(03-01-2019, 07:39 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]I have been using MIR for the two days of break from LTU, and it has made a huge difference. I also managed to have a nebulizer given to me for free (USLM4) and started nebulizing the ionic silver solution, which has really hit the infection hard. I may be able to go back to LTU5 tonight at this rate.
Today, it was painfully apparent that USLM4 in LTU5 was in overdrive. A free nebulizer, GF suddenly found a way past some challenges that have been blocking her progress for almost a year and has had several hundred times as much progress in a single day as is her normal with that, and I have had some truly mind blowing things happen (which I cannot specifically detail here, unfortunately).
I am loving LTU5/USLM4!
I have noticed some cool things too in the area of relationships. People calling me I don’t normally talk to. Conversing with people at work with whom I don’t normally talk with. It felt like everything flowed socially. I’m not running USLM3 now so I wonder if this is maybe TID from USLM4. It definitely feels out of the ordinary.
Today, (the 3rd of March, 2019) we started back on LTU5, and it was very apparent how well it works, how fast it works, how powerful it is and how effective it is. GF was dealing with the fallout of having been off it for a few days instead of 2, and within 15 minutes was commenting on how much better she felt to be on it. I feel better too. I am really pleased with LTU5 so far on my end. It's definitely doing what I designed it to do for her.
(03-03-2019, 09:23 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]Today, (the 3rd of March, 2019) we started back on LTU5, and it was very apparent how well it works, how fast it works, how powerful it is and how effective it is. GF was dealing with the fallout of having been off it for a few days instead of 2, and within 15 minutes was commenting on how much better she felt to be on it. I feel better too. I am really pleased with LTU5 so far on my end. It's definitely doing what I designed it to do for her.
Yep, that's why I was asking you one time if you did not create a program to addict the listener. It was for LTU 4. For LTU 5 the transition is more smooth
(03-03-2019, 10:49 PM)geotrouvetout Wrote: [ -> ] (03-03-2019, 09:23 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]Today, (the 3rd of March, 2019) we started back on LTU5, and it was very apparent how well it works, how fast it works, how powerful it is and how effective it is. GF was dealing with the fallout of having been off it for a few days in8stead of 2, and within 15 minutes was commenting on how much better she felt to be on it. I feel better too. I am really pleased with LTU5 so far on my end. It's definitely doing what I designed it to do for her.
Yep, that's why I was asking you one time if you did not create a program to addict the listener. It was for LTU 4. For LTU 5 the transition is more smooth
There is never an intent or even an effort to addict the listener. That is not going to help you, so there is no point in doing it.
I have been noticing two things about LTU5. First, it is working well, with only occasional bouts of emotional difficulty from GF. I feel very good all the time, and she feels good about 90% of the time.
Second, the USLM4 in this is phenomenal. We are seeing "luck" that blows us away. Some of it is stuff I can't talk about, but we are basically finding that unresolved issues externally are being resolved. She needed a ring light for her business, but couldn't afford one; suddenly she meets someone who has one, and that person tells her about how they got it for ~$50 using groupon. Now she has one on the way that will fulfill her needs. I got a new electric unicycle (GotWay MSuper X 84 volt model, 1600 Wh battery) for $1100 off because of a snafu that was originally caused by the cycle. Suddenly figuring out how to optimize things, which makes me happy. I'm also starting to understand some complex issues that have been slowing down program development, which I needed to think in a completely new way to understand and start solving. The experimental for that is going into Beast 18, and it is doing well so far in the models.
Since I have gotten over the infection, I have been trying to relax and recharge as much as possible, as quickly as possible. Making good progress with that.
Overall, I think LTU5 is brilliant.
Shannon, You are Awesome!! You really are changing everyone's life. I am so grateful that I found IML and amazing people here.
I am learning so much about life and everything just coming here and reading everyone's journal.
This forum is home to me and everyone here is awesome(I mean it). Everyone has helped me here so much and given me advice in my worst time. I thought I was alone but I found so many good people in here. I have no complaints...I am never leaving you guys.
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Shannon hi hope you are doing great! Quick question regarding the USLM in Ltu in regards to women. I want it to attract me beautiful women. don't talk to any I mean barely have any women friends at all. IT roles lack in women, and my other weekend role is surrounded by women I mean I get stared at but i want them to make the MOVE which never happens!! I want USLM to do this do I have to focus on the desire. What's your opinion on this.
