Haha, wow. Curious to how this suggestion thread went from zero to weird so quickly. But good comic relief, from scimming this
Oh okay Shannon, sounds good. Just curious for future reference how do you quote somebody on here?
I am looking forward to making a detailed journal of AM11
(01-07-2011, 09:38 AM)OldMan Wrote: [ -> ]spiralout1988...you want us to post more (like you, Shannon, Jay, Ryan, and Ron)
Why should I share with you….how do I know who you really are. How do I know you are not just some old sagging bra-less woman who never takes a bath..but just surf’s the web all day, or if Jay is really just a Glee club experiment/home work assignment for some high school club, or Ron is really a divorced soccer mom who is researching alpha male traits for her new book exposing “The Real Lies Behind Alpha Males” as a way of getting back at her alpha male ex-husband….or Ryan…...if he is just a pre-pubescent pimpled faced 13 year old boy who fantasizes about the neighbor girl….and her mom..…most likely he watches them from his room with a pair of binoculars…and…Shannon…. Shannon…. he is some kind of government program…setup to create an army of drones via subliminal brain washing via the internet ….and Andrew and Jackie are just code words or evil henchmen….…….Ok spiralout1988 how do I know that you are ALL not just old bald hairy backed fat creepy alpha wannabe’s who wished they had a better life…..oh wait…that would describe me……. LOL
I will post more in time…..most likely once I start AM. I do enjoy reading about you from your posts.
Ok so now after writing that I will chuckle every time I read a post from you wondering if they hang down to your belly button or your knees. .or when Ron posts if the kids won their game… or when Ryan posts if he has just finished putting down the binoculars from watching the neighbor girl through her bedroom window (wow I’m going off on Ryan again..no apologies this time…LOL)
I don't normally post in the men's section because it's supposed to be pure and untouched by female coodies! But your post made me laugh, very good points. Basically share whatever you're comfortable sharing. Sometimes knowing less about people makes it easier to be more open. But I geniunely enjoyed your post, and yes, there are female eyes (mine) reading your posts! Mwaahaaaa! That was my best henchwoman cackle. No, seriously, be yourselves, share what you will, and have fun!
Non-neediness may be great for attraction however the dilemma is that in the moment when an opportunity arises, you may not have or lose interest or not recognize, not care or blow off an opportunity. Or, in the case of escalation, the same thing. So, is there a way to show interest while not coming off as needy or is showing interest in of itself a display of neediness. PUAs use a balance of showing interest with noninterest, such as push-pull, as an attempt to keep it balanced. However, what's the harm in showing some interest? So, I can understand why some people want to throw in Carpe Diem into alpha as an attempt to resolve this dilemma.
Below is a link to a video with a guy discussing the dilemma of having desire of something you want. Interesting perspective.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HAeSgsQtY...ata_player
Just some thoughts. :-)
If that link doesn't work, try this. Hopefully this works.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HAeSgsQtYNE&sns=em
Eeew cooodies!!
Thanks Jackie, now we have to quarintine, or however u spell it,
the mens section
Ahem, it's "cooties". And sorry, guys, Jackie doesn't have cooties. We did a secret cootie detection when we were considering her, and there were none. No cooties here.
I'm now finished deciding what will and will not go into AM2011, and am getting back to work building. The light at the end of the tunnel is in sight, gentlemen.
YESS,
the light
Shannon what do u mean by Alpha could be alot better than what your seeing reporter hear?
does that mean Alpha 2010 is up to bar but an Alpha set could be WAY better
or does it mean the reports on Alpha 2010 sounds like weak sauce compared to what its supposed to be. Alot of the really 'good' things are happening to the Alpha users seem to be the subliminal forcing the user to consciously change certain things in their lives. It seems to be a more indirect improvement. Cause while I do really like the changes I am seeing, they seem very internal. I don't really ever feel 'good' anymore. Like ever! My self worth has never been so high but nothing really does it for me anymore, nothing in the external world seems that worthwhile except things that are ridiculously challenging, I have been having more regular sex since stage three and it really barely does anything for me, I can't just enjoy chilling out, cage animal feeling, there seems to be a disconnect with all my friends, and am 'grinding my gears' at work 7 days a week trying to move out of my mom's. I definitely feel different and have changed, much more powerful and mature, but this is not at all what I expected, I feel more empty than self fulfilled-I almost don't even care about feeling good anymore- except for the occasional amazing day-I guess if it brings me to it, it'll bring me through it though it-just gotta keep going.
Rainbow.. you need to find a passion. What is your passion?
(01-09-2011, 03:01 PM)RainbowAbyss Wrote: [ -> ]I feel more empty than self fulfilled-I almost don't even care about feeling good anymore- except for the occasional amazing day-I guess if it brings me to it, it'll bring me through it though it-just gotta keep going.
Did this just start occurring? I've been having these same exact feelings since I started using Carpe Diem about 3 weeks ago. Almost like life is utterly boring and meaningless. I just thought it was due to the medication I was on, could be resistance from that subliminal?
