From a quick google search, probably lol. I was never diagnosed, but I was about as traumatized as you could get before I started subs. Regular trauma is like being affected in one area that permeates to the others, while complex trauma is like all of the pieces are affected without really being able to tell where it starts or ends because it’s so interwoven right? Yeah I’d say I have that.
Since I’m here I might as well report. The bloom these past few days has been promising. It’s like this really deep sense of peace and joy. I’m not fully there yet, but I’m becoming someone really comfortable in my own skin. Unfortunately the road to get there has been brutally uncomfortable at times, despite E6’s shielding. It’s kind of weird feeling peace and joy and also feeling like crying like a child at the same time.
But the feelings and vibes I’m feeling are extremely promising, don’t know how else to put it. It’s just something you gotta feel yourself. I can tell you “I’m feeling awesome guys!”, but it’s not the same as you feeling what I feel. It’s not like some shallow passing emotion either, what I’m experiencing is something deep and lasting. At least that’s the vibe I get. Only time will tell.
Edit: If I had to put colors to the vibes I’d say it’s like clear/irridescent mixed with shiny gold/white. There’s a sense of purity and clarity that comes from it. This is the real deal. This is what you pay 400 dollars for lol (should be more).
(12-03-2024, 03:51 AM)Frosted Wrote: [ -> ]From a quick google search, probably lol. I was never diagnosed, but I was about as traumatized as you could get before I started subs. Regular trauma is like being affected in one area that permeates to the others, while complex trauma is like all of the pieces are affected without really being able to tell where it starts or ends because it’s so interwoven right? Yeah I’d say I have that.
Since I’m here I might as well report. The bloom these past few days has been promising. It’s like this really deep sense of peace and joy. I’m not fully there yet, but I’m becoming someone really comfortable in my own skin. Unfortunately the road to get there has been brutally uncomfortable at times, despite E6’s shielding. It’s kind of weird feeling peace and joy and also feeling like crying like a child at the same time.
But the feelings and vibes I’m feeling are extremely promising, don’t know how else to put it. It’s just something you gotta feel yourself. I can tell you “I’m feeling awesome guys!”, but it’s not the same as you feeling what I feel. It’s not like some shallow passing emotion either, what I’m experiencing is something deep and lasting. At least that’s the vibe I get. Only time will tell.
Edit: If I had to put colors to the vibes I’d say it’s like clear/irridescent mixed with shiny gold/white. There’s a sense of purity and clarity that comes from it. This is the real deal. This is what you pay 400 dollars for lol (should be more).
Thanks for posting, Frosted!
(12-03-2024, 06:15 AM)Sky Wrote: [ -> ] (12-03-2024, 03:51 AM)Frosted Wrote: [ -> ]From a quick google search, probably lol. I was never diagnosed, but I was about as traumatized as you could get before I started subs. Regular trauma is like being affected in one area that permeates to the others, while complex trauma is like all of the pieces are affected without really being able to tell where it starts or ends because it’s so interwoven right? Yeah I’d say I have that.
Since I’m here I might as well report. The bloom these past few days has been promising. It’s like this really deep sense of peace and joy. I’m not fully there yet, but I’m becoming someone really comfortable in my own skin. Unfortunately the road to get there has been brutally uncomfortable at times, despite E6’s shielding. It’s kind of weird feeling peace and joy and also feeling like crying like a child at the same time.
But the feelings and vibes I’m feeling are extremely promising, don’t know how else to put it. It’s just something you gotta feel yourself. I can tell you “I’m feeling awesome guys!”, but it’s not the same as you feeling what I feel. It’s not like some shallow passing emotion either, what I’m experiencing is something deep and lasting. At least that’s the vibe I get. Only time will tell.
Edit: If I had to put colors to the vibes I’d say it’s like clear/irridescent mixed with shiny gold/white. There’s a sense of purity and clarity that comes from it. This is the real deal. This is what you pay 400 dollars for lol (should be more).
Thanks for posting, Frosted!
Thanks! I hesitate a little with posting some of the stuff because it might sound a bit pretentious or out there, but at the same time I don’t have anyone to talk to about this stuff and I want others to see the good stuff and that even if you suffer on these subs that there is a reward for that.
Most of the time I keep it to myself because it’s either too much effort to post or I feel like It’ll be discounted somehow. But I know previous me would appreciate some of the stuff I write, so that’s a big part of why I post.
The word actuality keeps coming up. For awareness itself as well as execution of the subliminal. The “actuality” of the moment, and the “actuality” of “actually” doing the instructions as opposed to thinking about them.
Why I haven’t gotten the results I’ve wanted from previous subliminals is becoming more and more clear to me. In fact life is becoming clearer to me in general. My brain always is looking for solutions, when I already know the solution. Just do the couple things that bring results, the end. Stop being impatient, stop looking for an escape from the work that needs done. Keep focusing on the basics and the rest will follow.
I’m starting to see a return on investment for all the hours I’ve put into self development subs. I’m finally almost out of the tunnel. Everything is starting to make sense and some of the stuff that was beneath the surface before is bubbling up and becoming more prominent.
Noticing an increase in frustration and anger, but also contentment and peace. But let me just say that it’s starting to feel like I am more good feeling than bad. It feels like I’m changing on a deeper level that always seemed to stay the same on older subs. It’s like my “ground” is changing.
I don’t know how to express how awesome and profound the changes are without coming across the wrong way. I just feel better on a deeper level. For the longest time it’s felt like I’ve been in a desert searching for an oasis. Noticing improvements, but still not living the life I want. I’m not living the life I want fully yet, but the changes I’m experiencing have directly shown me that things are alright and are getting better. Not just by nature of noticing changes and using logic and prediction, like normal, but just because it feels like they are getting better.
