x4a_1000 josh journal

[josh84]

Hi, ive tried dmsi in the past and with my hearing as shannon knows didnt have much success, i believe my hearing does play a huge part in it.

I am going to use the subscription monthly plan to give this subliminal a chance and see how it goes, without it worrying about the fear side of things and just aiming to project an aura i will see how it goes for a while.

For tonight im currently listening with headphones at my desk on computer, i realise the instructions recommend while sleeping but for the first 3 days will try it this way, 2nd 3 days i will leave my hearing aids in and have it play while i sleep and see if notice things differently between the 2.

If i start noticing things after 3 days this way then i may just continue with headphones but will try both to get an idea.

Will only update when see things that i believe would be caused from the subliminal.

[Shannon]

Good luck, man. It pains me to see you never getting results.

[josh84]

Thanks shannon, hopefully have some luck this time.

Positive result, i had a dream was sexsual 2 women blatently flashing me and suggesting we go somewhere, but for some reason something happened that led to that situation not happening, but i rarely have dreams so thats something.

On the other side was at a pub for 5 hours, a bikini girl hadnt been there in over 12 months was there today, a lady similar in age to me behind the bar, and another in the pub, that could be considered 3 at that time, but over those 5 hours nothing i could say of note to mention, just appeared to be normal like they would be at a pub with their groups.

But it was only after 1 night of 4 loops so for someone like myself i cant be expected something to happen over night, but in saying that i see the dream after 1 lot of 4 loops as a positive in the right direction.

[Shannon]

Meanwhile, I am seeing hits left and right after 5 minutes and 32 seconds of use, every day for the last three days at least.

You noticed no change in behavior at all?

[josh84]

Hi Shannon,

unfortunately nothing during the 5 hours and the woman behind bar is about 10-15 feet away for most of that time, the other lady was maybe 15-20 feet from me, and the bikini girl was walking around the pub area she came over to our group a couple times to see if want drinks but thats about it.

The one woman i do like came in around 5 so an hour or so before i left, she may of given me a couple of glances but thats not out of the ordinary when in the bar since others at the table too, i did say bye to her as i left she had just finished her meal and she responded just saying bye too, nothing any different.

I will try after tonights 4 loops and tomorows break 3 nights of ultrasonic with hearing aids in as i sleep on the phone and see how that goes.

I used trickling stream hybrid these first 3 days.

[josh84]

Today i was at the pub after listening to first day of 2nd round last night hybrid trickling with headphones, i got a couple of glances from one lady she goes to the pub a bit also works there as a bikini girl a bit too, maybe the few glances is something since i dont think she looks my way that much normally so 2-3 glances could be considered more than normal atleast that i have noticed, but apart from that was at the counter and around 2 other young ladies no different reactions then normal.

Trying masked tonight and tomorow night then i will give ultrasonic with hearing aids in on phone for the next 3 days after the 1 day break but sleeping with hearing aids in is not something i normally do but will give it a try and see if ultrasonic shows different changes.

The pub is the best place to notice things for now, i saw nothing at the shops but i wasnt within 10 feet of many for more than a brief moment when walking around so not somewhere you can notice things.

Will keep listening and update on any changes, and im not expecting them to come up to me im just seeing how this goes to offer easier opportunities to approach and talk.

In saying that i was going to go up and offer a compliment to one lady today but next time i saw her she was heading out.

[LionMonkey]

Mate. Sounds like you notice a lot but taking not enough action. I assume you want to have a good time and end up fvcking the women you notice. Try this.. if you want to say hi or compliment someone, count to 3 and put one foot in front of the other.

-LM

[josh84]

Thanks Lionmonkey, will try doing that more often when i notice things.

Tonight i was at the pub playing poker sat next to one lady similar in age, shes a cold person normally but at times can be ok to talk with, tonight if drs was working it didnt effect her she was pretty nasty, nothing i wasnt expecting she just is that type of person it didnt bother me that much but still pissed me off with what she did something small but not something she should do.

Talking with the lady behind the bar but cant say any difference there tonight.

Im not being negative just saying what i noticed, tonight well in the morning when i go to bed i will try ultrasonic on the phone without my hearing aids in and see how that goes before going to the pub tomorow.

