(01-07-2016, 08:33 AM)Blink Wrote: [ -> ]Very nice journal so far dude! Subscribed 
For working out, try reading "Convict Conditioning" by Paul Wade. It's all body weight exercises. I haven't tried it myself, because I like lifting better, but he makes a really good point, and you can do the exercises wherever. You'll just need a pull-up bar eventually.
Also for supplements, try ZMA (Zinc Magnesium Aspartate) too before sleeping. It comes with vitamin B6 in the mix. I take it every day with melatonin. Zinc increases testosterone production, magnesium calms you down (study results always vary tho), and B6 makes your dreams more vivid and weirder 
You'll actually start remembering dreams almost every day, if you have a hard time with that.
Thanks. I've havent heard of that one il have to look into it. For my personal workout I do high intensity interval training. I've been sore alot lately; I'm trying to build the tolerance right now and stick with the excercise. I take 2 B6 pills in the morning , a multivitamin with zing and magnesium. I have to look into individual doses as well so I can get my testosterone on max.
There's a program I found for 97$ it was on sale for 47$ but I didn't get it
Stage 1 Day 28
I had alot to post but I lost it lol. Anyways the only thing I noticed it is I seem to be alot nicer now; probably because I've been executing the program and doing what needs to be done. Must be the exercising and meditation. I observed today that women have been smiling and be friendly towards me as well. One thing that really stuck out though is I feel people around me are lying just to lie. It's like they thing being unhealthy and lying is kool. So yea I'm getting the feeling people are lying to me alot. Aside from that positive smiles from.women and I've been getting along with guys too at least today lol.
Other then that sex is on my mind along with drinking. I want to go out and party and f*** chicks but I also need to master and balance money and resources. I seem to be spending money wildly. The OF sub has something to do with that , I ran that before this run of AM. One more thing that I noticed is I've been laughing alot as well , could be healthy testosterone levels or just the sub at work. Jokes were flowing effortlessly today and I laughed alot as well as the people around me , so I'm happy about that. Same thing happened to me when I ran SM my humor skyrocketed.
Stage 1 / Day 34 Last day stage 1
Things I noticed is I have been dreaming alot ; compared to my first run of AM this one is kicking ass. I been taking a stress reliever and a mood enhancer . I don't know if that affects the sub design. I'm guessing not since the goal is to make you healthy.
So I am happy about all the dreaming I'm going to credit my melatonin usage. Another thing that came up is I been checking out women hardcore and unapologetically
I started my other job and so far I like it that I get to snap out of the boring monotonous matrix routine; I'm content about that.
Anyways today I was at the mall surrounded by women at my new job and this cute Asian woman was asking me about my tattoo.
I hit on her but she rejected me , as in pretending to not take what I have said seriously. The funny thing is it didn't impact me emotionally , it's almost as if she said something dumb and I was just carefree about like saying so, and.
So I was pretty excited to be surrounded by women and the wanting to f*** them. Running WM crossed my mind after AM.But I have other important subs to run like EPHRA,ASC, OF, Ultra motivation ,luck magnifier etc...
The options are endless ,all I can say is I am excited. Either my current goal is to continue to pursue a reliable job. That's the thing I am wanting to master as well as cooking. Mastering women is still on my list as the perception I have now showed me that I still have work to do.
Stage 2 / Day 3
So I started my new job and ordered some stuff offline. What I like about this new job is the unpredictability of it , also I get to go out and socialize. I noticed that I'm also surrounded by women , so it's nice to see attractive women around you. What I taught was interesting, is that I walked in on this attractive woman and her pants were down and she was wearing this beautiful blue panties ; she also has a nice ass.
Conversation break down
Me : you look great in blue
Me : it's not embarrassing I'm never going to see you again
Her : chuckles
She also let's the other women know what happened between me and her. Other then that I'm really excited that I am around attractive women constantly.
I'm excited to maybe run WM sometime in the near future I hope , Also excited for ASC 6G.
Stage 2 Day 5
The belief that anything is possible is starting to implement itself as an actual reality. I'm fascinated by life right now. I also seem to have an obsession with increasing my penis size. Idk why maybe it's the sub or maybe it's just a prerequisite to being the alpha I want to be. Either way I'm working on that right now.
