(06-24-2020, 03:41 PM)Chris P. Bacon Wrote: [ -> ] (06-24-2020, 01:07 PM)London1 Wrote: [ -> ] (06-24-2020, 11:38 AM)Chris P. Bacon Wrote: [ -> ]I feel extremely liberated, however, it will take more wisdom than I think I've ever needed to live without fear.
Can you elaborate on this?
What wisdom does it need?
Once fear is removed from your life, who are you? Once you discard that long used crutch that was used to modify your behavior or was a source of rebellion or hate for you how do you act? Once all those fears that you used to adjust your behavior are gone now you see how far along your growth actually is.
Do you care for others or are you childishly selfish? Did you try to do what's best for yourself because of the fear of the consequences or did you actually want the best for yourself?
Once the mask of fear is removed you start to see yourself for who you really are and that level of self-honesty is rare, and honestly, it is a brutal revelation in some aspects. I'm seeing myself, like, REALLY seeing myself now and parts of me are not where I would like them to be. However, now that I am not kidding myself I can begin to grow where I want to and set personal development goals. I've been in a self-imposed holding pattern for a while now in a lot of areas, but I'm ready to grow again.
Lots more drive and energy as of this morning. Must have cleared something big. As stated above, I'm setting some goals for personal character development and things I want to see in me.
Also, It's quite possible that I'm going to move where I live in the not too distant future. It wasn't on my radar, but I'm feeling small internal whispers on it.
Dude,Chris!! F----king Awesome Man. More power to ya,fella! mean it. the fear remover is da shit!! Period!!
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light not our darkness that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous,
talented and fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
(06-24-2020, 03:49 PM)Chris P. Bacon Wrote: [ -> ]Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light not our darkness that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous,
talented and fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
Exactly ,Man! Theres a video on youtube of Gal from Germany who had a near death experience and went 'some where else" a place she said , with lots of light and awareness and when ask,about death,she said MY Belief,is that deep down We arent so much afraid of death ,as we are of just HOW POWERFUL and AMAZING WE ACTUALLY ARE!!! thats the real shit,right there!! we are indeed some bad as Mofo's Man!! dah real Facts!! great post crispy!! ha!! thats why in my profile quote,everything you ever wanted is ON the OTHER SIDE of Fear!!
So yesterday in the latter part of the day I hit some emotional turbulence. It wasn't disabling but I did know it was there. The experience was miles better than prior subs when I hit rough patches. Very tired all day yesterday and it affected my work. Crazy dreams last night, all of which I cannot remember now, but I feel MUCH better today. Confident, energetic, and happy. Whatever it was, it must have been dealt with last night. The OF train just keeps pushing through whatever gets in the way.
Currently ASRB has me chill like I'm on vacation. Havent felt this relaxed in years.
Back on again and feeling great! I can tell my co-workers notice less fear and or the DRS working.
Also, any of you see the randomnautica app? it seems like they're tapping into the Subconscious through it.
I believe I made a step into overcoming, if not altogether, overcoming the fear of failure. Work's been rough and I've been put into a lot of situations that are new and I have little to no concern over failing. Still want to do a good job, just not afraid of making a mistake.
This is good stuff
Good stuff indeed.
Life without fear is like turning up the color saturation of a picture, everything becomes more vivid. I'm becoming convinced that depression is fear-based.
(07-02-2020, 02:49 PM)Chris P. Bacon Wrote: [ -> ]Life without fear is like turning up the color saturation of a picture, everything becomes more vivid. I'm becoming convinced that depression is fear-based.
If my theory is correct... eventually it will become obvious that every single negative we deal with is fear based.
(07-03-2020, 11:10 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ] (07-02-2020, 02:49 PM)Chris P. Bacon Wrote: [ -> ]Life without fear is like turning up the color saturation of a picture, everything becomes more vivid. I'm becoming convinced that depression is fear-based.
If my theory is correct... eventually it will become obvious that every single negative we deal with is fear based.
I have felt this and thought this for the longest.
Fear-Fear
Guilt- Fear Based
Shame- Fear Based
Anger -Fear Based
Hatred-Magnified Fear-X's 10's Over!!!
Shut Down-Fear Based-Protecting the Self
Depression- Fear Based Loss & Related
Fear of failure,success,not enoughness,death
Yeap -Fear the insidious culprit...being exposed to da Light of Day!! Thank goodness!!
I think there is potential for guilt and shame to have a basis other than fear, but I believe they intertwine with and interoperate with fear, and should be damaged severely at the least by removing fear. Wouldn't it be amazing if we killed fear and guilt and shame just evaporated.
(07-03-2020, 01:12 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]I think there is potential for guilt and shame to have a basis other than fear, but I believe they intertwine with and interoperate with fear, and should be damaged severely at the least by removing fear. Wouldn't it be amazing if we killed fear and guilt and shame just evaporated.
If you ll pardon the expression: Shit chair(say it fast!) Yes indeed it would be amazing. Me thinks you're hinting at something, hoping at something entirely possible Shannon. I.ll leave it at that,don't wanna hog Chris's page. Good weekend to yawl and Happy 4th of July!!2
Been cranky on my days off. Drank a little alcohol last night and barely held back the anger. So no more of that for now. Just a phase and I'm not worried, but the senseless anger can be hard to deal with sometimes.