05-16-2015, 12:15 AM
thank you guys for all your replies this is really good stuff here from all of you
stratos... yeah you are right she behaves like this if she is horny and dont get what she want but what can i do for this?
yesterday she texted me that she wants a quickie, but i already was on my way to gym so i choose going to the gym over gving her sexual pleasure, i had to because i didnt train for like weeks... this was a reason she didnt want to give it to me later on tzz
enoch yeah i think so thats what she noticed too, she told me yesterday that she thinks that i hate her, and that my hate towards her is bigger then any other feeling i have considering her...
fauxx, yes she is alle the things you mentioned, many poeple told me the same about her, i dont know what i find about her i think its what other guys said here she has a strong female energy and she is a total hottie by the way (a total 10)
i dont know what to say its like all of you guys are right on some level...
the truth is that this girl is testing the hell out of me, and if i shittest her she gets depressed and sad lol
i really have to do some pua stuff again and start treating her like any other girl
i also have to reverse my sentence about stage 4, stage 4 is really becoming a nightmare for me i dont feel prepared for anything girls throw at me, also my misiogynistic thoughts about women are getting stronger from day to day, women i used to find attractive are not interesting for me at alle, i dont have the need to talk to them because i think to myself "she is just another slut with psychic problems" the only positive thing is i can talk to girls that i used to get nervous now with ease and like to good old friends really weirde....
found this in jimbodys journal:
Stage 4 was a mare to say the least for the first few days I felt so empty and lost inside with it all coming to head yesterday when I felt really antisocial and I really just wanted to hide away from the world and everyone in it. This is defiantly working on something big. I also had a lot of longing and thoughts of my ex coming up. I've realized these longing thoughts have to do not so much with her but my perception of what she means to me and symbolises (Love, Comfort, Support). This is why she becomes such a recurring theme throughout my subliminal use. Dealing with these issues through subs means that I am slowly letting the fantasy and my perception of her go. It still completely amazes me to this day that I had let myself base my whole sense of self on her and not on my own standing.
damn it feel exactly the same, why is this shanon... man i have to use stage 4 till the 3. june what i have from if i loose her during stage 4 -.-
also found this in seans journal this is also very true for her:
The leadership part is very much the key. So much so for me, I didn't think I bore mentioning.
Mostly, I have several major issues with her:
In other news, the ex is giving indications of interest, and becoming too comfortable around me. This is the wrong kind of attention, and she's a little unpredictable, so I'm trying to limit exposure and focusing on my daughter during the interactions. The weird thing is that parts of our relationship were really good, usually the ones where I was leading/directing. The parts where I did not lead were death sentences for the relationship, because it brought out her worst qualities and mine.
She'd get all bitchy, and I'd retreat, stop talking, and then she'd start punching below the belt with brass knuckles.
This is mostly just me getting some stuff out so I'm not tempted by whatever she trots out. Gotta maintain boundaries.
1. Her dad was a horrible human being. She's never going to trust men.
2. I'm going to maintain frame, and "not putting my dick in crazy" (again) is part of that.
3. It's easier to maintain frame when I'm not sleeping with her. I can game the crap out of her, when I'm not worried about losing anything.
wm2 would would be so much more powerful with ephra and oe in it :/
stratos... yeah you are right she behaves like this if she is horny and dont get what she want but what can i do for this?
yesterday she texted me that she wants a quickie, but i already was on my way to gym so i choose going to the gym over gving her sexual pleasure, i had to because i didnt train for like weeks... this was a reason she didnt want to give it to me later on tzz
enoch yeah i think so thats what she noticed too, she told me yesterday that she thinks that i hate her, and that my hate towards her is bigger then any other feeling i have considering her...
fauxx, yes she is alle the things you mentioned, many poeple told me the same about her, i dont know what i find about her i think its what other guys said here she has a strong female energy and she is a total hottie by the way (a total 10)
i dont know what to say its like all of you guys are right on some level...
the truth is that this girl is testing the hell out of me, and if i shittest her she gets depressed and sad lol
i really have to do some pua stuff again and start treating her like any other girl
i also have to reverse my sentence about stage 4, stage 4 is really becoming a nightmare for me i dont feel prepared for anything girls throw at me, also my misiogynistic thoughts about women are getting stronger from day to day, women i used to find attractive are not interesting for me at alle, i dont have the need to talk to them because i think to myself "she is just another slut with psychic problems" the only positive thing is i can talk to girls that i used to get nervous now with ease and like to good old friends really weirde....
found this in jimbodys journal:
Stage 4 was a mare to say the least for the first few days I felt so empty and lost inside with it all coming to head yesterday when I felt really antisocial and I really just wanted to hide away from the world and everyone in it. This is defiantly working on something big. I also had a lot of longing and thoughts of my ex coming up. I've realized these longing thoughts have to do not so much with her but my perception of what she means to me and symbolises (Love, Comfort, Support). This is why she becomes such a recurring theme throughout my subliminal use. Dealing with these issues through subs means that I am slowly letting the fantasy and my perception of her go. It still completely amazes me to this day that I had let myself base my whole sense of self on her and not on my own standing.
damn it feel exactly the same, why is this shanon... man i have to use stage 4 till the 3. june what i have from if i loose her during stage 4 -.-
also found this in seans journal this is also very true for her:
The leadership part is very much the key. So much so for me, I didn't think I bore mentioning.
Mostly, I have several major issues with her:
In other news, the ex is giving indications of interest, and becoming too comfortable around me. This is the wrong kind of attention, and she's a little unpredictable, so I'm trying to limit exposure and focusing on my daughter during the interactions. The weird thing is that parts of our relationship were really good, usually the ones where I was leading/directing. The parts where I did not lead were death sentences for the relationship, because it brought out her worst qualities and mine.
She'd get all bitchy, and I'd retreat, stop talking, and then she'd start punching below the belt with brass knuckles.
This is mostly just me getting some stuff out so I'm not tempted by whatever she trots out. Gotta maintain boundaries.
1. Her dad was a horrible human being. She's never going to trust men.
2. I'm going to maintain frame, and "not putting my dick in crazy" (again) is part of that.
3. It's easier to maintain frame when I'm not sleeping with her. I can game the crap out of her, when I'm not worried about losing anything.
wm2 would would be so much more powerful with ephra and oe in it :/
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