Subliminal Talk

WildFlower, with Natural Grounding, and this subliminal I'm beginning to notice, you'll see the inner beauty in all women. Every girl you encounter will have some sort of attractive quality to her regardless of how others would rate her. I remember when I was doing Natural Grounding some months ago I walked into a bagel shop and there was an overweight, older woman at the front. She kept starring into my eyes. Even though physically she wasn't that attractive to me, I saw right inside of her every time we locked eyes, it made me feel something for her. But the subliminal itself is geared to make you into a higher value man so those perfect 10's you'll encounter won't be such a big deal. Sure they'll still be really attractive to you and you'll see that inner beauty I mentioned but she will no longer be put on a pedestal, just a regular person.

Exactly, I just saw a person. Not even a person with a specific gender; just a person. I mean that at all in a way to dehumanise her or anyone else I simply mean I wasn't taken back, or even aware, of her beauty.

Women Magnet is making me feel great. I had an off day on the day I introduced 'Seize the day' but it really was an off day in the sense that the next day I again felt absolutely brilliant. Brilliant is the new normal. It's just blissful contentedness. I feel like I have the ability to attract pretty much any girl at my leisure. I feel that at my very core - just intuitively. I'm also half aware that there aren't the kind of women in my life that I'd half like there to be and that I need to go out and find them, but I'm also completely non-needy about it. Literally my biggest concern now with women is being able to find them, everything else feels totally in place.

In other news: I haven't had a chance yet to get a candle and try Shannon's experiment out. Today however I performed a similar experiment on a glass of water. I did it with great intensity and spontaneously had a massive Satori / Kensho experience. I sat there not moving for 20 minutes in total awe of everything within my room (to experience anything outside of my room would've been an indirect experience via thought; and I wasn't thinking - not a single thought for 20 minutes) I think the exercise is some sort of Gnostic experiment. Back to "reality" now though and I've decided to use the Women Magnet 32 days per stage, simply because I'm responding so well to it.

I really want to socialise a lot more, I'm staying in tonight and I feel impatient and reckless because I can't socialise. Not like me at all. It's an empowering feeling though.

I could've got major, major reactions last night but I over did it. I went to a gathering to see my friend who is moving to London after graduating uni and getting a job down there. He'll only be up here every couple months now so it was a big occasion. Everyone ended up getting pretty drunk including myself. And drunk to the point I just wanted bed; I had, had enough. The sings where there though from Women all over though I was just to drunk to care.

I had the most vivid dream ever this morning where I was just stood in front of the mirror admiring myself. It seemed more metaphorical than pure narcissism, although I admit there was a lot of that as well. I do generally feel Women Magnet is pushing me into two directions; both towards and away from narcissism. I think very highly of myself yet everything I do lacks conceit. It's really odd but in a good way.

I'm already feel the effects of Seize the day kicking in, and honestly it was just what the doctor ordered.

(08-22-2010, 04:04 AM)WildFlower Wrote: [ -> ]I could've got major, major reactions last night but I over did it. I went to a gathering to see my friend who is moving to London after graduating uni and getting a job down there. He'll only be up here every couple months now so it was a big occasion. Everyone ended up getting pretty drunk including myself. And drunk to the point I just wanted bed; I had, had enough. The sings where there though from Women all over though I was just to drunk to care.

I had the most vivid dream ever this morning where I was just stood in front of the mirror admiring myself. It seemed more metaphorical than pure narcissism, although I admit there was a lot of that as well. I do generally feel Women Magnet is pushing me into two directions; both towards and away from narcissism. I think very highly of myself yet everything I do lacks conceit. It's really odd but in a good way.

I'm already feel the effects of Seize the day kicking in, and honestly it was just what the doctor ordered.

Narcissm isn't exactly a bad thing. In fact, a person [i]needs a little narcissm in order to keep themselves stable and also to ensure that they take care of themselves. The only time it's a problem is when it gets out of hand but I think that the Alpha Set (and possibly Woman Magnet) is keeping you "down to earth" so to speak.

There are some people however that are too obsessed with their appearance, and will actually use them to seduce or control.

Yes, any ladies man has a bit of narcissism to him, it makes us who we are. I've gone through many stages where I have taken this too far and actually became very arrogant but in the end it all evens out.