[josh84]

Hi, ive been listing for 5 rounds now, a couple things im not sure if its the subliminal or im just feeling a bit more relaxed around some people i see frequently, but i said hi to a guy at the pub hes there a bit and talked a bit a couple times similar things golf fishing gym pool. But it was easy to talk and have a conversation with, for me even at the local pub until i been around someone a lot i dont say anything or if i do very little once very comfortable then talk more.

So socialising at the pub is improving a bit, even spoken to a couple of the ladies i normally dont say too much with a bit more than normal, to the point even said mind if i join her and friends when see them over there having a drink and said for me to go over and join anytime.

So lets put this to the subliminal making me a bit more relaxed and more comfortable when i normally 2nd guess myself so much i will end up not saying anything.

Coincidence situation, there is a lady i saw at my gym quite a lot and she was one of the very few i wanted to talk to so i pushed myself to go say hi to her a few times over the period when at the gym, didnt bother her a lot but for me going up and talking while at the gym to a lady whos training not something i would normally do, they wernt long chats but still a few minutes each time.

Shes my type and someone that if had more confidence back then would of asked out, she lives in the area but havent seen her in 2 years since stopped at the gym, but recently saw her at the shops but it appears she may be seeing someone since holding hands (fingers) when walking through the shops, no idea what those things mean when comes to body language and stuff but anyway never seen her anywhere out and about and then start listening to this subliminal and see her, no didnt say hi or anything was just in passing so all coincidence but thats the few things i can say i noticed so far.

But it does show me that if i had more confidence and approach women as attractive as her i may stand a chance since i dont think i am any worse looks wise compared to others with attractive ladies just my confidence is lacking that needs to be improved to approach and talk with such ladies.

[Qiel]

Hi, ive been listing for 5 rounds now, a couple things im not sure if its the subliminal or im just feeling a bit more relaxed around some people i see frequently, but i said hi to a guy at the pub hes there a bit and talked a bit a couple times similar things golf fishing gym pool. But it was easy to talk and have a conversation with, for me even at the local pub until i been around someone a lot i dont say anything or if i do very little once very comfortable then talk more.

So socialising at the pub is improving a bit, even spoken to a couple of the ladies i normally dont say too much with a bit more than normal, to the point even said mind if i join her and friends when see them over there having a drink and said for me to go over and join anytime.

So lets put this to the subliminal making me a bit more relaxed and more comfortable when i normally 2nd guess myself so much i will end up not saying anything.

Coincidence situation, there is a lady i saw at my gym quite a lot and she was one of the very few i wanted to talk to so i pushed myself to go say hi to her a few times over the period when at the gym, didnt bother her a lot but for me going up and talking while at the gym to a lady whos training not something i would normally do, they wernt long chats but still a few minutes each time.

Shes my type and someone that if had more confidence back then would of asked out, she lives in the area but havent seen her in 2 years since stopped at the gym, but recently saw her at the shops but it appears she may be seeing someone since holding hands (fingers) when walking through the shops, no idea what those things mean when comes to body language and stuff but anyway never seen her anywhere out and about and then start listening to this subliminal and see her, no didnt say hi or anything was just in passing so all coincidence but thats the few things i can say i noticed so far.

But it does show me that if i had more confidence and approach women as attractive as her i may stand a chance since i dont think i am any worse looks wise compared to others with attractive ladies just my confidence is lacking that needs to be improved to approach and talk with such ladies.

Indeed the subs also make me more talkative too, but, on the other side, it makes people loove to chat with me to the point I don't know how to make them stop.

[josh84]

I havent experienced that so far, but i have found i have started to say hi a little bit more to some i havent spoken to and have some conversations with them, havent experienced where they want to keep talking and no flirting type interest from ladies so far, but i think those points i mentioned are a start for now.

Qiel, have you had ladies start the conversation much?

[Qiel]

I havent experienced that so far, but i have found i have started to say hi a little bit more to some i havent spoken to and have some conversations with them, havent experienced where they want to keep talking and no flirting type interest from ladies so far, but i think those points i mentioned are a start for now.

Qiel, have you had ladies start the conversation much?

Yes, exactly my consciuous sniping target initiate the conversation to me like magic. I just stand near her, make her inside my range of aura and do nothing, then she start the conversation, askin my name etc etc, smooth. But she's in commited relationship and that's not my kind of thing, that's why I don't report much in my journal, because the main goal is sex.

[4Kingdoms]

[josh84]

Its a good start for me more social interactions see what happens the more i listen to it.

4kingdoms, the popcorn emoji meant to mean something or this just entertaining for you?