't believe I felt so insecure at the time. If only
we could feel as awesome as we apparently are. It is so ironically delicious lol.
(02-20-2017 05:28 AM)Frosted Wrote: [ -> ]Yeah it's weird. You give off the vibe that you're some high confidence dude yet you feel like shit. Been there felt like shit for my entire run yet when I looked at my last video I looked confident af and couldn't believe I felt so insecure at the time. If only
we could feel as awesome as we apparently are. It is so ironically delicious lol.

I think it's just a natural reaction. My hypothesis is that our deeply held beliefs and feelings about ourselves come to the surface when they're incongruent to the statements made by the subliminal. I don't know what purpose it serves but I've experienced it enough to just journal what comes up without attachment or aversion, just as an observation of what I'm experiencing.
Sex drive is rapidly increasing. I think this is part of the whole picture of my attachment to women:
1. Sex
2. Loneliness
3. Approval/attention seeking
My business is going shit, I'm constantly reminded that I'm not attractive to women, I don't have a regular circle of friends but AM6 is blocking me from feeling self-pity. On I go.

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This whole time I've been expecting AM6 to change my life but it's me that's changing.

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It is difficult to accept how much I've wasted my life and how little I have achieved. Yet I know that AM6 has corrected my path and put rocket boosters on my back to push me in the right direction. This programme needs to be repeated to build momentum in the right direction. It's just a shame that I wasted a few runs by putting too much perceptory pressure on myself and creating counterproductive stress and resistance by listening too many hours and too loudly. 8 hours and -60db is the sweet spot for AM6 for me right now. I anticipate that this will change to increase as I change to harmonise with the incoming suggestions.
Hit a bit of resistance last night. Spent the last few hours leading into my alarm tossing and turning. Luckily the perceptory pressure and hours are low this time. I turned the subliminal off and after a few minutes I was flooded with feelings of anger and resentment toward my ex. She really ***** me over. I'm glad it's coming up and releasing. She doesn't deserve to become trauma.
(02-23-2017 01:10 PM)ffaux Wrote: [ -> ]
(02-23-2017 11:06 AM)Frosted Wrote: [ -> ]most girls don't want and are too stupid to see a real alpha. They want the guy who is alpha externally.

My experience has been that people in general don't realise, and when they do they are intimidated but attracted. Your game is next level, they've never met anyone with your level of self-respect and self-worth. They respect you and want you but they're too intimidated to chase you, they will just make themselves available to you should you choose them.
I just have this great affection and admiration for America. It's like it's calling me and my life is aligning around taking me there. I don't understand it and it's scaring me.
I'm frustrated to learn that I'm unattractive to women
1. I'm not getting hot/many tinder matches
2. Girls are putting no effort into catching my attention

I'm also disillusioned with the dating dynamics at the moment. It's like I only get any power after I have sex with women. That's when they used to start chasing me. Now that I'm not trying to get laid anymore and I'm being more selective I have no power and no one is chasing me.
I don't have the success I want anywhere in my life.
(02-27-2017 07:26 PM)ffaux Wrote: [ -> ]I don't have the success I want anywhere in my life.

You already have the success you want in life, that is why you are still persist up to 4 run now. This is the way to success.

To reach the success you often need a lot of small steps, and rarely one big step. A small step that you specify must be right, and you should do so in the right time.

It all takes time to become a reality.
Woke up early in the morning with what was presumably resistance or discord between two parts of my person. I had thoughts in my head along a similar vein to not having success. I have beliefs about myself that I'm a loser in every part of my life and a battle was raging inside of me this morning and those beliefs we're coming to the surface in full force.
The discord between my self-image and how others perceive me is so big.
I'm still obsessed with women. I don't want to accept that I'm unattractive to women and I want to get into a relationship so that I feel attractive and feel validated.

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There's an element of fear that drives my behaviour towards women.

Also let me rephrase, I don't want to accept that I'm unattractive to women I find attractive.

A girl I went on a date with last night just texted me asking me if I want to join her for a movie night. But I don't find her attractive.
Fake it till you make it is such a wildly damaging mindset. I have all these insecurities that I've been hiding in my jungian shadow that are now slowing down AM6 and because I'm in denial about them it's all resistance until I reach a breaking point and face myself. The self-confidence AM6 is trying to instil in me is just bravado and pride until I go through this process, real change isn't happening until I stop trying to deny that I need to change.

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My ex hurt me so much when we broke up. I don't understand it. I was so good to her but she flipped a switch and wanted revenge for god knows what was in her crazy imagination when we broke up. And my friends at the time defended her because she gave them the impression that she cared about me but I didn't care about her and then dumped her carelessly and they never even questioned it. I don't think I've admitted how much I was hurt by it all until now. She hurt me and my friends hurt me. And I don't know who I can talk to because it's such old news now, I just pent it up inside but now I'm talking to you dear reader.

And now I'm looking someone to care about me. I don't feel like anyone cares about me. And I ***** hate all these people who have sex with no emotions because I get emotionally attached. And I thought if I pretended like I don't everything would be fine but it wasn't, it ended up biting me in the butt when my friends thought it was true. And so now I can't be promiscuous anymore because if I am it bites me in the butt when I inevitable start caring about someone. But because I don't want to be promiscuous I don't want to be with someone promiscuous. And it seems like every ***** one is promiscuous. What's the point of all this? No point, I'm just ranting about everything that hurts and makes me deeply sad and unhappy.
My poor social skills are a constant source of self-criticism, including my inability to hold an engaging conversation with someone I just met, inability to attract women, inability to turn acquaintances into friendships and so on.
My self-confidence with respect to women is at an all time low. I have no desire to work out or be attractive. I have resentment and negative feelings towards women, particularly from my ex and my old housemate. I'm on tinder but I'm being avoidant. I don't trust women. Lots of negativity. It's as if I'm sabotaging myself in this area out of fear. AM6 isn't helping.

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I have an insecurity about loving and caring about a woman who has let herself be treated without respect by more alpha men. How do you trust and love someone without self-respect?

My mind is such a mess. I don't know where the root of all this comes from. Let it heal, just let it heal.

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I need the validation of a relationship to feel positive about myself and my self-worth.
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