Whats up guys stage 3 day 29
Thanks for the compliment Quant. If you havent already, check out the "rsd motivation" channel, they took some of their best speeches on subjects and made them 4 minute motivatinal vids with clips and stuff
RSD has helped immensely, plus Tyleris going the direction of a self development company. Big things ahead. His longer videos are some of the best man
Always remember, you are your beliefs about yourself and how you think and process your experiences. Look at things as a different kind of positive, as maybe a lesson and everything becomes more positive. Also meditate bro, you'll realize as everything melts away, and you're all thats left, that essentially thats all there ever is
Im very spiritual so i believe we are all manifestations of God. We're all essentialy ideas in the Divine Mind, and through our free will which is our self consciousness, we then become co-creators of our existence by always attracting what we focus on
couple suggestions for quant and anyone with depression or reoccuring negative thoughts:
- if you like loa, just google "abraham hicks quotes"
- i posted a cory skyy personal free meditation earlier, use that daily
- say "I love myself" 1000 times a day. Get a clicker for it, I promise in a week to 2 you will notice an immense difference in how you wake up, feel, and interact with others
we're all reflections of each other. work has to begin inside. Best way to not be afraid of people or situations is to express love to them and enjoy the different outcomes possible, even if they arent favorable, cause you will learn. You can't express love if you haven't accepted yourself lovingly yet, start with yourself
Ok back to journal journal lol
I only use trickling stream now, i forget its on all the time. ive been struggling this month with who i am. This video i watched this morning helped:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7wrvgkeCCX4
its about letting go of who you are and who you think you are. I realize now, its about enjoying the ambiguity, the differences, and the levels of who you are
Like elliot hulse says "Tender Aggression," or Victor Pride with his "Gentleman Wolf" analogy, or RSD Tyler and Brad with "Positive Dominance"
our ideas of the world, knowledge, and experiences change every day. What you have to find is values to live by that are directly linked to your vision of your higher self. Then just express yourself through that vision
great example todd from RSD says he's a man that takes action, lives in the moment, and is positive dominant. Your conscious behavior
What do you want out of life? What time of people achieve those kinds of results? What are they doing, or how do they act that's different from you? What are you really willing to give up to get your ideal life?
Those are 4 powerful questions. Honestly this is off the cuff, a lot is coming to me as I write (thanks muse lol). But youre constantly changing, always a work in progress. Thats fine though cause so is everything else
dont get caught up in definitions, just be and be free. Be the person you want to be and the person you feel in your heart. The person you'd be if you were the last man on earth (minus the chronic masturbation)
*Super important, I found out my 3rd stage epiphany finally. I am self amusing as a motherfucker. I wrote that joke up there so i could read it and laugh lol. I'll be alone at home and make jokes and laugh like someone told me. Im just really enjoying my thoughts more
Havent gone out in a while, been home studying and trading. Bout to get a job so i can trade less emotionally. Its easier to safely trade and build an account instead of trading to pay bills.
my eye contact is better than ever. My voice is still rocking, i speak up so easily. I get agitated when people cut me off and try to take advantage of me. I like this to a degree. I'm moving away from the negative pissed off emotions, lke consciously stopping a thought pattern before i bad mouth someone
I like that i dont like the taking advantage thing because I used to be more passive. I've been dealing with the cognitive dissonance of trying to meditate, become more spiritual, and let go of outcomes vs. being dominant, going after what i want, and going hard in everything i do
Ive found a happy medium that incorporates both. I believe meditation and letting go is great. Meditation lets me get out of my mind, and im pretty smart, so my mind thinks up crazy shit. I like the letting go becauseI dont want to attach to much or define myself by things outwardly. But it goes hand in hand with the growth side because nothing ever stays still. Desire for growth is embedded in nature, as the zygote's only wish is to develop into a healthy baby and be born. Growth itself is natural and spiritual after God is the abundant force of the Universe.
And I believe as manifestations of God, you and I are here to fulfill that dream in our hearts, the dream the baby had after it was done being a zygote. The next step, the dream that you cant even call work
I believe every desire or want is our sould calling for fuller expression. We want to experience something through our human senses. We are the body of God, we are here so that God may be more manifested through the things we create, the people we become, the things we learn, and the love we spread
and its not abut getting anywhere. Enjoy the dance guys like peter said in that old family guy episode "Dance with me lois, dance the dance of life" lol. Were to enjoy the steps, just dont be that guy tryna act cool at the bar. Don't be that guy from Jesus' parable who was given 1 talent and buried it as to not lose it
Giving everything is what you should be doing. Live fully in each moment, die as they pass, theyre gone. Youve got one life to live and bring out of you your heart's deepest desire. The world will be that much better for it. Die on E, leave no opportunity wasted guys
Seems like my journals turn into motivational rants lol hope it helps someone. AM6 is definitely one of the best investments ive ever made
Let's go create the life we've been waiting to live
Forbes out...