Subliminal Talk

(09-16-2016, 12:43 PM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]2 testers droppin' out, and more talking about it. I wonder if it's something to do with this version. Not going to lie, I had thoughts about switching back to E2. But...

No. I'm seeing this through.

I dropped out after doing like a week of 2.4, I suggest the rest of the testers see it through to give the valuable feedback we need. I have other areas that demand focus on or I would still be at it.

I'm definitely seeing it through 32 days -- that's a given. If it keeps going the way it is, I'll probably make it to 90 days. The only other sub I'd run right now is BASE + UM. Thing is, DMSI seems to be handling my money and business situation. So, why switch?

(09-16-2016, 07:52 PM)dweller94 Wrote: [ -> ]

(09-16-2016, 12:43 PM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]2 testers droppin' out, and more talking about it. I wonder if it's something to do with this version. Not going to lie, I had thoughts about switching back to E2. But...

No. I'm seeing this through.

I dropped out after doing like a week of 2.4, I suggest the rest of the testers see it through to give the valuable feedback we need. I have other areas that demand focus on or I would still be at it.

It seems like a lot of people have dropped off from Testing 2.4. I'm not going to stop - I hate not seeing something through once I start it. It will be interesting to see where things go.

5 more loops, TS, cozy phones.

Today was to be the day to go to the gym, get some things done. My mind used every excuse again, but I fought it and won.

Got to the gym, a few cuties here and there. Ghosted by every single one. Mood soured. Told my subconscious that it sucks. "Fuck YOU subconscious! Manifest something! Show me anything!" Nothing. As we walked out (after I got him out of their daycare), my son runs straight into a fat chick. Not a cute chick, a 3/10 big'un.

Went to get a haircut. Old people, men, and fat women.

Went to get Chipotle - all men. Men in line, men on the line, a man on the register.

Went to the grocery store. Nothing. Bought a bottle of vodka and some spicy V8. Gonna watch the game, by myself, yippie-ki-yay.

Oh well. Gym, haircut, booze, game. On to the next.

(09-17-2016, 10:18 AM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]5 more loops, TS, cozy phones.

Today was to be the day to go to the gym, get some things done. My mind used every excuse again, but I fought it and won.

Got to the gym, a few cuties here and there. Ghosted by every single one. Mood soured. Told my subconscious that it sucks. "**** YOU subconscious! Manifest something! Show me anything!" Nothing. As we walked out (after I got him out of their daycare), my son runs straight into a fat chick. Not a cute chick, a 3/10 big'un.

Went to get a haircut. Old people, men, and fat women.

Went to get Chipotle - all men. Men in line, men on the line, a man on the register.

Went to the grocery store. Nothing. Bought a bottle of vodka and some spicy V8. Gonna watch the game, by myself, yippie-ki-yay.

Oh well. Gym, haircut, booze, game. On to the next.

You did the right thing.

I've noticed this happens a lot. Whenever I get inspired to take action, the conditions are almost ALWAYS poor. It's just a shit-test from the universe. Keep going.

Forgot again, meant to post that I did have sex with the Mrs. last night. 7 days no fap/no sex beforehand. Not sure if that affected aura today.

Also, still a 2-pump chump. Have been pretty much since v2.2 for whatever reason. Then again, it has been a week. The last time I lasted awhile was when I was on Day 5 of Baby Making Duty. Lasted so long I got the, "Oh, I guess you don't find me attractive today," comment. Really, it was just adjusting to the frequency.

I wanna say I lasted the best and gave the most frequent and intense orgasms when I was running 2.1 IIRC. I'd have to go back to the journal and look.

(09-17-2016, 01:03 PM)WIP68 Wrote: [ -> ]

(09-17-2016, 12:28 PM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]Forgot again, meant to post that I did have sex with the Mrs. last night. 7 days no fap/no sex beforehand. Not sure if that affected aura today.

Also, still a 2-pump chump. Have been pretty much since v2.2 for whatever reason. Then again, is had been a week. The last time I lasted awhile was when I was on Day 5 of Baby Making Duty. Lasted so long I got the, "Oh, I guess you don't find me attractive today," comment. Really, it was just adjusting to the frequency.

I wanna say I lasted the best and gave the most frequent and intense orgasms when I was running 2.1 IIRC. I'd have to go back to the journal and look.

Hey RT,

Curious question for you.

Did you notice any difference in amount or frequency of daily random hard-ons so far running each of the subs in the series?

When I ran the series I was always getting hard-ons during the day on 2.2. With all the others, not so much at all. I find this odd as I figured 2.3 (with no healing) would have given me wood more easily and most often, but not at all. I was just angry and full of rage.

I actually enjoyed getting hard all the time on 2.2. It made me feel quite virile. Like a predator.

What was your experience?

Yes! Way more random hard-ons before V2.3.

There are a lot of possible reasons. There are also a lot of changes that happen from version to version, and it's hard to say any one of them did it or not.

Unknown amount of loops. Started DMSI ultrasonic (I listen to US when my wife works overnight, which isn't often) at 3 AM and when I woke up the speaker was off (battery died) and the program was stopped at 35 minutes into a loop.

Wood this morning, that's good.

Went to lunch - a young girl, maybe 18 y/o, in a dress sat across from me (at another table) outside. It was windy, and she didn't seem to be concerned with her panties flashing. Of course, I had to look. Suddenly, I got extremely turned on. As soon as I did, she started looking my way. She wouldn't hold eye contact, and neither would I for that matter. Within minutes her hand pushed the dress down in between her legs so her hand could cover her crotch completely. A drastic change in behavior.

Got home, and the horniness wouldn't quit. Went to the bathroom and rubbed one out, I couldn't help it!

Dreams are getting more fun, less violent and dark. Feeling pretty good, mood-wise. More playful. My wife tried to pull some BS on me today, and I wasn't having it. I didn't play her game, and she threw a fit. I just ignored her. She left for work pretty damn pissed. Oh well, too bad.

Did Miss Flasher cover herself because she noticed you looking up her skirt, or because she was suddenly aware of how she was intentionally flashing you subconsciously, and uncomfortable that she was doing it?

(09-18-2016, 04:13 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]Did Miss Flasher cover herself because she noticed you looking up her skirt, or because she was suddenly aware of how she was intentionally flashing you subconsciously, and uncomfortable that she was doing it?

I don't think she saw me looking at anything other than her eyes, I was pretty careful. But if she did, I didn't notice.

I think I was completely off her radar, she noticed me, and rather than cover up because she didn't want me to see anything, she was actually having feelings of Clitoral Happiness. It probably surprised her and made her self-conscious.

Develop An Aura of Clitoral Happiness. I like it.

5 loops US, -33 dB, Bose Soundlink

Didn't remember any dreams, woke up really horny.

The mental excuses to stay in the house today have already begun. Other than that, feeling pretty good.

What do you think you're resisting? I have minor resistance today too. Had some dreams with foreboding themes. Now I have this tiny bit of anxiety cycling beneath and otherwise calm an pleasant exterior.