It's been a very interesting weekend and while again, I cannot with absolute certainty say, that it is due all to Aura of Sexiness, I feel certain the subliminal are working and as such led to in part the success of said weekend.
On Friday I had tickets to see Henry Rollins Spoken Word Tour in Memphis and if you are unfamiliar with him and his books allow me to HIGHLY recommend them. I was fortunate to see him with Black Flag, the Henry Rollins Band and in 92 at the Wetlands Bar in NYC for his Spoken Word show. It left a Lasting Impact on my life and the man is an exceptional story teller. Again I urge you to create yourself a bucket list and add Henry to it. Even if his politics and view points are opposing you should allow yourself the wisdom to participate in the sharing of knowledge. He said several things that I completely disagree with, but all the same he always puts it in a respectable way that gave me the opportunity to "think" about what was said and draw my own conclusions.
I happened to buy his most recent book at the show and really wanted to get it autographed. He usually speaks for about 2 to 3 hours and after that long of a speech I highly-doubt he would want to talk some more, but I made the attempt. I spoke to his road manager about some of the shows I had seen and my opposing opinion to some of Rollins points. He was intrigued enough and even mentioned so that it was refreshing to meet someone that was willing to share a viewpoint differing from the speakers and not silent, just to get a photo-op or autograph. I was invited back stage at the end of the show with my friends to share. I must admit I was honored and it really panned out to be a unique experience I can share with others, including you today. We chatted about our favorite shows, crime, and presidents. Rollins recommended I read: President Lincolns Lyceum Address:
http://showcase.netins.net/web/creative/...lyceum.htm While I have not had the opportunity to read it yet I am excited to do so.
Before the show my good friend and wingman (A PUA term for partner that helps you pick up chicks) and I headed to downtown Memphis to have a couple of beers. I felt GREAT and while I have been making incredible long-lasting strides with myself and taking steps to ensure personal healthy ecology and success, I have to admit I have been feeling really great since starting the Aura of Sexiness. From the get go I have always noticed how suggestive I am to outside influence, regardless of its nature or intentions. This could be construed as a fault especially in negative situations, like for instance when people talk sh*t about you. For the longest time I had a serious issue there, but I successfully overcame that. Thankfully while overcoming the irrational and bad self-projected images of myself I have been able to retain the ability to filter out the bad and keep the good. Psycho-Cybernetics by Malcolm Gladwell has had a lasting effect on my life.
I work in the influence and persuasion field and by the generosity of the people I work with I get the latest and greatest books and seminars on personal improvement and marketing techniques. While I consider myself an expert on marketing I also understand that I have limitations and it is myself that usually impairs my own progress. Coming from years of corporate structures I literally had to relearn who I was as a person rather than a marketing guru. Titles are so lame and demeaning these days. It's no longer about titles with me but about who I am that makes me me. I love myself.
I bring this all up because I feel it is important in understanding my position and why I already feel the benefits of the Aura of Sexiness. I have not listened consistently every day as weekends I usually am too busy living life. I do listen nearly every weekday during my working hours on iTunes, on my Macbook Pro in the background.
Sorry I went off on a tangent, but like I said I do feel the benefits already. I know this is going to sound a bit weird and maybe even gay if you are homophobic
, but there is this really hot blond chick that works at my favorite bar. Personally I think my girlfriend is hotter, but here's what makes the difference. The blond is obviously used to getting what she wants and has an air of confidence that exudes all around her. When she walks she walks with absolute confidence, almost bouncing on air when she walks in the room. You can feel her presence. Whenever I see her I get super turned on by her and I want her. Well this past Friday I took notice how she walked and its sexy. Now here's the weird part: I started to walk like that too. No, not the swaying hips, but the whole confidence thing and you know what? My girlfriend who happens to work the same bar, said there's something about you SteveO tonight. You seem to have this super sexy vibe tonight! Freaked me out a bit, but all the while I had a sly smile and knew where it was from.