The point I was trying to make was; more love for myself, more love for others. The old cliché, "should I have the last bit of wine, or should I give it to someone else?" is proving untrue here. It isn't one or the other. I'm feeling more and more positive - ecstatic with joy almost - about myself, whilst also much more compassionate towards others. non-egoic self esteem almost. Narcissism from a world centric perspective. This isn't just a 'feeling', it is showing up everywhere in my day to day life; people are striking up conversations with me all the time. The same people who I've known for months and they've only spoken to me when spoken to are now coming to me to start a conversation.

Women Magnet is have a really big impact on me. I noticed an old obsessional, pre-Alpha Male sub, thought pop into my head the other day and my new script simply said "you keep on cycling around but no one is listening any more". 7 months of Alpha male and Women Magnet have killed all negativity dead. First came independence, confidence, self esteem, now here comes the positivity and vibrancy. And it isn't just making me feel great; everyone around me is feeling great both directly as a result of my actions and passively through my presence.

I have been enjoying Woman Magnet's effects on me as well, although I don't write about them much. It's made me much more social, much more alive, and I have more women in my life now too - ironically, though, even the ones I am somewhat interested in, I really don't care if it goes to friendship or more than that. No expectations, no regrets. I was meeting a lot of women who were taken when I first started, but now I am starting to meet single women again for the first time all year. I had my "personal banker" giggling as I hung up the phone with her because I asked her to go play pool with me. This after I invited her to join my circle of friends the other day, and she was giving subtle, but definite signs of interest, but seemed to be ready to resist until I said "friends". I'm fairly certain she has a boyfriend, but since I'm interested in socializing with her and enjoying her company, who cares?

I'm a lot more social with family and established friends, lately, too. Some of that has to be me not dealing with a recluse mother anymore, some is probably me reaching out to others for stability, but wow... some of the things I have found myself doing, without a second thought, surprise me.

I'm just now starting to hit that social aspect too I've also been more social with my family, mainly my mother, and before I never used to say a word to them. I've been more social around friends and girlfriends as well. Overall, I'm positive and give off a happy vibe, I have some sort of nice looking face with this slight permagrin that I cannot help.

wow, nice forum changes it has to be said.

Still nothing extra to report on Women Magnet; I still feel great, still seeing people open themselves up to me more and more naturally, people coming to me, I absolutely feel unshakably like an alpha male, and like a Women Magnet. I'm on stage 2 now but not yet had an opportunity to go out and see the effects of it in an evening social environment.

Wow you're already on Stage 2? Great to hear WildFlower! I soon will be having some great magnetic experiences like yourself.

(08-28-2010, 06:04 AM)spiralout1988 Wrote: [ -> ]Wow you're already on Stage 2? Great to hear WildFlower! I soon will be having some great magnetic experiences like yourself.

I did 32 days as things where working so well.

I went out shopping for some work clothes yesterday. I deliberately picked female till workers to judge their reactions. Very, very friendly and open, yet mostly they averted eye contact and when they did make it, it would be timid.

You must be going through that stage where your masculinity is over powering? I think as you go through women magnet you become a much more welcoming and warmer person. As for me I get that sometimes still as well but more than often the women will hold it. In fact the women that hold the timid eye contact are the hottest lol. Soon they'll be approaching you becuase they'll be able to feel your warm energy as well as me. Keep trucking. btw you and I will probably finish around the same time as I am doing 35 days for each set. I'm only about 15 days into stage 2 and it feels like it's been 25.

(08-29-2010, 02:12 PM)spiralout1988 Wrote: [ -> ]You must be going through that stage where your masculinity is over powering? I think as you go through women magnet you become a much more welcoming and warmer person. As for me I get that sometimes still as well but more than often the women will hold it. In fact the women that hold the timid eye contact are the hottest lol. Soon they'll be approaching you becuase they'll be able to feel your warm energy as well as me. Keep trucking. btw you and I will probably finish around the same time as I am doing 35 days for each set. I'm only about 15 days into stage 2 and it feels like it's been 25.

Yeah the shy, submissive, timidness is how Women have responded to me throughout the Alpha set - general high status hits. Since starting the women Magnet set people being more friendly and talkative to me is definitely the sign of a newly emerging warmness.