(07-26-2016, 06:15 PM)apollolux Wrote: [ -> ] (07-26-2016, 03:17 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ] (07-26-2016, 02:03 PM)Aventus45 Wrote: [ -> ] (07-26-2016, 01:53 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]Thats the autopilot working. Your subconscious knows that that is what leads to the goal with that particular woman at that particular time and place.
How does the subconscious know that sort of information?
I believe that it has access to sources of information the conscious mind does not, and that it perceives time as a smear instad of a point of now. Thetefore it can see "what if" for at least minutes in advance, and probably much more than minutes, depending on the level we are talking about.
This appears to be future knowledge to the conscious mind which perceives time as a point of now.
Is it possible that some of these sources are other senses being marshaled for perceiving more data simultaneously (e.g. smell for pheromone output, hearing for breathing patterns, etc)?
Certainly. I can't say I know for sure, these ideas are just my best educated guesses based on what clues and observations I have made over the years.
Day 2 (7/28/16)
3 loops
-The female coworker wasn't in today. makes me think I did something wrong. A G/S/F reaction I suppose?
Shannon
How would Nofap help with the sub? In theory wouldn't the inherent sexual energy be emitted right away as one refrains from ejaculating? Wouldn't the pent up energy be super efficient because it doesn't have to be converted before the mind projects it outwards?
Shanon if i would touch every Girl i have the urge to it would end me in prison
(07-28-2016, 02:28 AM)Dzemoo Wrote: [ -> ]Shanon if i would touch every Girl i have the urge to it would end me in prison
Easy on the sarcasm guys LOL.
Noticing a subtle shift in how I react to people, and my own perception of myself. AKA i feel like im growing in sexiness, and im becoming more chill and carefree.
(07-27-2016, 04:27 PM)Aventus45 Wrote: [ -> ]Shannon
How would Nofap help with the sub? In theory wouldn't the inherent sexual energy be emitted right away as one refrains from ejaculating? Wouldn't the pent up energy be super efficient because it doesn't have to be converted before the mind projects it outwards?
A loss of desire to masturbated results in that energy being available for other uses. In this case, making you sexier to others in some way. Perhaps powering your aura.
The same should happen with enforced refusal to release, but it's better coming from the subs guidance.
Day 4 (7/29/16)
5 loops ultra sonic
Dont feel tired from all the loops and nothing to report on.
Day 7(8/1/16)
The night before, every dream I had was some form of battle. I guess my subconscious is fighting to stay with my original programming or this sub's power level is way too high lol
Last night affirms the fact that this sub is dealing with something really deep. When I started playing the sub, I felt fear grip my heart after 15 or so minutes of exposure.
Day 10
All I'm getting is dreams that are dealing with the healing aspect. It manifests itself as a kind of battle of some kind and I wake up with extreme fatigue.
Earlier the sub dug up something that's really weird. I felt shame about being attracted to people and often thought of myself as inferior or creepy for having this attraction. That's something to heal and get over.
I noticed that my mindset for this sub has changed considerably. In the beginning and the following days, I felt the need for instant effects and results but now I don't have the same impatience. I'm starting to take the laidback approach, or the "lets just see what happens" mindset.
Day 16
Just moved to a separate music player and it is a stark difference. Put to words: "you just really started MSI" feeling. Im almost tempted to say it's day 1 again.
Mild jealousy arising because I have a bad habit of comparing myself to others. I realized I have a negative perspective for everything. I might need to run E2 afterwards.
What were you using, and what are you using now?
(08-10-2016, 06:41 AM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]What were you using, and what are you using now?
I used to use my desktop computer but now I hooked my speakers up to a snsaclip sport.
Subconscious urge to start listening to Models by Mark Manson again. Still have many fears and healing needed but it is definitely a start.
Day 17
Last night when I listened to the sub, I felt string pressure on my sternum then on the area where the sacral chairs. Then I naturally tried to lucid dream. I got to the point where my entire body is numb. When I tried to exit my body, I tensed, heart rate tensed, and breathing becomes erratic.