Was at gas station earlier. Clerk noticed my presence, was following me around with her eyes until I looked up. She then looked away, wouldn't lock eyes with me again.
This was at about 15 ft -- much farther than I thought the aura would project. My crazy, unsubstantiated theory? The goes deeper (higher) than the energetic level on the physical plane. I think it's quantum.
EDIT: BTW, resistance in the form of body dysmorphia is manifesting.
I've affected (effected?) women from much farther than 15 feet before. Sometimes an entire city block. I know because there was no one behind her and I was practicing projecting thoughts and she suddenly whipped around looked straight at me (I was in my car and there was no reason to look in my direction save for me).
That may have been a fluke accident, but I've done it before as well with other women at various distances.
But what do you mean you think it's quantum?
Quote:Do you want 2.4, or 3.0?
3.0 without the healing please, thanks.
(08-21-2016, 08:49 PM)chaosvrgn Wrote: [ -> ]Was at gas station earlier. Clerk noticed my presence, was following me around with her eyes until I looked up. She then looked away, wouldn't lock eyes with me again.
This was at about 15 ft -- much farther than I thought the aura would project. My crazy, unsubstantiated theory? The goes deeper (higher) than the energetic level on the physical plane. I think it's quantum.
EDIT: BTW, resistance in the form of body dysmorphia is manifesting.
My aura from V2.2 affected a girl from over 6,000 miles away by just video chatting. Energy is never limited by time and space.
(08-21-2016, 09:15 PM)JJ54 Wrote: [ -> ] (08-21-2016, 08:49 PM)chaosvrgn Wrote: [ -> ]Was at gas station earlier. Clerk noticed my presence, was following me around with her eyes until I looked up. She then looked away, wouldn't lock eyes with me again.
This was at about 15 ft -- much farther than I thought the aura would project. My crazy, unsubstantiated theory? The goes deeper (higher) than the energetic level on the physical plane. I think it's quantum.
EDIT: BTW, resistance in the form of body dysmorphia is manifesting.
My aura from V2.2 affected a girl from over 6,000 miles away by just video chatting. Energy is never limited by time and space.
Hence why I said that the aura has a quantum element. As in, operating in the sub-atomic level of existence where the laws of physics breaks down.
I would like to see as many people carrying out qualitative testing of 2.3 for at least 4 weeks before we suggest to Shannon what version to focus his energy on.
GIVE ME THREEDOM OR GIVE ME DEATH.
(v1 aura + healing + other awesome shit please).
I'm wondering if this has to do with the duration of me running healing subs and/or the amount of energy work I've done, but women are flocking around me crazy and looking "really hot and bothered" (I'm pretty sure this is the sub because this has never happened so blatantly before)!! There's also circumstances that keep happening the past 2 days that when I think about an ethnic group of women (Latina, Asian, Russian, Black), they appear in the most random places in real life. This has to be the Optimus Engine or a success based module
I'm suspecting I'm at a point where my energy is foward focused and I don't need much healing or fear clearing anymore but I understand I am the odd one out of the bunch.
If possible I'm willing to pay 2-3 times extra for the "non-healing" 3.0 version and will put a deposit down in advance before its built.
Day 2:
Managed to get 7 loops in last night. Also scored a date. Not exactly the prettiest, but she seems personable and most important... she actually asked ME out. I accepted (for science). Thursday tentative date.
Also, have a date with "A" (the chick I banged in the back of my car) on Saturday night. She texted me last night saying that she's been thinking of me all weekend. She was exposed to v1's aura. Will be interesting to see how v2.3 affects her.
Lots of weird resistance. I don't feel down or really angry. I feel... reckless. Which, knowing my personality, means that there's some significant inner stress, even if it's not manifesting on the surface level that much. When I get stressed out, I start doing reckless things. Overspending money, f*cking any woman, regardless of how she looks, etc. Just basically, overloading my senses to shut down any internal feeling.
Weird dreams last night. Mild fatigue. Dreams involved me hanging out with one of my female friends. She was getting ready for a date (that wasn't with me) and I was feeling really jealous and following her around like a puppy, trying to get attention. Really irritates me that she keeps manifesting in my dreams over and over. All through AM6, she kept showing up in my dreams as a surrogate for internal sexual issues. And I'm like, "why her?" I don't even really like her like that and we don't even speak much any more. But whatever.
We'll see what happens.
Was just speaking to Leonidas, helped me realize what this is: It's cognitive dissonance. True cognitive dissonance.
I feel sexier on some level, but I don't believe it. It's like, imagine if a 10/10 woman came out of nowhere, told you that you were the sexiest man she's ever met and proceeded to drain your balls using every last one of her orifices and biological tools.
You'd be like, "okay... my balls are gleefully empty to the point that orgasming hurts -- so I'm super happy. BUT... wtf? Was I really so sexy that this beautiful, lithe, daughter of Eve felt compelled to dejizzle my cumnuggets? Nooooo.... something's off here."
I think the healing would've taken care of this, BUT... I believe with enough subliminal usage, I'll brute force through it.
(08-22-2016, 06:48 AM)chaosvrgn Wrote: [ -> ]I think the healing would've taken care of this, BUT... I believe with enough subliminal usage, I'll brute force through it.
This is my hope also, if v3 has no healing in it.
Getting the STRONG urge to keep listening, even though I've hit seven loops. Like, my mind and body is craving the subliminal input to the point that it's almost irresistible. I feel addicted.
Shannon, are you trolling us? Is there healing in this and you're planning a "GOTCHA SUCKAS! Told you that you needed healing."
(08-22-2016, 07:15 AM)chaosvrgn Wrote: [ -> ]Getting the STRONG urge to keep listening, even though I've hit seven loops. Like, my mind and body is craving the subliminal input to the point that it's almost irresistible. I feel addicted.
Shannon, are you trolling us? Is there healing in this and you're planning a "GOTCHA SUCKAS! Told you that you needed healing."
I also feel like listening to more than 7 loops. Especially if i come home for awhile and then know I'll go out again, then i want to listen to make sure the aura is strong.
(08-22-2016, 08:09 AM)RoaringLion Wrote: [ -> ] (08-22-2016, 07:15 AM)chaosvrgn Wrote: [ -> ]Getting the STRONG urge to keep listening, even though I've hit seven loops. Like, my mind and body is craving the subliminal input to the point that it's almost irresistible. I feel addicted.
Shannon, are you trolling us? Is there healing in this and you're planning a "GOTCHA SUCKAS! Told you that you needed healing."
I also feel like listening to more than 7 loops. Especially if i come home for awhile and then know I'll go out again, then i want to listen to make sure the aura is strong.
I've tried that. Did 9 loops yesterday. Trust me, bad decision. I didnt feel good at all. It was too much. Just stick to the 7 that Shannon advised.