THIS POST IS NSFW!!!
So, I'm of the impression now that the aura does indeed work, it just requires multiple exposures to fully settle in. So, here's the whole story:
Last night during class, she was acting really weird and kinda standoffish. I assumed it was because I missed my window and she subconsciously had pegged me for beta. Fine with me, I was kinda over it. Then, I noticed that she kept going to the bathroom. That, mixed with the fact that I was feeling extremely badass, led me to wonder if she was going to the bathroom to clean up.
After class, I asked her what her plans were for the night, and she said she'd try to get her father to let her go out. I was like, alright and left. Soon after, I get a text from her that just said, "BORED!!!"
Here's the rest of the exchange (paraphrase):
Me: what would you rather be doing?
Her: what kind of question is that? you seem to be implying something.
Me: i think you want me to be implying something.
Her: I love how you always flip it around so that I'm the one flirting.
* I go silent *
Her: So what are you doing right now?
Me: Taking a shower. Enjoy the imagery.
Her: I am NOT imagining that. I didn't realize that our "playful" flirting had gotten to that level. Are imagining each other in the nude now. Though you'll probably say it was just me imagining it.
Me: so you admit it
Her: I do not. My mind isn't filthy as yours is. (NOTE: This is a shit test. Many men would back down at her faux outrage).
Me: That's too bad. Life is much more fun that way.
Her: What would it get me? I'd go even more crazier than I already am. (Note: She's sexually frustrated because her dad / brothers are locking her down).
Me: You have to try it to find out, that's the fun of it all.
Her: You're going to get me trouble! That's part of your dangerous appeal. (Note: Check, even a sheltered virgin likes dangerous men that pushes the boundaries but also isn't socially autistic. Her dad loves me, even though I'm trying to rail his daughter behind his back, and she's eating it all up).
Me: I'm just unlocking what's already there. I see through that innocent front of yours.
Her: It's not a front. It's real.
Me: Not if you keep hanging out with me.
Her: Some silly poetic shit about a magic man with a key to unlock her chains. (NOTE: Another shit test. Are you looking for a relationship or do you wanna fuck?)
Me: I'm no Disney prince. (B*tch we fuckin')
* I go silent *
Phone rings 10 minutes later. She's on the phone, breathing hard as hell, moaning softly.
Her: Guess what I'm doing?
Me: I don't need to guess.
Her: You told me to explore, that's what I'm doing?
Me: Is everyone asleep?
Her: No, [little brother] is playing XBox.
Me: Save your energy, call me when everyone's asleep.
* We get off the phone *
By this time, the hybrid is knocking my on my ass. That's a different response than usual. In the past, the hybrid has energized the hell out of me and I couldn't sleep. This time, I was being seduced into the nicest, coziest sleep ever.
I set my phone to "Do Not Disturb," UNLESS she called or texted. At around 4am, I get a text. She's asking if I'm asleep. I tell her no, I'm awake. She says she can sneak out of the house. So, I end up going to house, which is only like 10 minutes away.
She hops into the car wearing the tightest shorts ever, a tank top and a large winter coat. I tell her that she's really bad at this. One, it's COLD AS F*CK. Two, the tight shorts prevent easy access, she should've worn loose PJs. She laughs and says that I seem like I've done this a lot (demonstrating high value). I pull the car into the church across the street. She cracks up, says we're gonna get caught. But this is my hometown, I've used this spot before. Where I parked, the cops can't see it from the road.
Anyway, what happened next was the worst sexual experience of my life. I don't know why I thought a sheltered, 23 year old virgin would be good at ANYTHING. First, she had these ridiculous, over-the-top reactions to everything I did. I thought she was faking, but I guess that's what happens when no other man's ever touched you sexually. Seriously, she was fucking ululating at one.
Then, she wasn't groomed at all. It looks like she tried, but failed miserably. FYI: Her mother died at a young age, and she was raised by her father. Not to mention, she was creaming everywhere, so the juice was all in the hair, and it was cold as fuck, so it was coagulating and omg.
Three... she had a slight smell. I gave her a pass because obviously she was trying not to get caught and going to the bathroom to wash up would get her caught.
And then... there was the BJ. God, that f*cking terrible BJ. I wanna slap the shit out of whoever told her that BJ's come with a ball massage. And she's sucking on the chocolately-doodle-doo like it's a fucking straw. And then. AND THEN. When I came in her mouth she SPIT THAT SH*T BACK ON ME AND STARTED TRYING TO GIVE ME A HANDJOB WITH IT!
I was like OMFG. This sh*t ain't lotion! I wanted to tell her to stop so bad as I stood there, horrified at my own baby batter being used to pleasure me. Sh*t felt incestual, but I didn't want to scare her off from ever doing anything again by chastising her.
So... I endured that sh*t. I endured it for the science. I endured it for you guys. I endured it for IML, so I could come back and report. But let it be known that I ain't ever enduring anything like that again for ANYONE.
That being said, her body is still fucking banging and I think I'm gonna f*ck her next week. At least then, I can do everything that I like and she'll love it, since she has no frame of reference anyway. We'll just have a... talk about some of her actions.
So yeah. This is clearly a build up of the aura. Seems like the more exposed a woman is to the aura, the more she was turned on. And now I gotta deal with the consequences.
F*cking DMSI.
so that finally came full circle, you said that you rejected her but then once you subconcious was healed DMSI kicked in extra hard?