07-08-2011, 05:52 AM
Hi there guys Reiji here. I have long lurked the dark corners of this site and now I have decided to start my own journal. It wouldn't hurt anyway. I have been using subliminals for some time now. I also finished the Alpha Set but I felt a little bit unsuccessful primarily because I tried to listen to 8 titles in all at once for those 6 months.
I have had results, but it was a little bit of everything, including being a little bit alpha. Guess I was too much in hurry to get everything in one sitting.
There is much wisdom in the proverb "a man who chases two rabbits, catches none" but this case I was trying to catch 8! It is my second run of the Alpha Set and I have decided to only use Alpha set (which I have somewhat disregarded during the start of Alpha 4 because of some issues that I think needed urgently addressed especially confidence and I miss the effects of AOS). Anyway I am in Alpha 4 right now and am about two weeks from Alpha 5.
This is what I have experienced during the entire re-run of the Alpha Set 2010
I noticed when i started with Alpha 1 again, everything from the sexual aura, extreme confidence and most especially the women disappeared instantaneously! I also have become quiet and rather distant again. After Alpha 6 I was very much social and the object of every woman's desire(but both characteristics were rather limited). I became quite irritable with regards to the bullshit of others, especially women. Women still flocked to me(probably its because of the effects of Alpha 6).
Alpha 2 - I was still distant and quiet but after two weeks i became more social. It was this time when I started going out again but not much. People around me are commenting about my posture suddenly(which I haven't experienced during my first haphazard run). I also engaged in more arguments with fellow workmates. I stood my ground more firmly this time around. I also noted that many of my workmates competed with me in terms of being the top Dog in all activities. I have a very relaxed body language to the point that superiors are threatened by my presence. I also noticed this is the time when my ego surfaced. I also became more verbal with my thoughts to the point of being an *hole in between the buttocks*. I have garnered many enemies at this stage(whoa!) as well as respect from others.
Alpha 3 - I suddenly became more toned down in terms of my confidence and social skills. I noticed that I became intermittently quiet and social in each day. My posture has become more refined and more people are noticing it. My ego slowly faded away. This is the time when workmates were teasing me of being "gay" because I was too stiff(body language) and had a rigid very manly personality.
Alpha 4 - I have become more accepting of my mistakes and of the mistakes and flaws of others. I also noted that when I started accepting my flaws as a person, that I too am not perfect, I felt more liberated. Anyway for some reason my confidence dropped down. Most probably because of the badmouthing of my displeased workmates. I was quite apprehensive in talking to others primarily because I am in a small company and words do travel at lightning speed(especially I have had many arguments with many of my workmates) I run ASC during this time. As of now I have somewhat accepted that I can't please everybody and I have to learn to work with people of different personalities. Whether they like it or not, I am staying in the company. And if they don't like working with me, then the door is wide open. 
I have noticed also that I am earning more respect from more people. Old foes are slowly becoming friendlier, seems their raising their white flags to me. My dominance has become more refined. I no longer result to insult just to get my point defined. My sexual aura has increased and is becoming more and more obvious every day. I feel more empowered in the field of attracting women. Those that I consider to be 8's and 9's are responding quite well to my presence. I still have to see whether I have the same effect on women that I consider 10's. One thing that I noticed is whenever I am attracted to a woman, she too is attracted to me, but not all the time. Maybe it'll be more refined in the later stages.
I have had results, but it was a little bit of everything, including being a little bit alpha. Guess I was too much in hurry to get everything in one sitting. There is much wisdom in the proverb "a man who chases two rabbits, catches none" but this case I was trying to catch 8! It is my second run of the Alpha Set and I have decided to only use Alpha set (which I have somewhat disregarded during the start of Alpha 4 because of some issues that I think needed urgently addressed especially confidence and I miss the effects of AOS). Anyway I am in Alpha 4 right now and am about two weeks from Alpha 5.This is what I have experienced during the entire re-run of the Alpha Set 2010
I noticed when i started with Alpha 1 again, everything from the sexual aura, extreme confidence and most especially the women disappeared instantaneously! I also have become quiet and rather distant again. After Alpha 6 I was very much social and the object of every woman's desire(but both characteristics were rather limited). I became quite irritable with regards to the bullshit of others, especially women. Women still flocked to me(probably its because of the effects of Alpha 6).
Alpha 2 - I was still distant and quiet but after two weeks i became more social. It was this time when I started going out again but not much. People around me are commenting about my posture suddenly(which I haven't experienced during my first haphazard run). I also engaged in more arguments with fellow workmates. I stood my ground more firmly this time around. I also noted that many of my workmates competed with me in terms of being the top Dog in all activities. I have a very relaxed body language to the point that superiors are threatened by my presence. I also noticed this is the time when my ego surfaced. I also became more verbal with my thoughts to the point of being an *hole in between the buttocks*. I have garnered many enemies at this stage(whoa!) as well as respect from others.
Alpha 3 - I suddenly became more toned down in terms of my confidence and social skills. I noticed that I became intermittently quiet and social in each day. My posture has become more refined and more people are noticing it. My ego slowly faded away. This is the time when workmates were teasing me of being "gay" because I was too stiff(body language) and had a rigid very manly personality.
Alpha 4 - I have become more accepting of my mistakes and of the mistakes and flaws of others. I also noted that when I started accepting my flaws as a person, that I too am not perfect, I felt more liberated. Anyway for some reason my confidence dropped down. Most probably because of the badmouthing of my displeased workmates. I was quite apprehensive in talking to others primarily because I am in a small company and words do travel at lightning speed(especially I have had many arguments with many of my workmates
) I run ASC during this time. As of now I have somewhat accepted that I can't please everybody and I have to learn to work with people of different personalities. Whether they like it or not, I am staying in the company. And if they don't like working with me, then the door is wide open. I have noticed also that I am earning more respect from more people. Old foes are slowly becoming friendlier, seems their raising their white flags to me. My dominance has become more refined. I no longer result to insult just to get my point defined. My sexual aura has increased and is becoming more and more obvious every day. I feel more empowered in the field of attracting women. Those that I consider to be 8's and 9's are responding quite well to my presence. I still have to see whether I have the same effect on women that I consider 10's. One thing that I noticed is whenever I am attracted to a woman, she too is attracted to me, but not all the time. Maybe it'll be more refined in the later stages. 
