Subliminal Talk

UMS has hit and cleared something.

Today another degree of freedom dawned on me. As well as an overall degree of freedom I realized my freedom of energy manipulation. My energy goes where I choose it to go. It also seems that energy direction precedes manifestation (shocking I know.   ). Recently I might be experiencing TID from DMSI and that is somewhat concerning because I am enjoying UMS so much I don't know if I want to switch, but that's a different story. I've also been taking high doses of zinc gluconate and, oddly enough that it works, ginger powder for an increase in testosterone production. Both seem to be working for their intended purposes and quite well I might add. Now the increase in testosterone might be upping my sex drive like it is so im not fully sold that it's TID. Also on a side note; since using LTU and UMS I have had a marked increase in the effective choice in supplementation and health decisions that are actually producing noticeable results. 

Anyways my sex drive has noticeably increased and for some reason I was able, for the first time, to distinguish it in its energetic state and maintain it in said energetic state. That sounds odd I know but I don't know how else to explain it. I was sitting in a coffee shop when this happened so I decided to try a little experiment. I held it in the energetic state and directed it at this overall good looking girl who had top-notch thighs and a good butt. I got a response, she became fidgety and pointed her lower body towards me. Not only that but this older woman who had some degree of energetic awareness sat between us in what I could only assume was a "block" because it shut down a lot when she did. She also made a few glances at the young girl as well. Not sure if I made the young lady uncomfortable or not as this was my first ever test but I might have but whatever. Next, I pointed it at a thinner and taller girl, which is actually more toward my tastes, and she also got fidgety and had a few odd gestures. Both glanced at me and responded. They also both brought one leg up and their knee was at chin height and neither of them did that until I pointed my energy at them.

Also, I could feel that the 1st girl was giving minor resistance to my energy while the other one was fully receptive from the get go. This stunned me. In 1 day not only did I realize my ability to manipulate my own energy but I could also feel if it was being received or not.

Think of the implications! I know it might sound "1st" grade but when I got it, WHEN I FINALLY GOT IT, it was like fully understanding it for the first time and it hit me like a ton of bricks. If I can do that with my sex drive, just imagine me pointing all available energy toward a financial goal.

I have decided that I will not put a monetary sum on it but my goal is multiple successful streams of income, then I'll shoot for a per month net profit target when the streams are established and making money.

This is big.

Also been listening to Earl Nightengale and Jim Rohn. Their stuff is basic but it it's been really sinking in and just makes sense as well.

Day 2 after loops, social skills are on point and the mild celebrity effect for lack of a better term is affecting people. More people open, nice and generally chatty with me. 

Felt kinda depressed this morning and I think it was another corner turned because it resulted in me realizing that I have control over that heart thought, thank you heart coherence and subs.

After realizing that emotions and feelings are the byproduct of heart thoughts I now focus more on my heart thoughts when I visualize and the feelings come. Ironically enough, you kinda have to get a "feel" for what heart thoughts are and it can take a bit to really get ahold of them and distinguish what are heart thoughts and what are emotions, but its worth it. I've been bulldozing over every situation with out complaining, fmthis is progress. I'm glad I have a job that has so many problems to overcome as I want to have my own businesses. 

A quote that has always stuck with me that I use to remind myself on times of difficulty is "Good sailing doesn't make good sailors".

Accidental double post.

An important message for when you goto public bathrooms.

(09-15-2019, 01:38 AM)Benjamin Wrote: [ -> ]An important message for when you goto public bathrooms.

Haha!!! Darn straight!!! I dont need nobody flexing on me with how big their potato is.

[attachment=678]

Ok, so can we just take a moment and enjoy this list from the DRS page. I do know why you put some of the stuff in it, the fact remains that you have to legally protect yourself from idiots with no clear hold on reality. Where I started finding this comical was frying pans.

"failure to study before a test"

and finishing off with 'THE TRUTH' HAHAHAHA

(09-15-2019, 01:38 AM)Benjamin Wrote: [ -> ]An important message for when you goto public bathrooms.

LOL...immediately reminded me of this classic meme:

(09-15-2019, 10:49 PM)CatMan Wrote: [ -> ]

(09-15-2019, 01:38 AM)Benjamin Wrote: [ -> ]An important message for when you goto public bathrooms.

LOL...immediately reminded me of this classic meme:

HA!!!! I remember that one.

Where is the machine to make potato with bacon? Frankly it's unfair!

(09-16-2019, 05:24 PM)Benjamin Wrote: [ -> ]Where is the machine to make potato with bacon? Frankly it's unfair!

I know right!? There is no justice in this world.

Kinda torn right now. Trying to figure out if I should continue with UMS or try DMSI when it comes out. Last loops are within the 35 day specs. UMS  is working really well and has hit some key issues on the last 5 days. I'm talking core identity issues here and with really light and short side effects like depression.  

BUT!!!!! I REALLY WANT TO TRY THE UPGRADED FRM. 

Not sure when UMS2 will be out but I've always been a junky for the new tech that rolls out of IML.

This is the first time I've felt really torn between my current sub and a new one.

So after some consideration I decided to give the new DMSI a shot. My last loop of UMS was Sunday night and that'll be it for me. Tonight I'll buy DRS and run it soon. I've never had any major issue from turbulence so I'll be running DRS soon and DMSI as soon as it gets released. 

To be honest I've never been that interested in  the main goal of DMSI even as I ran it for a year 2 years ago. I turned down many possible sexual partners when running it. The only one I would have possibly considered was a woman who when our eyes met we both stopped and stared for a good 2 seconds. That was the deepest non friend connection I have ever experienced with a woman and it lasted just a moment. However, she was with her boyfriend and regardless of her possible willingness to cheat or break up with him for me I won't participate in that kind of behavior out of personal choice. I wouldn't want that done to me and even if someone was willing to do that to me I won't do that to someone else. Funny though, saw her at my workplace less than a week later. Definitely a manifestation.

I'm more looking for a serious relationship at this point in my life, but I believe it's possible to bring a wonderful woman into my life with DMSI that would be a long term relationship. 

The reason I want to run it is to tear down some walls from her showing up in my life. I can feel part if me resisting the idea of her coming into my life. Its time to go. It's a longshot but that's my goal for DMSI. 

Also, I'm not a fan of the statistic that half of the sexually active people in the US have some STD. I can do my due diligence, but people can lie. 

So here's to my convoluted new DMSI chapter

If you made it this far I'll now update you on UMS. UMS has broken through some major and deep issues no other sub has in the last week. I was feeling pretty emotional and mopey last week and I suddenly realized it could be resistance. As soon as i did it broke for the better. Not instantly, but a moderately paced resolving of issues 1 by 1. 2 weeks ago I had a dream where I almost drowned super realistic and I just barely made it to the surface before I ran out of air. It's obvious my subconscious was feeling the pressure. I was kind of excited about it. Been more willing to be confrontational and that's good. 

The NDRS has helped me realize that I was always subtly under the thumb of other peoples energy. Since being on it I've been ok around others when they are getting emotional. Its transformed how I approach life and interactions. Cant wait to use the DRS. I'm wondering if it will reflect if people are saying stuff about you from a distance.

[attachment=680]