some more heavy dreaming last night...
Several concepts coming from my main current preoccupations/activities were mixed together resulting into a very confusing dream...
good for my subconscious mind if the dream did help it to sort out things... For my conscious side, while the experience wasn't unpleasant, I cannot draw any takeaway from the experience..
As I am completing the 3rd month, it seems like it starts kicking in...
It is either my unconscious mind who suddenly got a ah ah moment or it is simply the fact that the lockdown madness is slowly going away and people start to socialize after a long period of privation...
I find myself bantering with strangers... It is fun...
It is going to be a tough choice to either finish this 4 months long program or quickly jump into UMS when it gets released when the program finally starts to manifest itself...
I wonder if NSFM has some sort of manifestation module...
I started to go in a private crossfit gym.
The private gym is in a private residence garage. The capacity is very much limited. We are 3 and we are pretty much tight... 4 is possibly the maximum capacity.
this is my second day. Yesterday, we were 3 dudes at the class. Today, we were still 3 but one of the dude got replaced by a young sexy blonde athlete. In my old DMSI journal, I did mention this girl more than once. In my book, she is in the top 3 of the hottest girls of my last gym. She is a true stunner...
So, I wonder if this is some coincidence that might have been amplified by the program. I haven't seen this girl for months. Probably a year or more...
Funny that on the surface, NSFM didn't help at all... Instead of acting seductive in her presence, I felt a mild discomfort because I find her so hot... who knows maybe this is sexual tension that I am feeling...
One strange anecdote, it is because the workout is essentially High intensity for about 15 minutes. When you are done, you essentially have to lay down on the floor for few minutes to recuperate from the workout. I did finish first. I got the time to recuperate and finally sit down on the floor.
When the hot girl did finish, of all the spots in the gym that she could have chosen, and all the angles she could have chosen, she choose to lay on her back 3 feet away from me with her legs straight in my direction and with her molding yoga/workout pants, she was opening and closing her legs and moving her hips up and down and making small circles with them while her legs were wide open... There is not a single self respecting male that could NOT have been turned on by having a hot girl doing that in front of him...
It could be a coincidence or I am a pervert voyeur that see all those things around me... but by thinking that women are very self-aware of their body, I tend to think that it is deliberate and her way to seduce me...
If that is the case, would it be NSFM that made me do something unconsciously that did compel her to tease me with her strong sex appeal??
(06-15-2021, 10:29 AM)lano1106 Wrote: [ -> ] her legs and moving her hips up and down and making small circles with them while her legs were wide open... There is not a single self respecting male that could NOT have been turned on by having a hot girl doing that in front of him...
It could be a coincidence or I am a pervert voyeur that see all those things around me... but by thinking that women are very self-aware of their body, I tend to think that it is deliberate and her way to seduce me...
If that is the case, would it be NSFM that made me do something unconsciously that did compel her to tease me with her strong sex appeal??
Nothing perverted about that, my friend. Like you said, "...not a single self respecting male that could NOT have been turned on..."
Interesting report! Hope to hear more about her (and others) in the future.
maybe it was nothing...
The day after, I was feeling nothing from and for her.
I wonder if this program has some sort of dynamic adjustment module in it... I felt like 3 loops wasn't enough...
I cranked up the number to 4 since a couple of days...
idk if it makes any difference but I felt an increase in fatigue since I have started doing that...
Anyway, I might not have for too long of this program with the upcoming UMSv2... I need to reserve my preorder price ASAP while it last...
too bad that the moment that I feel like something is about to happen that I have to change...
Either my subconscious is playing game on me or I do play game on it...
I went to the movie theater 2 nights ago...
During my whole interaction with him, I was feeling my head tingling. He did end up calming himself very quickly, apologize and did wish me a good evening.
The whole experience did feel like in a Star Wars movie where someone is pulling a Jedi mind trick on someone... I believe that this was a manifestation of the directional shield in action!
flirting and opening stranger women starts to come up more naturally and easily. I'm feeling compelling to do it because it is fun and I am eager to do it.