What I take from that, besides a stolen walk, modified to be SteveOLicious I have noticed more and more of what I find to be sexy. I've never really looked at a girl that I want and thought much more than about her body parts that intrigue me to wanting to F*ck her. I'm vain when it comes to looks and while I may not be the tops of the looks scale myself, I have slept with hundreds of women. I have learned from some of the worlds most renowned PUA and ladies men, and not just on a "buy my bootcamp and program" level, but again personal one on one due to my working arrangement. It's nice to have friends in low places
I had girls all night just all around me and I got to tell you I am convinced and loving it. I am also a certified practitioner of NLP trained by Bandler himself and a certified licensed Hypnotherapist and I love trances. Whenever I listen to this Aura of Sexiness I love the feel of trance it brings on. I can actually feel the mind working and becoming confused by the subliminal presence and therefore overcoming the critical factor and getting right into the cerebral area making lasting changes. Kudo's to you oh great and powerful Shannon for such a amazing product that I am very much enjoying right now. Great, great and powerful.
I used a product with ocean waves that I bought on eBay, quite a while ago. I forget who produced it. Shannon, I know I promised to look it up and let you know, but it's just so far removed from my life. Another testament to the changes I have made, is I usually don't go back and look up past failures, I just file them and move on. LOL, maybe procrastination can be beneficial after all. I can say though that it was nearly impossible to listen to that CD. I would listen and get this overwhelming feeling of...hmmm let me think about this. I am not sure I can properly put it into perspective, but I know I couldn't listen to it for very long at all. It was for weight loss and every time I listened I certainly didn't stop or cut back on intake. In reality it had the opposite effect and while perhaps it can be associated with my pushing back, but every time I listened I would eat even more than regular. With you Aura of Sexiness program I can say, as of this moment, that I really feel the desire not only to be sexy, but to make the changes that will get me there as well.
Sure I have been on a diet for 6 months and seriously headed to the gym pretty much daily, but its a constant process of reminding myself daily of my goals. I've lost 59 pounds already, but I got to to tell you, this past week I've felt really good about it. Normally its me pushing myself to do better and work harder. This past week it's been me stopping looking in the mirror and saying Damn Steve O you are awesome. And yes I am.
At the end of the night on Friday, apparently I was talking to the blond girl and not my girlfriend. I think my girl might have been a bit angry with me especially after I told her I saw her mother at the zoo. In with the orangutans! Not a brilliant or sexy move at all. Not sure why or how that came about either. I never even met her mother and wow, that was...stupid drunk talk. Yeah I'm blaming the beer. She told me her car broke down and she was getting a ride from brunette girl. I offered her a ride, but she refused and I am honestly surprised she didn't punch me, but I am super charismatic and lovable. So as I said, I was talking to blond for a while according to my wingman and while I was a bit buzzed, I have no recollection of this. I wasn't shit-faced wasted, just buzzed enough to insult my girlfriend and talk to someone without any memories.
The next night I met up with an old friend who is dating a girl I used to sleep with. She is really smart and yet freaking weird and kind of creeps me out. She is like this brilliant Russian girl who is on a full-scholarship to an Ivy-League school, hates materialism, likes to look down at people and at the same time is a high-end model. I mean how do you hate materialism and yet are a model in magazines all over the world. A girls got to eat I guess, but I just don't get her. Her boyfriend is one of those guys whose left the corporate world because he thinks the world will end in a few years. Everyone is entitled to whatever it is they want to believe, but he always attempts to get you to tell him something he disagrees with so he can argue. This brings me full-circle back to Henry Rollins: I love to have dissenting opinions and am more than willing to debate. I do not like to demean people because I "know it all" and therefore my opinion must be the only right one.
Saturday night was way different with them. They seemed to accept whatever I said and sure while we discussed things that we had opposing views to, we still had a good time. I felt as if my insights were valuable to him and appreciated. It was the first time in a long time that we hung out and was enjoyable. I actually made it a point earlier in the night to say I was tired as an out, if I needed it. I didn't get home until 4 am.
All in all a great weekend and I already feel the magic happening.