08-20-2021, 05:25 PM
I feel like Im having a major break through, I accidently did 9 loops of OF v3 last night.
so il try to be brief as my posts are getting rather long & harder to read.
I had a customer call me to come deal with something, I had an overcome fear nightmare type dream a few days ago about this same customer.
Instead of procasinating or ignoring it like I sometimes did when I felt anxious about a situation, (I have been feeling a little anxious when it comes to my business the last few weeks)
I immediately got up & went straight to there home, despite how I was feeling.
When I was there I even admitted that Ive been feeling "weird lately, & a little more anxious then usual"
I ended up getting work for tomorrow, a relatively small job $200 profit.
Anyways, that's not the breakthrough, afterwards when I went home I was analyzing & overthinking & feeling some insecurities.
I decided to use the Sedona Method for 5-10 minutes. I did that & I felt so much tension & inner turmoil being released (good reminder for me to be conscious about the Sedona Method & use it more actively)
then I meditated for 45 minutes. I noticed while meditating, I felt an extreme inner peace, & INSANE vibrations in my Pineal Gland. I could feel it vibrating as much as I do when I use LSD.
It was an intense feeling, & my mental state & feeling changed completely. I feel really good right now. I also had a situation arise where I would have gotten extremely angry /frustrated because of someone being super inconsiderate & disrespectful.
Instead of expressing any anger, I went up to the person & calmly discussed my frustration with there behavior & asked them to not behave that way in the future.
Been having allot of introspection & epiphanies about life & self development & the path that I need to take to further my growth.
Good day for growth today.
also I keep thinking about NSLW, & I know Shannon you're busy with allot right now, & I intend to be on Overcome Fear v3 for a couple months or more at least. But I hope that it's still on your mind because it worries me that it is been pushed back. I'm not necessarily in a huge rush, but if it never ended up being made that would be terrible & an extreme let down for me. I've been waiting for it for years now. literally.
Do what's best for you & the company, but please don't forget about it.
so il try to be brief as my posts are getting rather long & harder to read.
I had a customer call me to come deal with something, I had an overcome fear nightmare type dream a few days ago about this same customer.
Instead of procasinating or ignoring it like I sometimes did when I felt anxious about a situation, (I have been feeling a little anxious when it comes to my business the last few weeks)
I immediately got up & went straight to there home, despite how I was feeling.
When I was there I even admitted that Ive been feeling "weird lately, & a little more anxious then usual"
I ended up getting work for tomorrow, a relatively small job $200 profit.
Anyways, that's not the breakthrough, afterwards when I went home I was analyzing & overthinking & feeling some insecurities.
I decided to use the Sedona Method for 5-10 minutes. I did that & I felt so much tension & inner turmoil being released (good reminder for me to be conscious about the Sedona Method & use it more actively)
then I meditated for 45 minutes. I noticed while meditating, I felt an extreme inner peace, & INSANE vibrations in my Pineal Gland. I could feel it vibrating as much as I do when I use LSD.
It was an intense feeling, & my mental state & feeling changed completely. I feel really good right now. I also had a situation arise where I would have gotten extremely angry /frustrated because of someone being super inconsiderate & disrespectful.
Instead of expressing any anger, I went up to the person & calmly discussed my frustration with there behavior & asked them to not behave that way in the future.
Been having allot of introspection & epiphanies about life & self development & the path that I need to take to further my growth.
Good day for growth today.
also I keep thinking about NSLW, & I know Shannon you're busy with allot right now, & I intend to be on Overcome Fear v3 for a couple months or more at least. But I hope that it's still on your mind because it worries me that it is been pushed back. I'm not necessarily in a huge rush, but if it never ended up being made that would be terrible & an extreme let down for me. I've been waiting for it for years now. literally.
Do what's best for you & the company, but please don't forget about it.