My rage episodes are moving much faster. I know for a fact that in previous version of DMSI or pre DMSI, going though these certain rage episodes. I think I know whats at the root of it- I felt like I've never been unconditionally loved for just being me. Not that I 'acted' in certain ways but theres a feeling of 'why cant I be just accepted for me without someone trying some F**ck shit?".
That then sends me into rage episodes where I remember certain shit and then see the same people trying hard to be my friend that acted superior to me before. Like you though you were better than me but now you wanna be all buddy buddy? Homeboy, Ill F**ck your girl, please don't get too comfortable around me.
Just wanted to say that amping the volume up really high has made me execute better. However, this volume is higher than what I usually do
(04-23-2019, 02:48 PM)Oversoul Wrote: [ -> ]Just wanted to say that amping the volume up really high has made me execute better. However, this volume is higher than what I usually do
Same here. I turned it up by 20%.
(04-23-2019, 05:34 PM)Voytek Wrote: [ -> ] (04-23-2019, 02:48 PM)Oversoul Wrote: [ -> ]Just wanted to say that amping the volume up really high has made me execute better. However, this volume is higher than what I usually do
Same here. I turned it up by 20%.
yes, the difference is pretty big too
I also need to stop allowing myself to think other people are more attractive than me too. When Im around, the 'competition' starts becoming more charismatic and for some reason, I believe them. I need to stop believing in other people more than I believe in myself.
IDK where these fears even came from, I wasn't like this before
I dont have sexual jealousy, anger or resentment against anyone, Im too hot for this hit.
Surprised it took this long to go tho.
I feel like I am 2- one is the 'old' me and one is 'another me' that is lighter and more advanced and feels like it is from 'another reality'.
When I say "i'm not of this universe" it feels like a very true statement. I woke up today with the first thought being 'Im different'. I feel like a whole new me has been pulled in from another reality (but im still me?)
But is it a better you and you're sure of that?
Yeah, definitely better. Feel lighter, more confident, can speak to people easier, 'past' affects me way less because I see it as if I am looking at a different person.
(01-27-2019, 11:31 AM)Oversoul Wrote: [ -> ]People are still leeching off my aura this is p*SSIng me off. Is there any way for me to stop this from happening?
No offense but how the fuck do you know people are leeching off your aura? Are you some advanced magi with years of psychic advancement? Do you even know what an aura is?
(05-10-2019, 04:27 AM)unlearn88 Wrote: [ -> ] (01-27-2019, 11:31 AM)Oversoul Wrote: [ -> ]People are still leeching off my aura this is p*SSIng me off. Is there any way for me to stop this from happening?
No offense but how the*****do you know people are leeching off your aura? Are you some advanced magi with years of psychic advancement? Do you even know what an aura is?
1. Don't come into my page and type with that condescending tone. If you want an answer, you ask politely. If you don't wash your fingers before you type, you can p*** the F**k out my page.
2. Yes I know what an aura is
3. I could tell people were leeching off my aura at the time because people who normally would not get attraction were getting MASS attraction when they were near me.
Now don't bother replying or even acknowledging this post.
Guys, calm down.. lets not continue this argument.
Things I see in myself that I believe stops me from executing to fullest extent (This is clearly my personal experience and hopefully will give Shannon more info on why a certain group of us might stop executing):
Attachment to thoughts/a persona I had from the past and how I 'used' to be and getting angry at the same type of girls that would have been B**ches to me before liking me now.
Not wanting to have emotional connections and actively fighting it out of anger by focusing too much on my 'ego'. SO some sort of ego balancer module?
Indecisiveness on who to move forward with. Too much choice, but not making the decision because FOMO s end up acting defensive against everyone and making everyone feel unwanted. Maybe a sexual decisiveness module?
Unwarranted Emotional defensiveness to girls trying to talk to me ( Ive had a 9/10 and a 8/10 approach me several times and I was too emotionally defensive)
Aura not 'sexual' enough (IMO). This version aura seems more 'romantic' and not as intense. Previous version had the opposite effect (too intense, not romantic enough). Maybe somewhere in between the two would be best? (basically a slightly more sexual aura but
Too affected internally by other people's energies/auras. I know Shannon said he would upgrade the shield so this point might be redundant.
Not being able to 'own' my energy sometimes. Internally thinking that there are other people that have the same energy I have from DMSI naturally and somehow making that true as the person Im thinking of suddenly becomes more attractive. IDK how this is even possible.
IDK if this helps but this is the best I can give right now. Funny thing is, whatever I believe to be true on DMSI regarding sex seems true but I cant seem to own the aura or energy it produces yet and just end up 'giving' it away to people of groups of people that I percieve as attractive (not in a homosexual way)
Following the pervious post:
I also seem to see everyone as sexual competition. IDK how healthy this is but it does seem to push me in some way, however, Im sure theres a better way to handle this...
DMSI- Mass attraction, loads of girls 'falling' for me and women just being submissive around me. This is all the stuff that was happening anyway. Still feel like Im not owning my aura and 'giving' it away though and jealousy issues still come up time to time.
Business- made my first ever deal (£4000) and hired 2 offshore workers (one to find the 'client' through cold calling, another to find the 'resources' to give to the clients). Hopefully this will make my business grow 3 times faster than before. All this took 2 weeks from finding the client to payment.
Did DMSI help with business? Yes, it made me more likeable to clients which in turn helped them work with me.
EDIT: THIS could be UMS TID IDK. I also had a guy come up to me today and chat to me. He gave me the number to his lawyer and said he was unemployed atm. I thought I could employ someone like him as he seemed social and most of the work I do is sales and he seemed confident and convincing enough to do well at that. I took his number and his lawyers card for the future.