Stage 6 Day 12
Walked of another job today , the temp agency I applied with i felt like they were f*cking me over and lying to me. I believe one of the supervisors for the company I was working for was intimidated by me as well as many others. This is true because I observed their body language and I could sense and feel that was the case. Even though I did a terrific job , busting my ass they decided to keep another lazy temp. The temp agency gave me some BS excuse that this guy was going to transfer to a certain department, hence why wasnt needed. This being after I started a week before him. I'm not playing victim but they set me up to see if I am who I claim to be ALPHA. I'm not good at giving APPROVAL but I think that was the main reason they had to let me go. Seems like everyone around me is pretending to be alpha. You have to see it to believe it.
Stage 6 Day 19
I feel like a true ascendant alpha. I'm getting the feeling that Im becoming too much for regular people. I feel very good and peaceful , i wonder if it's a combination of AM and AOSI. Either way I'm getting that I'm too alpha syndrome I read in woman magnets decision. In the presence of others I have to tone down whom I've become or else I just feel it's too much. Food for thought.
Stage 6 Day 20
I have about 2 weeks left , I'm eager to finish this 2nd run. I'm excited to test AOSI by itself with no additional tools. I've been so busy with mastering my life, juggling jobs , learning new subjects that I've forgotten about women , until now. Stage 6 yup. Although I am a proud owner of sex magnet and ran it once , I will be focusing on AOSI and EPHRA. Followed by a refresher and the sub I see appropriate at the time. I haven't been out alone doing pick up for along time , so AOSI will be a nice addition for my pickup adventures. Summertime + AOSI = ? To be continued.
(06-21-2016, 07:17 PM)Womanizer Wrote: [ -> ]Stage 6 Day 19
I feel like a true ascendant alpha. I'm getting the feeling that Im becoming too much for regular people. I feel very good and peaceful , i wonder if it's a combination of AM and AOSI. Either way I'm getting that I'm too alpha syndrome I read in woman magnets decision. In the presence of others I have to tone down whom I've become or else I just feel it's too much. Food for thought.
Do you have a link to that discussion? I have the same "problem". I remember that about 8 years back, I was still a virgin. A friend of mine saw me do cold approaches, sober and alone in a club. He then thought that I must have at least bedded 30-40 women.
I was not NEARLY as intimidating / good looking as I am now.
Woman magnet addresses the I'm too alpha syndrome , that's what I read on the product sales page. I'm going to be running AOSI and EPHRA so I don't have to worry about this syndrome for a whIle I hope lol
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Stage 6 Day 22
I went to go grab my check from one of my jobs and if forgot I was on supersayian 4 mode. Scared alot of my coworkers , oh well.
In my main job I tested out a sample of Mones with this particular women that I mentioned in another thread that I am attracted too. She has several kids , but she seems nice and I like her. Looks can be very deceiving indeed. But we shall see. Anyhow I was having escalation issues , but after Mones were applied she and another women started escalating on me and touching me. Based on previous experience were there was no touching I'd say yes it was the mones. Although I am very good at touching and escalating things , in a work environment is another story; it's best to let the women initiate in a work environment this let's you know if you can escalate or not. The funny thing the women i didn't want to expose too shes married in her 40's she was flustered. She's of a different nationality and she's been teaching me her language. I have a date or meeting if you will , with here a week or two. I'm curious to see what will happened , she said she would be alone in her home. But there's another women who I'm very curious about , she's seem like an 8 with higher potential. Every time I see her , I'm like whoooaaa ; like a kid who just dropped his jaw and is lost for words , she has the nicest ass. Which game me an Idea for an attract your perfect sub. Other then that , I'm contenplating on going out tomorrow with jus AOSI and run some tests , motivation to socialize seems to be lacking , i would like to see that in future subs. I have an up and down relationship with AM.
Stage 6 Day 26
I was contemplating on running SM3 bUT I work with several women so that would get me fired for sure. I think il wait and see , maybe one more AM run and a new job. I got hit with some hardcore thruth that I had forgotten about game and women. At that end of the day it's just about enjoying the company of the women , not getting attached and moving on. I had forgotten about that but lucky I was reminded , must be the SM intro kicking in.