Days 34 - 35
Turns out that the masked Trickling Stream track is much more conducive to falling asleep easier and sleeping better while listening to the sub.
At this point, I am kind of curious and inpatient to try more recent tech, like 5.75G. I feel alright, my confidence levels are good right now, but it's hard to pinpoint exactly what beneficial effect is ASC having. I caught myself in my old patterns of thinking and that upset me a bit.
One obvious effect I notice - I keep getting more frequent stares and eye contact from people of both sexes, especially women. This has happened consistently through this ASC run.
Day 36
Moments of apathy and disillusionment that I've had in the last few days were short-lived as ASC powered through them. I am now mentally feeling grounded, abrasive, even aggressive in behavior. I am much more self-assured in standing for what I believe in, in standing for my choices in life. I do not doubt. I've doubted so much in my life.
I exude a feeling of dominance and power that has taken over me.
My physical energy levels are increasing.
I have progressed so much in the last year, I should be proud of myself. I was a boy, now I feel like a man, I am one and have absolutely no doubts of this.
I do not identify with my old fears at this moment. I feel so, so mentally strong and competent, in charge of my destiny, it's surreal.
Definitely will run the sub for at least 60 days.
Day 40
Today will mark 40 completed days on ASC this year.
Last year I listened to 42 days of ASC so this time I will easily surpass my listening time. I have learned to be patient in order to achieve long-lasting results.
2021 me is better man, a more dominant and assertive version of me VS the 2020 version of me. I have more sexual and dating experience now, I am much less fearful and timid.
I've actually been quite depressed in 2019-2020, but it's a thing of the past.
Part of my success is also due to ASC. Sometimes I wonder - has the sub really changed me or have other factors resulted in my positive changes? Hard to distinguish.
The effects from ASC seem subtle, consciously I don't feel huge differences from day to day, but maybe when the subconscious changes, it takes a while for the conscious mind to fully internalize.
Last few days I have been a bit more anxious and pessimistic than before, but it doesn't last long, I am quickly shifting again and again towards a more optimistic state of mind. My emotional management has improved a lot this year.
Days 41 - 44
Logically, my life is good, I should have little reasons to be sad about it, but I keep finding reasons on why am I not enough, why I need to be more muscular, more big, to have more financial power. It's a never-ending quest to feel enough.
Today, I am having strong urges to stop ASC and buy and run Grow Taller 5G. Height has been an obsession of mine in the past year, I have tried using manifestation techniques for it, so far without results. I am 6ft/ 6ft 1 almost and have to be this obsession to be even taller, to achieve peak muscularity and physique.
Went out in the city with some guys. Out of the blue, on multiple occasion, they've told me I'm a good looking guy and complimented my physique. it felt good to have this confirmed. I will use this and all the women that are showing interest in me as proof that I am indeed an attractive man.
Felt more chill & relaxed & confident towards the end of the day.
(04-24-2021, 11:23 AM)GreekGod22 Wrote: [ -> ]Days 41 - 44
Logically, my life is good, I should have little reasons to be sad about it, but I keep finding reasons on why am I not enough, why I need to be more muscular, more big, to have more financial power. It's a never-ending quest to feel enough.
Today, I am having strong urges to stop ASC and buy and run Grow Taller 5G. Height has been an obsession of mine in the past year, I have tried using manifestation techniques for it, so far without results. I am 6ft/ 6ft 1 almost and have to be this obsession to be even taller, to achieve peak muscularity and physique.
Went out in the city with some guys. Out of the blue, on multiple occasion, they've told me I'm a good looking guy and complimented my physique. it felt good to have this confirmed. I will use this and all the women that are showing interest in me as proof that I am indeed an attractive man.
Felt more chill & relaxed & confident towards the end of the day.
I used grow taller 3G and 5G in the past and they didn't work for me. I didn't finish grow taller 5G all the way though, I had to stop for various reasons. Good luck if you try! After reflecting on the amount of time I used running grow taller, I realized I should've run LTU to keep improving my life. Hope this anecdote helps.
Days 45 - 46
These 2 days I have become more reckless in keeping up with the listening time. I kept finding reasons to interrupt the track and ended up with probably under 10hrs of listening time / day for the past 2 days. Some form of resistance kicking in? It's possible.
I haven't felt much confident these past days.
