You sound like a cool guy. Bartending, huh? I have a lot of friends that are bartenders. You got to have balls to do it. I respect you for that.
For me, the 3rd week of LTU was a BITCH. But then onwards, it got progressively better.
Have fun, bro. And GJ on getting that blonde's number.
Thanks man appreciate it.
day 13: Didn't feel like going to the construction job, went and after a hour I wanted to go home. I took a 2 hour break and felt better and worked again. My minds trying to tell me something, possibly asking for a raise and gas money since travel distance to this job site is far, maybe that's why I have the avoidance feeling. I'm a very aware person, and these subs are boosting this ability, and helping me find out why I feel or think certain ways. Whenever I feel down it gives me a feeling in my stomach, one that I don't like. I want to let them go and that's exactly what I'm going to do.
Day 14:
I'm really down in the mornings but in the afternoon feel better, had great energy and spirit. Made lots of jokes at work today, acted out all weird and funny, came home was very social, and humourous. I'm planning to do LTU minimum 96 days
Lokko, are you using LTU V3.1 or V3.0? Even if it's a "minor" improvement, there is a huge difference in effectiveness. I do hope in (very) near future LTU V4.0 will be released with new technologies and new aspect of improving one's life covered.
LTU 3.1 since day 10 I think. Yeah same here but I think this sub will do well and if I want to go to the next level I'd get AM6. The only sub I'm eagerly waiting for before september is Maximum learning speed in 5g plus all the new technology. That would be a dream come true.
but maybe I shouldn't even think of am6 since I still have to do am5
(03-14-2014, 05:16 AM)lokko Wrote: [ -> ]LTU 3.1 since day 10 I think. Yeah same here but I think this sub will do well and if I want to go to the next level I'd get AM6. The only sub I'm eagerly waiting for before september is Maximum learning speed in 5g plus all the new technology. That would be a dream come true.
I have same plan like you 6 months in MLS then straight 3 run of AM 6
Awesome Jonathon.
day 15: Woke up with a guilt and empty feeling in my stomach. I had woke up a couple times so I don't really remember the dreams. I just felt so emotional waking up now, so I tapped on it as I was tapping lots of memories and other things I couldn't express came out, tapped on most but it was so resistant, more and more stuff came up to reinforce the feelings of guilt and shame, other feelings came in too and so ended being I went from extremely guilty,(level 10) shameful and self sabotage feeling to (level 4) feeling some emotional/upset feeling in my stomach. The rest I'm going to let the sub work it's magic.
Day 16: It was a uphill and downhill battle today. Moments when everything was going great, to moments everything was falling off. I just don't understand why certain people have to go on power trips, and what not..but I've dealt with it alot better then I did in the past. I have some anger built in me right now as I type this, anger in having to put up with people I don't want too, orders I don't want to, people being cool with me then not so cool after, its a back and forth thing. I guess I just want to be rich, travel the world, have a great family, enjoy life and doing something out of this world, maybe find the cure for immortality! haha crazyness coming up on me.
Day 17: I have noticed I've become more social and relaxed about talking about anything I want, not thinking it out so much like I used to before. I also noticed my ego balancing out, a few years back I started developing "Cocky" personality, and someone who is too good to talk to a certain person but I believe that was out of insecurity I had about people taking advantage of my nice said, and It's been balancing out. Liking this so far.
Day 18: Went to my usual foc and the girl there 7outof10 teased me about my name, smiled more often and put me in to see a doc within 10 mins. While there was like 10 ppl infront of me. I did get a sexy haircut but still, I've looked pretty good going there before, and didnt have the same treatment. Also a cute blonde was checking me out. She also switched chairs so that she could see me or the "t.v" which was already good enough visibilty for her.
As far as everything else, I feel more calm, walking with more self esteem. Being less "needy" when checking out girls, now I tell myself, would I date her? would she be compatible? if not I don't waste my time on thoughts on them with a road to nowhere, which I used just wanna lay em. Which I still do but I don't care much if they don't put effort if they're just come & go girls.
I'll update todays post tonight if I notice any more changes
update for day 18:
Met up with an old friend I used to hang and flirt zone but back in the day she did a real good job keeping me in the friendzone. She knew I was a player, I didn't care if she knew tho. We never kissed nothing back in the day, so anyway she texted me out of the blue the other day and I responded in a more alpha behaviour, not cause of LTU but because I've been on the track for self improvement and alpha male pick up styles for years, just never really implemented them, however with LTU my self confidence/esteem improved, and my "not taking action" on stuff I read has been fading. So i decided to act a lil diff with her. I picked up on her subliminal communications, trying to qualify me, and so on so I just played along with her. I escalated subliminally about getting into the next stage, used the words, kissing on one stage then sex. I didn't directly tell her we were going to have any of that but she felt like it was a sign I gave her to move to the next stage. So anyways, she was leaving the car to go inside the coffee shop to grab coffee and as she was leaving my car I slapped her ass and she looked and said, "That was really rude!" I smiled, she smiled back. At that point I got too comfortable and did it twice more and forcefully kissed her cheek, but in a harmless way, cause some chicks like a little bit of force, but I now know I should've done that kiss on the next hang out so she can get used to the ass slapping habit first. Oh well though, whatever the outcome is, it doesn't bother me. I just now know what to act and be like for the next girl if she doesn't ever text me again. I believe LTU is making me realize about my "insecuritys" and needyness for sex, cause that was my goal with her, maybe start a relationship if it worked out.
Day 19: It's late and don't wanna write out my day, I didn't see much effects today, sometimes I don't know how to look for them or if I should be on the look for them. Maybe that in itself is an insecurity.
(03-18-2014, 09:29 PM)lokko Wrote: [ -> ]Day 19: It's late and don't wanna write out my day, I didn't see much effects today, sometimes I don't know how to look for them or if I should be on the look for them. Maybe that in itself is an insecurity.
2 / 3 months later Lokko , you gonna enjoy a lot of things. Just be patient.
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jonathan4all lets see what else is in store!
Day:20
I honestly am starting to believe in these subs, I notice I'm more social in the conversations I'm surrounded in. I don't just sit back and listen, I volunteer and give my knowledge or idea. More outgoing in them too. Loving these results. At the end of the day I tell myself, wow, how did I feel so upbeat and conversational. Liking this sub so far! This sub should be the predecessor(if that's the word I'm looking for lol) for all other subs.