FluffyBunny@
if u started something with woman, friendship doesnt exist - its just test to see if u are going to comply
Its like girlfriend who u have been 3 years with and she comes and says "We are going to be friends"
Yeah right ... like it works like that. Any normal guy would be jelouse when he sees her with other guy, and woman would be 50% even more.
So - now leave her and dont call her, she will come back.
Your second thing - i always had respect so i dont need it. Now comes second thing of respect that you learn during your life. If you have respect - you have some higher position on ladder, and guess what - other sharks want that position on ladder. So you have to fight with them 24/7 - especially when you are high on that ladder. And i want just fucking peace and girl which i can hold for hand.
STAGE 4 DAY 4
2 posts in same day. Day is not over i just got back from club.
things that are bad since i started using alpha male ( at least if you ask me)
- I am harder making connection with people.
- Peoples respect isnt anymore just that - sometimes i have feeling like they are affraid of me - and scared person is ready to do a lot of stuped things.
- i am loosing my social circle because of not going out.
Okay everything happens for a reasson, but i am becoming really lonely. Since i stoped going out ( if you read you will know i used to go out to clubs at least 3x per week ) now i am going out maybe once. I feel tired of it - but than again i am loosing my social circle.
Last time i cried when i was 18 - so 8 years later ia m crying now and feeling very angry and depressed.
Everything is the same as it was 2 months ago, but in my head it looks like nothing is okay.
First of all i am feeling lonely even though i am sorrounded with so manny people,
I feel hated so much ( and i am not )
New people who i meet are starting to hate me (this is reall happenign ) even though i am in my corner not doing anything ( Talking about girls here )
When i approach girls they are rude to me - this didnt happen before.
I have really bad mood swings
I have flashses of past
I dont know ... i need encouragment, other people would kill for my life. But in last 2 weeks i am so unhappy.