I have some chronic digestive issues, which results in high endotoxin levels, which have negative mental effects. It's incredible how much digestion can affect your mental state, your mood, your confidence. I honestly believe depression and anxiety are at least 80% diseases of the body, and not of the mind.
For example, eating starch triggers depression in me. Time and time again.
Planning on listening at volume 6-7 / 15 for the next week.
Days 47-48
Felt more emotionally stable again.
I am actively taking solutions to fixing my digestive issues.
I realized how there is situational confidence and core confidence, that doesn't depend much on whether some days you feel more low or you get less external validation from others.
I am tired of always having to improve, do to something, to "heal my insecurities", to listen to subliminals to just be happy. I am tired of doing, it only reinforces that I am not enough, that I am not there to begin with. Maybe I am reaching a point of acceptance that leads to core self confidence.
Also to be brutally honest right now, looking back at my 48 days on ASC, I'm not sure if the positive effects that I noticed were placebo, random or if the sub actually changed something in my subconscious.
50 days on ASC 
Today marks 50 days since listening to the sub. At the moment, I can't sense clear changes taking place, I don't feel any different when listening to the sub. There were some days where good things were happening to me and had a brief period of a few days of high confidence levels. But it hasn't been the same since.
Considering this, I don't know how long will I continue listening to it.
Perhaps newer technology like OFv2 will work for me.
I am wondering if listening a sub to lower volumes, the conscious mind will not be able to detect changes initially, but the changes are taking place in the subconscious and sooner than later, they will surface to the conscious.
(04-30-2021, 08:21 AM)GreekGod22 Wrote: [ -> ]50 days on ASC
Today marks 50 days since listening to the sub. At the moment, I can't sense clear changes taking place, I don't feel any different when listening to the sub. There were some days where good things were happening to me and had a brief period of a few days of high confidence levels. But it hasn't been the same since.
Considering this, I don't know how long will I continue listening to it.
Perhaps newer technology like OFv2 will work for me.
I am wondering if listening a sub to lower volumes, the conscious mind will not be able to detect changes initially, but the changes are taking place in the subconscious and sooner than later, they will surface to the conscious.
Pre-order and use OFv3. It's $20 cheaper than OFv2 was when it was released, and only until the end of this month (which is...today!)
OF will also be good for you because it should take care of the root cause of a lot of your issues where you don't feel like you're "enough."
Why would you need to be taller than 6'? Are you a professional basketball player? Why do you need to be stronger, richer, leaner? Etc.
For example, in my case, I don't need to be taller, because I don't care. I'm happy at 5'11" (which is taller than average, as is). Being taller wouldn't affect my life in any beneficial way that I can think of.
Anyway, you'll be able to sort out what is actually important to you to improve from what you've been focusing on out of fear. Clear the fear, focus on what's really important, and I wager you'll be much happier, satisfied with yourself (and your life), and more successful in areas that you'll be able to focus on (because you won't be wasting more time on other areas you never needed to put energy/time/effort into).
Hope that makes sense, and is helpful.
I already bought OFv2 in March and planning on using that one.
In regard to why would I like to be taller than 6', honestly It'd be nice because I would have it way easier in dating, Even though I already have lots of interest from women and my height is not an issue 90% of the case, I would feel so more confident and superior being a few inches taller. It's an egoic desire, yes, I'm aware.
I played around with affirmations and manifestation for a while. Some of the affirmations were "I am an extremely tall man". The result I got was that friends were saying those words back to me, so it did have an effect on my subconscious and the subconscious of others.
I will switch back to a higher volume on ASC as it seemed to work better
Quote:OF will also be good for you because it should take care of the root cause of a lot of your issues where you don't feel like you're "enough."
I agree with this completely. Your desire for that is totally just a limiting belief. Do you think there are guys who are that tall who also have issues and insecurities with women, or do you think that magically they don't have that because of their height?
Of course i'm being a smart ass here, but that's to point something out. Because I can bet that if you did suddenly get taller you'd still find another reason, or think "Oh I still need to be even taller".
51 completed days
My patience has run out. Seems like failure to execute the script. What is odd is that I haven't even felt any kind of resistance. Considering this, I see no reason to continue for up to 60 or 90 days.
This marks the end of my run on the sub.
A curious thing. A few days after quitting the sub, I started seeing increasing confidence levels in me. My whole outlook on life powerfully shifting yet again in a matter of days.