Ony a couple of days left from Stage 6. I will post a review at the end of the 6 months.
I reckon I did draw some benefits from running AM6, but I was not fully ready for it, since I clearly needed more emotional healing or removal of fears.
There is a saying that we keep running away from what we should be doing, or the subs that we should be running, and instead we go for the "big guns". We lack patience. But there is no escaping you, your fears.
From now on, I will stop escaping.
Been reading UH journals. I will soon make my choice between OF4, LTU6, E5, UH. Can't go wrong with whichever choice I make, but since emotional healing is my priority, LTU6 might not be that much focused on that to the same degree.
(12-28-2022, 02:02 PM)GreekGod22 Wrote: [ -> ]Been reading UH journals. I will soon make my choice between OF4, LTU6, E5, UH. Can't go wrong with whichever choice I make, but since emotional healing is my priority, LTU6 might not be that much focused on that to the same degree.
LTU6 is an amazing sub! I think it's a great tool for emotional healing, but I would get it if you want to pursue another one. They're all great, but in my opinion OFv4 might be your best bet because once you remove the fear, you can get on with your life to do other things and focus on other goals. Good luck with your choice! Would you recommend AM6 to those looking to improve their self-development in their lives or would you recommend a later generation sub because AM6 is an older generation? Also, LTU6 has E4 in in it which I'm sure you know but just pointing that out.
(12-28-2022, 02:14 PM)Sky Wrote: [ -> ] (12-28-2022, 02:02 PM)GreekGod22 Wrote: [ -> ]Been reading UH journals. I will soon make my choice between OF4, LTU6, E5, UH. Can't go wrong with whichever choice I make, but since emotional healing is my priority, LTU6 might not be that much focused on that to the same degree.
LTU6 is an amazing sub! I think it's a great tool for emotional healing, but I would get it if you want to pursue another one. They're all great, but in my opinion OFv4 might be your best bet because once you remove the fear, you can get on with your life to do other things and focus on other goals. Good luck with your choice! Would you recommend AM6 to those looking to improve their self-development in their lives or would you recommend a later generation sub because AM6 is an older generation? Also, LTU6 has E4 in in it which I'm sure you know but just pointing that out.
I'd probably recommend a later generation sub for faster results.
Also, I did run OF3 for 5 months without massive results, but I ran it at too low of a volume, which I later realized. That's why I'm hesitant about OF4.
Last night, I had a dream I was driving in a foreign city, and suddenly 2 attractive women just entered into my car as I was parked. I was confused as to what do they want, I thought they confused me for an uber/ taxi driver, but anyway...I felt very drawn to just hit on them. When suddenly, I remember I have to call my girlfriend (she recently broke up with me).
(12-30-2022, 01:50 AM)GreekGod22 Wrote: [ -> ] (12-28-2022, 02:14 PM)Sky Wrote: [ -> ]LTU6 is an amazing sub! I think it's a great tool for emotional healing, but I would get it if you want to pursue another one. They're all great, but in my opinion OFv4 might be your best bet because once you remove the fear, you can get on with your life to do other things and focus on other goals. Good luck with your choice! Would you recommend AM6 to those looking to improve their self-development in their lives or would you recommend a later generation sub because AM6 is an older generation? Also, LTU6 has E4 in in it which I'm sure you know but just pointing that out.
I'd probably recommend a later generation sub for faster results.
Also, I did run OF3 for 5 months without massive results, but I ran it at too low of a volume, which I later realized. That's why I'm hesitant about OF4.
Last night, I had a dream I was driving in a foreign city, and suddenly 2 attractive women just entered into my car as I was parked. I was confused as to what do they want, I thought they confused me for an uber/ taxi driver, but anyway...I felt very drawn to just hit on them. When suddenly, I remember I have to call my girlfriend (she recently broke up with me).
Gotcha. I appreciate the insight!
I am now finished with 6 months of AM6. Will write a report in a couple of days.
AM6 final review.
I've ran the whole 6 stages of AM6, between July 2022 and December 2022. It has been a difficult experience; those 6 months haven't been the happiest.
- My finances have improved a lot, I got a great job offer, started in December, and I'm working as a freelancer/ contractor. I have a lot of flexibility, it's fully remote, which is exactly what I desired.
- I bought my first car (my mother helped a lot with the money, tbh), learned to overcome my fear of driving, took driving lessons, became a better driver and I'm now more relaxed while driving, and confident in my skills. This has been positively influenced by AM6, for sure.
- My relationship with my girlfriend has suffered, I didn't make her as happy as she wished, there were several breakups attempts from her, and my mild depression hasn't helped either. Currently she broke up with me, and it's serious. Maybe we will be back together. Either way, I have grown a lot from this relationship, it has better shaped me into a man.
- My problem of using porn/ masturbation as a means of emotional escapism. This has not changed/ improved on AM6
- My chronic anhedonia/ low enthusiasm has not changed. Good things have happened in my life, but I'm still unable to be happy, only for a short while.
- more willing to face my fears and sit with them. I've had a lot of dreams with my father who passed away.
- better decision making, maturity improvement
- relationship with my sister has improved.
Currently, taking X4A-1000 for a month spin, then I might use Aura of Love for a month, after which I will settle for a long-term sub, one of: UH, E5, OF5.
X4A-