LTU is going well as of now
I've noticed since use LTU my sexual level is very very very very high!! Grr
Improve love life module: check! Gf just this week has been doing things she normally doesn't do. A lot. Sometimes, for the first time ever.
Please keep general questions to Shannon in the Shannon's journal discussion thread.
I haven't been keeping up with my journal here, but things have been happening. I have been super pleased with LTU5 and how it works for me and GF.
The other night, I guess it was either night before last or night before that, I accidentally (?) played it on loop one and it played all night on my phone. Yesterday after half a day I started feeling down and emotionally distressed, like I might be depressed subconsciously. I'm not sure if the two correlate, but it seems plausible. I am also not sure what caused and is causing it, but last night I decided to try again running it all night, and this morning I woke from a dream in which I was planning for an attack on my group (me, GF and a few others) in an otherwise abandoned city that looked like it had been ravaged by war, by two demon lords.
These are symbolic fantasy from role playing games, of course, but in the dream, they arrived before I was finished planning the defense and strategy against them, and we were forced to deal with them before being fully ready.
I remember thinking these two were each almost impossible to defeat with a large army, how were we going to defeat them, when there are two of them? But I was the leader, and I could show no fear. I really didn't feel fear, I felt worried that I wouldn't be able to get my reactions and my group's reactions fast enough to enact the plan.
First they attacked side by side, and I had the group scatter in a shotgun pattern, forcing the demons to choose a specific target each. This caused them to separate, which is what I wanted; easier to deal with individually. There were three of us baiting each one, and staying far enough apart from each other and moving such that it couldn't decide which to attack specifically, which minimized the attacks made by them, and delayed and confused them.
Then we had each group enrage the demon lord at one specific person which it them focused on completely, feeling relief at finally having a specific target which it could focus on to take out it's frustrations. While we did this, we brought them back together facing each other, and each target ran under the other demon lord between its legs and used it as a shield for the one attacking it.
This put the demons in direct conflict with each other, as they were in each other's way and preventing the goal from being reached, which predictably enraged them instantly and they began attacking one another, venting their hatred and rage for one another that previously existed, plus their frustration and anger at being denied the achievement of their goal.
Being relatively evenly matched, and being demon lords, they were only tenuously allied and completely forgot about us as their challenge was raised to equal by fighting one another instead. They grew to gargantuan size and began destroying the buildings with their arms and tentacles, as they hammered on each other, causing massive woulds sometimes, and doing no damage at all others, regardless of whether or not they landed a hit.
At this point, we fled as a group and escaped, and then my cat woke me up by laying on my chest and purring loudly asking for attention.
I wonder if this doesn't have the demon lords representing my deep major fears and how I am dealing with them at the moment? It's interesting, because the demons were truly a threat, but in the dream, I was no more frightened than I would be playing tag. I was all strategy and purely focused on doing what was necessary to keep myself and the group safe. No fear of the demons, but some concern for whether or not all the members of my group understood the plan and could remain focused enough to execute it properly.
I feel like there is still some sadness or maybe sublimated depression, but it's much less obvious than yesterday, and I suspect that is as a result of the part of LTU5 designed to make the process of executing E3 easier. That was the reason I played it on loop last night instead of 5 loops.
As it stands, I can say that my emotional state will disrupt my ability to work today. So my top priority is getting back to a state where I will be able to work. For that I need to go meditate a while. With luck, I'll be able to finish what I was working on. Tired of the delays.
Do we have any update regarding your thoughts or the effectiveness of LTU 5?
(04-02-2019, 06:13 AM)Superman Wrote: [ -> ]Do we have any update regarding your thoughts or the effectiveness of LTU 5?
GF was insistent on not taking any days off for a while, so we ended up on it for a while. I don't know exactly hjow long.
Without a break, it predictably exhausted us. When I pointed this out to her she agreed to take a break. The models indicated that we needed to take a 4 day break to recover properly. We are going to start again tonight, and this time I have convinced her to use it according to the instructions.
The first day off was hard for her, mood swings from depressed to angry to happy to peaceful. Since then, she's been doing pretty well except for one episode of frustration with her job. I have been observing us as we rest and I have to say that I am still very pleased with this program.
Yesterday I was doing some deep emotional work apparently. E3 in this program is no joke. Just want to remind people that it's not always going to be fun or easy, but it is worth while.