Yeah it could be carpe diem subliminal resistance I've been very use to
living with my mind on the future so it makes sense, but when carpe diem hits
I feel way more relaxed and motivated in the present but I can also be antsy to act and bored if I am not doing so. I think its more an Alpha male resistance thing than carpe diem-I actually have more breakthroughs of color for me since starting carpe diem. Ryan, if ur still on Alpha stage 1 it is most likely that-I used to get depressed pretty bad and Alpha stage one altered between super pissed off, I'm the biggest BA in the world, and I'm so depressed, bored, and meaningless.
I re-read my post and it sounds why bleaker than I intended
I'm not depressed AT ALL, I just feel super at peace and let go of so much that
there's an emptiness in me that is at time disconcerting, it seems I am transition from what mattered before to whats coming to matter more now-I feel I'm going through a period of obsolescence,
Spiral it doesn't work like quite like that anymore for me, I feel passion is an attribute applied to anything or life itself, and it can be cultivated or it can strike as if by grace for some. Whats ur passion spiral? I have a kind of 'if it comes it comes if it doesn't it doesn't matter' attitude and I don't really have a particular passion right now. My favorite thing
in the world is snowboarding and I drive out of the city when I can to go-the speed, the air, and the cold makes it all worthwhile-but I really cant do it that much.
I'm also really getting into boxing, basketball, weight lifting things that are really challenging and physical I love. I still love, books, music, movies, things relating to personal and spiritual growth, and one of my new favorite hobbies-pheromones. I'm really enjoying work as well but all the things seem more like toys than reason d'etres, I don't know, I feel this emptiness is giving me more depth carving out the hull for future joy.
But I don't think finding an activity I'm crazy about is where its at for me, I think its an internal thing and a holistic picture that is driving me to keep growing. Like when I make the decision to do something dramatically different and do it, this empty grey turns into fire and more self fulfillment, I just cant always bring myself to take those leaps so the grey stays. I'm actually embracing it a lot I was just saying that its not at all like I thought Alpha would be
thanks for asking spiral, really got me thinking on a more positive track
(01-08-2011, 07:05 PM)RainbowAbyss Wrote: [ -> ]Eeew cooodies!!
Thanks Jackie, now we have to quarintine, or however u spell it,
the mens section
LOL! I know, time to bring out the contamination suit!
It's all good...go on being boys, it's always educational for me.
(01-09-2011, 06:00 PM)RainbowAbyss Wrote: [ -> ]Ryan, if ur still on Alpha stage 1 it is most likely that-I used to get depressed pretty bad and Alpha stage one altered between super weeweed off, I'm the biggest BA in the world, and I'm so depressed, bored, and meaningless.
Exactly, what I seem to be going through. I too notice I can't think much about the future. I was always in my head about the future and it made me so excited about things. Lately though, with the depression, I can hardly think about the future and instead think about right now and unfortunately, bored and depressed at times, it's not fun but it's definitely manageable. Sometimes, I'll get my moments where I do get excitement towards the future which is nice and then I realize, hey next week is going to be great, then there are times I forget about everything coming up completely and it does get me down. But either way, it'll pay off in the long run and because of it all, it makes me go after things I really want to do to avoid being bored, I'm sure once school starts up in a few days, I'll be feeling much better.
when I say it could be much better, I mean I am listening to your responses and seeing things that I would like to see be much improved.
However, while working on Stage 3, I have come to realize that I cannot build everything I wanted to into the program and have it work as well as I had hoped, because certain stages already have scripts at the maximum possible length. Adding what I had planned would make them positively impossible.
Therefore, I have good new and bad news. Bad news is, the program will have to be built with the only additions being 4th Generation required additions, which is not a huge amount to add.
The good news is, I will be able to build them much more quickly by not building everything into them, and we can get the rest built as modules anyway.
Unfortunately for me, that means a 3rd rebuild of Stage 1, a 2nd rebuild of Stage 2, and a 2nd rebuild of Stage 3.
However, it will assure maximum effectiveness and quality, and I am going to adjust the scripts to improve them as much as possible without adding anything that would take them over the maximum length for remaining effective.
To improve the results, I must optimize the scripts (which 4th Gen upgrades would do anyway) and see where I can tweak them without adding.
EDIT: More good news, almost forgot to mention this. Going through the scripts as I have been I am finding that much of what you asked me to include is already there. I am making it much more obvious in effect.
After updating the first three stages worth of scripts... I can't wait to use this again myself! I have made a few alterations to the script based on your feedback. This version will be significantly less... hmmm, aloof? It should be much easier for you to deal with women now, too. You'll be more acting on your interest in women you like, and the effects of the program will be faster and much more obvious.
2011 may not have everything in the list we came up with in it... but it has a lot of that list already, and now it's going to be rather, shall we say... unmistakable. Hehehe.
I'm going to update stages 4, 5 and 6 day after tomorrow. (the 11th) On the 10th, Andrew will be arriving here for a week and we are going to be grinding out some serious work. I have to finish cleaning the house, and also have a photo shoot with two models tomorrow. So it may not be possible to work on anything, but I will try.
Starting to get real excited about this.
Shannon, can these "modules" be used after previous alpha male versions?