Interesting thread. Subbing. I've just started my first run of AM6. I follow RSD as well.
Stage 2 Day 8
I had an awesome sexual dream last night , but I forgot most or it . I just know it was sexual. Either way I been having more dreams then u can remember. Good? Idk. Money is my main concern right now. As much as I like my 2nd job I'm having a conflict in schedule. It's sad because this job allows me to get out and meet many women , in my area and other cities.
I had one job interview yesterday , and one this upcoming wednesday. I am still applying for other jobs. There's a strong urge for me to watch porn and f*** women right now. Also increasing my penis size
There may be some programming or maybe resistance from myself , because a2 opportunity presented itself two get numbers but I didn't act. Maybe that's what I want consciously but unconciously not what I want or need. If I don't have my stuff together, then having women in my life would just mess things up.
(12-23-2015, 04:59 PM)Womanizer Wrote: [ -> ]I'm currently trying to master how to make pancakes , I've never made pancakes before so I plan on learning how to make and master those. I'm also working on improving my manners , i find that they are good enough ; but I want to perfect them. I noticed that most of the people around me lack manners. I'm going to look for some books on becoming a true gentleman .
If it suits you, there is this book and blog site called the Art of Manliness, lots of content on becoming a true alpha gentleman. Though the author is a family guy and never talked about sex and getting women.
(01-06-2016, 05:45 PM)Womanizer Wrote: [ -> ]Mastery takes discipline time and effort.
My quote for the day
(01-23-2016, 02:02 PM)alden Wrote: [ -> ]If it suits you, there is this book and blog site called the Art of Manliness, lots of content on becoming a true alpha gentleman. Though the author is a family guy and never talked about sex and getting women.
Thank you , alden. IL look him up.
Stage 2 Day 19
I'm feeling maturity beyond my years , it's hard to believe all the changes. I had a dream this morning.I was laying down browsing music, and there a girl next to me laying down with her ass up about 5 inches from my face browsing the same music. She was talking to some other guy about the same music as I was listening too. Trying to make me jealous maybe? Idk.
I also lately been panicking about survival and not finding a good second job. I have a good second one but It's time for me to go. Either way I been meditating on that and surrendering the feeling , it's all fear and survival based. The feelings reduced , I'm going to go and meditate here soon.
I found some more healing techniques , I'm going to see if I get all round to it ; I noticed I been all round avoiding one particular video.
Stage 2 Day 20
I'm feeling F****** good. My day started with me trying to fix my car issues. Anyways I went in to the dealership and I saw this beautiful blond I said
Me: You're way to beautiful for me not to say hey too
Her: Smile , blush
Me: I was like nice to meet you
Her: Said her name and tried to dismiss me , I was like I'm not leaving yet
I have an appointment next week to hopefully solve the issue.
Now in the area that she works with , there is this other beautiful black hair chick. Rockstar type of style. She has one of the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen light pearl blue. Almost angelic , I don't remember ever seeing eyes like that.
Either way on the side of her there's this older lady , I purchased a part and I caught her looking. So I definitely made an impression.
It's funny with AM game becomes easier because pure genuineness.
Stage 2 Day 23
I'm feeling alot better now. I've been in a slump of sadness. It's like a happy sad. All related to jobs. But I got some interviews next week and I got a call today.
I'm trying to juggle my life so I can work to jobs 60 hour weeks and maybe even another.
A friend recommended me to go meet up with her son and work as a bouncer. It would be Kool , because I would get to meet women and get paid. I don't go out much because I don't really feel like it.
On another note, I finally made some pancakes. I'm happy about that. I'm trying to perfect my cook "game" and work on jobs.
Stage 2 Day 26
I have about a week left of this stage, I am just happy to move on to a new stage. It feels like I've been stuck , on this stage for a long time.
My main lessons of late , have been dealing and researching narcissism. I spent 3 plus hours on this topic ; aside from this topic , my concern has been sex. It feel as if I have too much sexual energy. I think about sex alot , i don't know if that's healthy. I probably should research that; but then again, what guy does want to get laid. You either want money, women or power.
I've also been working on meditation. I'm trying to incorporate 20 minutes of meditation before going to bed , and before starting the day. I'm only managing once a day so far.
That's all I got for today , I'm going to research the need for constant sex. Maybe it's me .