This afternoon, I did bring my kids to the park and we went to it with our bikes. Just before arriving to the park, there is pretty steep slope and I was seeing a woman in bike in front of us... no idea what she did look like but what I was seeing is a woman with very short short pants showing nice looking legs and to say it with class, I did really like her profile from behind...
I was approaching very fast to her with very little effort. When I did reach her, I did tell her that I was moving faster because I was heavier than her... It turns out to a woman with an european accent. She did find my joke charming as it was some sort of reverse compliment... She did laugh and reply back that actually her bike was broken but thank you for the compliment... I didn't pursue further our convo since I was with my kids... but the ice was broken and I could have chatted a bit more if I wanted to...
Post #34 as an issue. Almost the entire first paragraph is just begging for someone to start an argument over it, and that is against the rules. Please adjust that paragraph so that that is not the case. You're welcome to do as you see fit in your life, but we don't want people deciding to argue over it, and I have already had to stop one person. And please stop mentioning that personal choice in the future, as it will always be a hot button issue whether or not to do that and who said what supporting it and the credibility of who said what and the science behind which side's argument, and whether it's valid science or the author is this or that. Better if you just leave that out, because it's an incendiary topic. I appreciate that.
the whole thing got removed... It is kinda sad that discussing about defending a fundamental freedom is forbidden...
but I get it that this is very polarizing topic that has the potential to steer away the focus of what this forum is about.
Know that I envy the current living conditions you have in Florida.
I guess that we take for granted our freedoms until they are taken away...
(06-20-2021, 10:16 AM)lano1106 Wrote: [ -> ]the whole thing got removed... It is kinda sad that discussing about defending a fundamental freedom is forbidden...
but I get it that this is very polarizing topic that has the potential to steer away the focus of what this forum is about.
Know that I envy the current living conditions you have in Florida.
I guess that we take for granted our freedoms until they are taken away...
You didn't have to remove the whole thing. But not only is it a polarizing subject, I cannot see which side is correct; there is too much deceptive reporting and too many lies being perpetuated regarding that whole subject. So on top of not wanting to have a hot button topic on the forum, I also don't want to be spreading misinformation on the forum, and right now I cannot tell what the truth actually is.
I appreciate your understanding and cooperation.
And I doubt you envy the living conditions we have. I think you envy what we had before everyone started coming here to enjoy what we have policy-wise, and started overcrowding the place and driving like maniacs. On top of that, it is hot as heck here most days, and we are having flash floods as a result of that.
It used to be easy for me to go to a restaurant for dinner and have no trouble getting seated within 0 to 15 minutes, in the unusual case that there was a wait in the first place. Now, we have to drive around the city, and sometimes to other cities, to find a table available if we want to eat out. Even on days you wouldn't expect it to be crowded, we have to frequently wait between 20 and 60+ minutes for a table in the restaurants we used to enjoy going to. It is absolutely nuts. Everything is overcrowded now. The mall, the beaches, the parks, the roads... it's worse than when all the snowbirds come down during the winter, and they would normally have gone back by now. I don't have a problem with snowbirds, but they do tend to make the population swell noticeably during the winter, and that changes the living experience here because the roads and stores are more crowded. But this is just nuts. And as far as I can tell, it's because other states have ridiculous policies for the whole pandemic situation. Maybe I'm wrong, but that's what it looks like to me.
Then again, maybe your situation is bad enough that you would be happier here anyway. I don't know.
In the end, I can't wait for this whole situation to go away.
I have made a dream last night that was a mixture of the program suggestions and my before sleep activity.
I was in a hotel room and a cute brunette in lingerie did knock at my door. I let her enter and she start to talk about the error messages that she got in the server logs...
that did destroy the mood...
That would definitely kill any mood, lol.
I got another seduction dream where some event from the previous day has been mixed into it... My young daughter lost a tooth.
So guess what did happen in my dream? In the middle of a seductive interaction, I suddenly broke one of my teeth...
I reakon there might be a market for these genres.
'Hot housewives quoting server logs'
'Error message erotica 57'.
'Hot nurses fixing teeth'.
You can think me when you're rich.