If you’re considering E6 or OGSF2 then run them. There’s really nothing like them to my knowledge. Can’t recommend using them enough. It’s the best investment I can think of. Investing directly in yourself and your experience. And the best part is that it’s passive.
But yeah. I feel good and am extremely optimistic about my future. There’s a sense of calm serenity/bliss/joy that’s really smooth. It’s like the feeling you might get while enjoying a hot tub and a massage or something. It’s interesting that it seems to be an emotion but also a sensation, or something.
But yeah, good stuff all around. I haven’t even talked about all the stuff I’ve noticed and even a lot of the stuff I’ve noticed I don’t know how to describe with words lol. But take my word for it, this shit is next level and it is fucking awesome. The opposite of a scam. I feel like I’m getting too much value for what I payed honestly. I’m extremely grateful.
Edit: It feels like I’m finally beginning to arrive, instead of always striving. I think that’s a big part of what I’m trying to express with this post.
As I continue to develop my brain tells me “what’s the other thing I need to do?”. There is no other thing, I know this logically, but it’s been sinking in as I actually see the things keeping me stuck being dealt with and coming into the light. It’s one thing to know, it’s another to KNOW. It’s becoming clear to me that this IS the path. Sometimes we’re already doing what needs to be done and there is nothing to do but be patient. There is no escape from doing the thing, this is the thing.
Bro this is crazy. I’m developing spiritually in my sleep. Literally had a dream where I was shifting in and out of a state of joy/being while accepting anything that passed through me, including all the nuances of my various pleasant and unpleasant experiences and emotions and it was a state of bliss.
My life is so weird man. On the one hand I have the physical life I’m living which is incredibly mediocre. On the other I have the inner development which is resplendent, and contrasts so hard with the life I’m living that I question if I’m just delusional lol. It doesn’t help that I’m having a lot of pain body attacks lately. Unfortunately it’s the same answer that keeps popping up lately. Be patient and time will tell.
Things are becoming clearer to me. I’m becoming better at living my own life. A lot of my own incompetence comes from emotional causes. Noticing how a lot of my problems are caused by emotional damage and gsf. For example when interacting with others I have trauma from when I was ridiculed as a kid. The tears come up I held back and various traumas and emotional damage comes out.
I can see that if I heal this so many things in my life will get better. It’s all interconnected. I heal and overcome gsf and suddenly I become more confident and smooth socially. Women start liking me a lot more because I’m more confident and socially capable. I become able to do things I need to do to progress my financial situation and improve my habits. And overall I just feel better doing nothing and doing whatever I want to do. There’s no “power through” or forcing anything. I would just do what I want to do and enjoying doing so.
I don’t say it enough. E6 is awesome. Thank you Shannon.
I don’t care to dive into the details, but just take my word for it. This program works and works well, and to my knowledge is the only way you can heal yourself so thoroughly and quickly.
I’m onto something big. It’s like rather than being moved, I stay still and my issues are the ones moved. Tears start coming out from the release and there is this sort of uncompromising feeling I get, like I’d almost rather die than not be living how I want to be living. In these moments, even if on the surface I may seem weak, I feel the most alpha I’ve ever felt. Unfortunately these are sparks of inspiration and not my normal yet.
Btw, I’m on my break. Finished all of my listening for E6 and now it’s onto OGSF2 after a suitable amount of time. I’ve also had some urges to use UMS2 so who knows maybe I’ll suddenly use that instead. I do feel like I’ve been getting TID from OGSF2.
Still on my break days before OGSF2 and the bloom is awesome.
I remember someone asked me for something more than blind faith to go off with these subs. The reality is that you need some degree of faith to get through the shitty times. That or commitment. Maybe they go hand in hand. Because anything worth anything in life is going to take some degree of shit on the front end to get the gold on the back end.
This shit is painful, probably more so the more shit you have to deal with. What I can say is that I personally am witnessing some of the gold on the back end. If you want, trust my words and keep going, or don’t and stop.
But from my personal experience it’s worth all of the bullshit. If you can, find some way to keep going however you can, even if you don’t do it perfectly.
(01-19-2025, 04:01 PM)Frosted Wrote: [ -> ]Still on my break days before OGSF2 and the bloom is awesome.
I remember someone asked me for something more than blind faith to go off with these subs. The reality is that you need some degree of faith to get through the shitty times. That or commitment. Maybe they go hand in hand. Because anything worth anything in life is going to take some degree of shit on the front end to get the gold on the back end.
This shit is painful, probably more so the more shit you have to deal with. What I can say is that I personally am witnessing some of the gold on the back end. If you want, trust my words and keep going, or don’t and stop.
But from my personal experience it’s worth all of the bullshit. If you can, find some way to keep going however you can, even if you don’t do it perfectly.
" Frosted", man your journey is so awesome & inspiring , so genuine & authentic. I can feel the heart of the matter, when you write
All the best with OGSF2 & all the good GOLD that you can hold!! Brave heart. Keep going, surely and definitely,it's worth it. More empowerment to ya,Man. Keith.
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ncbeareatingman Thanks for the kind words man!
The bloom continues to be awesome. Realizing that all I ever wanted was love. I haven’t fully achieved it but I’m getting tastes of the full thing and its like you’ve already won and nobody can take it from you. For me it’s also a feeling of having an impact on the world, a sense of clarity and focus. Of being here. A recognition that I have free will and can go anywhere and do anything I want. Freedom.
Also having more self awareness about the negative parts of me. There is part of me that feels envious like other people have something I don’t.